OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS 
★ 
@masehowl
lyrics:
Caught the fall
I went through with it I’m too relaxed 
Got withrdraws i been through with it
I’m cool off that ohh 
backing off 
Where I’m feeling safe I’m too relaxed 
I’ll be good any minute i need to get away  

I can’t expect them to understand you
I can’t expect them to to understand me 

Running back to a safer place i never wanna involve myself with other peoples problems but i gotta think
If i really loved you i would show you 
you don’t gotta involve in what these others think of you they wanna take

Cuz it’s our time now 
Truth be told we all know who’s bitter 
(yuh)
Watch me find out 
Who you told who you think is much better 

Caught the fall
I went through with it I’m too relaxed 
Got withrdraws i been through with it
I’m cool off that ohh 
backing off 
Where I’m feeling safe I’m too relaxed 
I’ll be good any minute i need to get away  

Cuz it’s our time now 
Truth be told we all know who’s bitter 
(yuh)
Watch me find out 
Who you told who you think is much better

Running back to a safer place i never wanna involve myself with other peoples problems but i gotta think
If i really loved you i would show you 
you don’t gotta involve in what these others think of you they wanna take

Cuz it’s our time now 
Truth be told we all know who’s bitter 
(yuh)
Watch me find out 
Who you told who you think is much better

2relaxed prod. bonnie rogerr

prod. me 


im going mia, cuz this mission went the wrong way
i think our general's a pagan, but maybe i'm mistaken 
we're getting copy and pasted 
my company was cloned and now its death that im facing
im way past saving, the regiment is staging, a manhunt operation on me 
cuz i stole all the information, and played it on a station
there's no way im escaping you see

i run and run and hide and hide
will i, will i,
survive, survive?
oh i don't know, don't know
where i'm going to go 
they have cameras on my home 
and in the sky a sea of drones 

i dig a trench into the ground and try my best not to make sounds 
im hearing choppers overhead 
i turn my radio down ciuz  im realising,
that im not making it out, im not making it out of here
 
A W O L, this story i know so well 
ill fight until the snow melts but can't clutch cuz i've got low health 
drones keep flying over, the weathers getting colder
like a bird without it's nest, can it get anymore lower?
they found my base and now they torture me with water
they tell me that they've caught my wife, son and daughter
they ask me if i would like to see them slaughtered 
now im laughing my head off with a bomb wrapped round my shoulder
i tell them that they shouldn't have came, 
i know my family is dead now anyway
i start laughing in their face and their smiles start to fade
then the bomb around my shoulder *beep beep* **BOOM**

the army i was in was fighting for the other team
this story ends this way cuz i went absent without leave
now im missing in action cuz war isn't what it seems
now im missing in action but revenge was sweet




MISSING IN ACTION...

Perfect People

BPD·ID8

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Stand in the pouring rain
I could see my own grave
Find the one to blame
Say the shit that they won't say

Damn my back's in pain
From carrying the whole game
I could crash the plane
I could burn the whole place

And I'm not afraid
To swallow a live grenade
And blow you away
Blow you away

Cut through the static haze
I'm a spark that lights the flames
No one left to save
I'll erase what you can't face

Shadows crawl inside my brain
Nothing left but rust and chains
Tear it down, erase the name
Watch it all go up in flames

And I'm not afraid
To swallow a live grenade
And blow you away
Blow you away

And I'm not afraid
To swallow a live grenade
And throw you away
Throw you away

BPD·BPD

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Woke up a stranger in my skin
Chasing shadows I let in
Every mirror bends the frame
And I can't remember if I'm still the same

Hold me close, then let me fall
I'm not sure I'm here at all

I'm all glass edges, breaking light
Sharp as morning, soft as night
Pull you closer, push away
Love me, leave me, beg you to stay
I'm all glass edges, I can't choose
Every win feels like a bruise

A thousand colors in a breath
I taste forever, then regret
Every heartbeat splits in two
And every truth feels like it isn't true

Touch my hand, it disappears
Whisper loud inside my ears

I'm all glass edges, breaking light
Sharp as morning, soft as night
Pull you closer, push away
Love me, leave me, beg you to stay
I'm all glass edges, I can't choose
Every win feels like a bruise

I'm a fire in the flood
A rose that blooms in blood
And I don't know who I'll be
When you turn the key

I'm all glass edges, breaking light
Sharp as morning, soft as night
Pull you closer, push away
Love me, leave me, beg you to stay

The mercury lights begin to flicker
The city's pulse is getting quicker
It pulls me into its embrace
To find my own forgotten space
I shed the person I pretend
And let a new me descend
Into the noise, into the sound
'Til there's no solid ground

And oh, this chemical halo
Is the only light I know
Your fractured smile is my escape
A beautiful and flawed new shape
And in your touch I feel the divine
A broken soul that looks like mine

We trade our secrets for a thrill
A hungry void we try to fill
We trace the scars we hide so well
Under this temporary spell
A sweet relief, a bitter sting
Forgetting almost everything

And oh, this chemical halo
Is the only light I know
Your fractured smile is my escape
A beautiful and flawed new shape
And in your touch I feel the divine
A broken soul that looks like mine

But morning comes, a loaded gun
Pointed at our fading fun
And for a moment, in the grey
I almost dare to turn away...

But oh, this chemical halo
Is the only light I know
Your fractured smile is my escape
A beautiful and flawed new shape
And in your touch I feel the divine
A broken soul that looks like mine

Looks like mine...

The Halo Is A Scar

Drifting through orbit, the quiet poetry of solitude in deep space.

Lonely Satellite

A "free person" can refer to someone who is not enslaved and enjoys personal, civil, and political liberty. It can also describe someone who is not bound by external constraints, obligations, or fears, such as a person who is emotionally free or independent. Historically, the term "freeman" denoted a person with full rights and privileges in a city or borough. 

mannequins (prod. neverl0se)

Blood in the Water

A Burnt Out Memory

we say “tomorrow’s gonna fix it all”

but we stand in the same damn storm

like our hearts are trying to rise

but our habits pull us down

tomorrow’s gonna fix it all

Songs about love/loss, addiction, abuse, fears, and life itself. DM with any questions.

A Burnt Out Memory

THE QUIET RUIN

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