made with blood estate @thedissatisfiedyouth :)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0uOoaqcJO2TQDETUjt3IrW?si=beae215544854def

lyrics:
i’ll sit by the lake
and contemplate
if you’ve found someone
to take my place
pockets filled with stones 
i’ll skip one more
beyond return,
it ripples through my soul

my hands are tied up in knots
the warmth i felt is now gone
i haven’t seen anyone 
in months 
i’ll dry my thoughts in the sun
try to forget everyone
my words are never enough
enough


my hands are tied up in knots
but im not worried at all
i lie awake until dawn
til dawn
i’ll dry my thoughts in the sun
try to really be someone
i know my words are enough 
enough

sun lie dry w/ blood estate

song for akira :)

mixed and mastered by John Trainum

Lil Cow

diet coke

Ill be 
right here 
away from 
my fears 

you cant
tell me 
I'm not 
happy 
 
I'm happy

the regret is making me sick

Wychcrest - Find Me By The Fields

Is it selfish
To think of you with me all of the time?
Got a good life
And I don't wanna ruin it if I were to make you mine
My eyes shut
We're in no rush
Count my days
We will be okay
Every time I have to hear your voice
It feels like an obligation and I have no choice
But to want you
Do you love me?
I'm fucking done, this shit's making me crazy
Oh
Make a move, wanna get to know you
There's a world that I wanna show you
Its got black and gold picture frames
Of me and you running away
My eyes shut
We're in no rush
Count my days
We will be okay
Every time I have to hear your voice
It feels like an obligation and I have no choice
But to want you
Do you love me?
I'm fucking done, this shit's making me crazy

getaway (acoustic)

I’d try to give it all
To fade the static of whispered dreams
Painted in the dark
How can I try hard enough 

I keep seeing my own visions masking the picture of his face
All I want is to 
Hope that the picture will change

Drift between sleeping times
Where all my love I cannot hide 
To forfeit all just to say that
You can stay here

I keep seeing my own visions masking the picture of his face
All I want is to 
Hope that the picture will change

Visions

too many wires everywhere (demo)

A calm and beautiful melody, as if you woke up on a May morning and sat on the balcony, sipping a cup of coffee)

Wychcrest - Find Me By The Fields

Moth Town