show me something that’s worth living for,
show me something i’ve got nothing
show me something,
i guess i couldn’t really ever show you nothing
my emotions they all of a sudden stopped showing
my mama see her baby boy growing into nothing

my mama always wanted a daughter i think
i guess it’s crazy how her first born son is closer,
did she ever think why can’t i just be me
fun fact growing up i used to want to be someone else
i still do i guess i’m him now if you understand me
my parents put me on this pedestal
i could be better
i wish i could put myself on a shelf (would that be better)
and i can’t be helped
i don’t need help
i’m just ranting
i’m just yapping out the mouth
i wish i could shut them out my head
i wish i could
i wish i could’ve pulled some voices out my head
i’m sitting
i’m fading
the music
the emotion of the emptiness
i’m conceited
i don’t know what i’m fucking saying
my brain is fine
i think i’m okay
i’m just screaming so you can feel my emotion
i can’t
i can’t
can you just 
can you just please
can you please
can you just please
show me something
show me something that’s worth living for,
show me something i’ve got nothing
show me something

Show me, something ♱ (ludi)

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