I miss being broke with you
I miss being being broke

I miss being broke with you
I miss being being broke

I miss being broke with you
I miss being being broke

Owning this house its just so dam boring
i be writing them papers till 2 in the morning
I keep Thinking of violence but they taught me to silence that pain
they want to keep me from going insane

But I pull up in my porsche
that my daddy always wanted
theres hundies in my undies 
this Versace’s got no pockets
I be holding on to something
but these somethings really nothing
they tricked me to believe 
that the systems what I wanted

they show me some gold
they been screaming
olley ollay ollay

Got my daddy sold
got him dreaming
Someday Someday Someday

I miss being broke with you
I miss being being broke

I miss being broke with you
I miss being being broke

I miss being broke with you
I miss being being broke

Broke with you

Well they put me in the system
Like some suicidal psycho
I was reaching out for help
I was feeling like hell

Well they put me in this system
as a suicidal psycho
I was reaching out for help
I was feeling like hell

I wasn't sleeping
up all night
wasn't eating
sick if I tried
keep on breathing
living like a nightmare
hear those demons

and you thought
it was a good idea
to make a choice
like you couldn't hear
my soul ain't there
I'm filled with fear
I'm gone

I wasn't in my right mind
I didn't have no fighting chance
I tell you that I'm not good
and then you fuck me up instead

I didn't expect you to wait for me
guess I just hate to see
you with someone nowhere as good me
especially now that I got my sanity back
didn't expect you to do me like that

I was diagnosed with chronic anxiety
everything that you said felt like an attack on me
and finally the doctors
they came
and they saved me
and found out what was wrong
the problem all along

I wasn't sleeping
up all night
wasn't eating
sick if I tried
keep on breathing
living like a nightmare
hear those demons

they put me in the system
Like some suicidal psycho
I was reaching out for help
I was feeling like hell

and they gave me some meds to help me sleep at night
and with that sleep, I started to breathe all right
and I stopped feeling that pain in my chest all tight
and I finally came back to life
just to find that you were no longer mine

Your Choice

A beautiful day for rain

holding me down
when I’ve fallen in pieces
Cutting me out
they sinking they teeth in
Holding me back
when viloance releases out 
I better love Jesus

Holding me down
i’ve falling in peiceds 
holding me back
I better love jesus now

hugging me now

he be 
holding me down
holding me 
down
holding me down
holding me down
holding me down
holding me down
today

he be
my baby boss
so help me
he got my bra
so help me
he got it of me
okee
I feel it all
so help me

got us in me
ho all messay
mmmmm

He be getting me down
I’m falling in peices
holding me down and
sinking his teeth in
hugging me close
you bet im in pieces now

he be 

he be 
holding me down
holding me 
down
holding me down
holding me down
holding me down
today

 he be
my baby boss
so help me
take off my bra
so help me
he got it of me
okee
I feel it all
so help me

LOVE JESUS

I don't give a shit
cuz he loves me
I don't give a shit
at night his toes they hold me
and my cold soul warms to Crème brûlée
just to wake up in the morning for his beautiful face

I don't give a shit but I love humans
and all the shit that humans do
I think that we are pretty cool
floating on this Little Rock 
and all together
All stuck

Give a shit
All this stupid shit
People say
All the gossip that day
and he said that he prayed
but I don't a shit
no I don't give a shit about that

Crème brûlée

I don't want anyone to know that I'm the asshole
I've been directing all these series with my eyes closed
I promise I've been working on a high note
When your turning on your telly please skip my show 
I know I know
Here I go again

You've been patient you've been waiting for those happy songs
You believe in me you rooted for me all along
Maybe I'm just one of those people who die
life goes on, I don't know what's wrong

I'm an optimist, a strategist, I thought of this, got out of this
I used my fist, an activist, a catalyst, I try to be the shift and
I'm a scientist, I looking for the cause of this, I'm medicated 
demonstrated all my thoughtfulness

I don't want anyone to know that im the asshole
I've been directing all these series with my eyes closed

Asshole

Remember when the summer heat felt nice
But now its just to much to go outside
Sunburns no longer funny, fire burned my friends in maui
Saying sorry on my celly phone
Do you think they heard me?

Remember when it all felt cool
Just Living in the moment with you
Nothing telling us what to do
blissfully living like two fools

as we made our bed in bloody water
drank the poison and sold our water
enslaved ourselves and paid for slaughter
sit inside as the world gets hotter 

Remember when we ate meat every night
Drank all day and called it a good time
Blacking outs no longer funny, 
and the food we loved made granma die
it was all about the money 
and the greed made all the people lie 

Remember when it all felt cool
Living in the moment with you 
Nothing telling us what to do
blissfully living like two fools

as we made our bed in bloody water
drank the poison and sold our water
enslaved ourselves and paid for slaughter
sit inside as the world gets hotter

Fools

This doesnʻt feel right
it never felt right
your feeling side-lined
but its all justified

You give em
all your energy
last drops of mana that you had

there's no autonomy
no autonomy
of your body
of your life when your
a slave to all things
you never asked for but 
better be grateful that you have

but you dont have when they pull the strings
this puppet master show
how we know who you be if they never let you go
let you fail so we see the day you finally get to grow
making choices on your own
I wanna see you build your home

What System

Autonomy

You can't find your way back to the bedroom it's so cloudy
can't find the doorway, it's just a waste of time
but she leaves the light on, always in the hallway
just so you can find your way home in the night
when you lose your mind from all those beers and stoggies
it would be impossible for anyone else to stand

do you know why?
do you know no one else will 
but she does?

she believe you will be great
let go of that hate someday
and all you'll need is a good woman by your side to let go of all that pain
sees a light in you
everything right with you 
and even though your not kind all the time
she lies and says it's fine

she lies and says she's great

she's not fine, she needs help, she's drowning
she feels alone, she's sounding the alarm 
but, no one comes to help her

she's not fine, she needs help, she's drowning
she feels alone, she's sounding the alarm 
but, no one comes to help her

she's not fine, she needs help, she's drowning
she feels alone, she's sounding the alarm 
but, no one comes to help her

she's not fine, she needs help, she's drowning
she feels alone, she's sounding the alarm 
but, no one comes to help her


Stoggies

Iʻm not living for myself
Iʻm not living for the wealth
Iʻm just living for the day
That I get to say Hey
I finally managed to change
A few things for the better

Well, no one ever needs to know
That I sacrificed myself
Cuz I do it all for me
If I donʻt my mental health
Goes Gone
Right down the Gutter

Lost my cousins to the green
Dont think Iʻll ever get them back
If Darlin is all I will ever be
Well, just watch me go to bat
Dimonds wrapped around my feet
Chains I never knew I had
If I believe im just a hoe
Iʻll spend my whole life being

Oh my god
Compassions not a jail as a whole 
its hard
To breathe it on the daily
But I go, and so, I got that mind
It's old, I find it's all I know

What's the purpose of a world 
where everybody has a job
But we dont affect them 
and they dont affect us

And how do we know when things go wrong
But it's been fucked up all along
incentivised so
it never would touch us

Lost my cousins to the greed
Donʻt think Iʻll ever get them back
They're somewhere inside a phone
Itʻs hard to see them go like that
If you say im one of those
then iʻd say your talking smack
Cuz iʻve been sold by me
iʻve been sold by me. 

Oh my god
Compassions not a jail as a whole 
its hard
To breathe it on the daily
But I go, and so, I got that mind
Its old, I find its all I know

Whats the purpose of a world 
where everybody has a job
But we dont affect them 
and they dont affect us

And how do we know when things go wrong
But its been fucked up all along
incentivised so
it never would touch us



Sacrificial Narcissism

Just conceptual. Practicing, learning, you know... Let me know what you think. All feedback helps.

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