Skin and Bones

You Can’t Kill Me

Wine & Spirits

Depression And Obsession

Well they put me in the system
Like some suicidal psycho
I was reaching out for help
I was feeling like hell

Well they put me in this system
as a suicidal psycho
I was reaching out for help
I was feeling like hell

I wasn't sleeping
up all night
wasn't eating
sick if I tried
keep on breathing
living like a nightmare
hear those demons

and you thought
it was a good idea
to make a choice
like you couldn't hear
my soul ain't there
I'm filled with fear
I'm gone

I wasn't in my right mind
I didn't have no fighting chance
I tell you that I'm not good
and then you fuck me up instead

I didn't expect you to wait for me
guess I just hate to see
you with someone nowhere as good me
especially now that I got my sanity back
didn't expect you to do me like that

I was diagnosed with chronic anxiety
everything that you said felt like an attack on me
and finally the doctors
they came
and they saved me
and found out what was wrong
the problem all along

I wasn't sleeping
up all night
wasn't eating
sick if I tried
keep on breathing
living like a nightmare
hear those demons

they put me in the system
Like some suicidal psycho
I was reaching out for help
I was feeling like hell

and they gave me some meds to help me sleep at night
and with that sleep, I started to breathe all right
and I stopped feeling that pain in my chest all tight
and I finally came back to life
just to find that you were no longer mine

Your Choice

A beautiful day for rain

I don't give a shit
cuz he loves me
I don't give a shit
at night his toes they hold me
and my cold soul warms to Crème brûlée
just to wake up in the morning for his beautiful face

I don't give a shit but I love humans
and all the shit that humans do
I think that we are pretty cool
floating on this Little Rock 
and all together
All stuck

Give a shit
All this stupid shit
People say
All the gossip that day
and he said that he prayed
but I don't a shit
no I don't give a shit about that

Crème brûlée

I don't want anyone to know that I'm the asshole
I've been directing all these series with my eyes closed
I promise I've been working on a high note
When your turning on your telly please skip my show 
I know I know
Here I go again

You've been patient you've been waiting for those happy songs
You believe in me you rooted for me all along
Maybe I'm just one of those people who die
life goes on, I don't know what's wrong

I'm an optimist, a strategist, I thought of this, got out of this
I used my fist, an activist, a catalyst, I try to be the shift and
I'm a scientist, I looking for the cause of this, I'm medicated 
demonstrated all my thoughtfulness

I don't want anyone to know that im the asshole
I've been directing all these series with my eyes closed

Asshole

Remember when the summer heat felt nice
But now its just to much to go outside
Sunburns no longer funny, fire burned my friends in maui
Saying sorry on my celly phone
Do you think they heard me?

Remember when it all felt cool
Just Living in the moment with you
Nothing telling us what to do
blissfully living like two fools

as we made our bed in bloody water
drank the poison and sold our water
enslaved ourselves and paid for slaughter
sit inside as the world gets hotter 

Remember when we ate meat every night
Drank all day and called it a good time
Blacking outs no longer funny, 
and the food we loved made granma die
it was all about the money 
and the greed made all the people lie 

Remember when it all felt cool
Living in the moment with you 
Nothing telling us what to do
blissfully living like two fools

as we made our bed in bloody water
drank the poison and sold our water
enslaved ourselves and paid for slaughter
sit inside as the world gets hotter

Fools

SO DONE

Just conceptual. Practicing, learning, you know... Let me know what you think. All feedback helps.

Your Choice

thenonis

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