prod. branwen x gaxillic

i've barely tried at all
you only care when i'm the only way out
i think i'd do it all again
think i'm better off dead
guess we'll just see how it all plays out

i've been stuck inside
inside this broken shelf
n i'm just tryna hide 
from myself
n i don't rlly mind
the detriment to my health
broken teeth to grind
i'm fuckin up what's left 
i've been stuck inside
inside this broken shelf
n i'm just tryna hide 
from myself
n i don't rlly mind
the detriment to my health
broken teeth to grind
i'm fuckin up what's left

maybe next time
we'll rewind 
to the life we thought we had
baby don't cry
you'll be fine
there's comfort to be had
i'll move along, sing my songs
but fuck i need you bad
i'm staying strong, i lost a bond
i miss you just a tad

i've been stuck inside
inside this broken shelf
n i'm just tryna hide 
from myself
n i don't rlly mind
the detriment to my health
broken teeth to grind
i'm fuckin up what's left
i've been stuck inside
inside this broken shelf
n i'm just tryna hide 
from myself
n i don't rlly mind
the detriment to my health
broken teeth to grind
i'm fuckin up what's left

broken shelf

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Prod. Dai Yassan

@sharkuh
@yunggaze
@shardz2drippy
@a1rel

season2 cypher

season2 cypher (feat. shardz2drippy, a1rel)

luggage

ft. @jaatheprophet 

@6urbstomp

artwork: @axo219 RIP </3

cant lie w/ jaa (prod. DAMNLILT)

gawdam (prod. tenguzavr)
ft. @robbmusik
LYRIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u70t6Pifwng

verse 1 [@1lleafo]
got alot in my mind but i still think of you
you know it hurts alot when we ended up fallen through
saw the doubt in your eyes
felt like shot you me in the head when you said you made up your mind

chorus [@1lleafo]
like goddamn
texted me but you know you can call
like goddamn
gave u everything, gave u my all
like goddamn
baby goddamn, but its fine
you dont left me in the past, but good for u so that ur fine

verse 2 [@robbmusik]
shit just got so crazy
actin bipolar you changing
treat me like you love me then the next second you hate me
I am not a game baby you cannot just play me
just know that I still think about you
cus you the one who saved me
and you already made your mind, no?
so quit runnin in circles don't waste my time though
say what you wanna say I don't care it's fine no
feelings bottled up but imma end on a high note
but we're apart for the better
ruin my life I don't care I'll just let her
piece by piece watch my heart fall away
funny to think I was happier when we were together

chorus [@1lleafo]
like goddamn
texted me but you know you can call
like goddamn
gave u everything, gave u my all
like goddamn
baby goddamn, but its fine
you dont left me in the past, but good for u so that ur fine

gawdam w/ robb! (tenguzavr) [SPOTIFY]

prod. me

@heavyballs

kill myself tomorrow 
no more pride to swallow
I don't wanna die
but loss of love got me in a vice 

falling
falling down
and im falling
falling down
falling
falling down
falling down to get back to you

mercy on my soul
drag me out this hole 
please tell me your goal
heart has turned to coal

Falling (Now on Spotify)

stabb yo bacc

Old song on april 4th 2024 i came back to in the middle 
real shit 

Lyrics:

Always running around getting drunk hanging with your friends
You're a pussy bitch all you try to do is follow trends
But I'm not mad cuz I'm slowly counting bread 
Smoke your fucking life away and make sure that your dead 

Getting back after bag after bag 
I don't talk cuz I don't need to brag
Counting mags after mags after mags
Got the mac 10 and I don't fucking lag

While you're up parting I'm doing my shit
Working fucking hard for some shit you'll never get 
Time stop mother fucker yeah I'm hit 
Got a bounty on your bitch ass and you're on my fucking list

Always running around with the wrong crowd
Chasing thrills and living loud
You used to shine, now you're fading out
Now I'm left here, lost in the doubt

Can only warn you so many times
You don't even listen man, why do I try
While You’re out there laughing, lost in your lies
I'm chasing my dream and I'm cutting off ties

Better for me to be alone 
You found some new people, now I'm on my own 
You know its right, but you wont let go 
It’s all falling apart, and you’ll reap what you've sown

Always running around getting drunk hanging with your friends
You're a pussy bitch all you try to do is follow trends
But I'm not mad cuz I'm slowly counting bread 
Smoke your fucking life away and make sure that your dead 

Getting back after bag after bag 
I don't talk cuz I don't need to brag
Counting mags after mags after mags
Got the mac 10 and I don't fucking lag

While you're up parting I'm doing my shit
Working fucking hard for some shit you'll never get 
Time stop mother fucker yeah I'm hit 
Got a bounty on your bitch ass and you're on my fucking list

Party (prod. Julian Ceaser)

DAMAGE DEPT CEO

getting chills hearing twisters singing 
tickets on the speaker 
teasing with a whisper faint and calm 
soft spoken from whats missing 
centrum pulsating 
too much distance 
the momentum shifting 
away from my favor 
took incredulous lengths 
in my own hands 
one dangling off a sky scraper 
say hi to god 
before the pain take the mind 
in seconds 
wasted mine
 begged for saving 
from disguised angels

now the road is acceptance 
timer on the grip
sick checking the phone every moment 
force of habit at this point 
irritated don’t know any better 
chaperoning a message 
right to the mail 
don’t quote any letters 
i wrote 

no singular replay
collecting dust in the safe 
jumping like a goof
from vibrations mustering phrases
crumbling all under nothing 
given, so be as it may 
cheap narrative 
ain’t leif ericcson either 
part of its letting go

letting go is what makes it stay 

chasing for desire get tiring 
gotta let the mind heal 
poisoning your environment 
if you don’t stop 
wasn’t foreign to the thought to wanna try again 
do that shit every day 
on that cumbering plane 
coke bottles obstructing the way to blessings 
needa take a step to the side 
for my safety 
bother nobody still hitting a dead 
end 
reason why i don’t keep a gun 
for my own protection 

too anxious 
for that ride home 
back spacing know this could go away with one press 
courted into serenity with my eyes closed 
no final statement 
 leaving the station clean in one breath 
letting go is what makes it stay 
not a saint 
still do my damned to make sure you straight 
“patient” turned to hesitation and blame 
no conversation can repaint it from grey

makes it stay (prod. BAD SAINT)

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