and then she got her a$$ beat😐

Song: Pastel Ghost - Silhouette

well if that makes me a villain..

Я была хорошей а плохой я не была
И всю жизнь как паинька по правилам жила
Надоело плакать надоело мне страдать 
Все равно не выйдет свою смерть предугадать

(Hate when you mf's say the song is slowed and it's sped. And sometimes it's the other way around, like wtf-)

Vent: Guys, I'm lowkey tired... stressed.. I feel weak every day.... I feel like writing can't describe it.. but every day, I feel useless... every morning, every evening, every night... I've tried talking to people.. but... then they don't care.. they think I'm doing it for 'attention'... but I'm not.. I'm serious... Now I just.. wanna disappear.. To be honest... I never brushed my teeth in a while.. I take showers every 3-5 months... I'm not even clean anymore.. I'm also hallucinating... fainting and hearing things.. Maybe I'm going crazy, but I'm not sure... I just wanna end it all... no one cares.. No one... :(

"once more i have lost my heart. it hurts. I wish I had never been born at all." 
-female
- fav anime is prob sao or pandora hearts
-brown hair, very dark brown eyes, punk clothes
-bisexual
-dont like bully or people who lie to my face

audios

(preferred to use headphones)

[Names of the original songs are in the descriptions]

[please give creds if u use any audios that were uploaded by me]

IGs:  dioninspace, honjuko

text me on @honjuko if you have any audio requests

YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUDe7NiZStMZAxDYTZzCl1A