Chapter 5-Self discovery

IS IT ME, IS IT U ft Drew nys

SBFruitcake

this will be my last song...

Lyrics

Intro
Will I fall off the edge
Turn to a mess
And girl, im not depressed
I just need some rest

Chorus 
When im falling in a spiral
When im falling in a spiral

Will I fall off the edge
Turn to a mess
And girl, im not depressed 
I just need some rest

When im falling in a spiral

Verse
So girl, where do I start
These scars on my arm when I 
Cut in the dark. 
Your soul instant purify 
Wish you the best
And when you can't hear my name
Don't be upset,
 just know im the one to blame

im not depressed
I love you to death, my girl
But I can't correct
i just need some rest from you
take all it down, and let it all out
How can I make it while stuck in this house

Chorus 
When im falling in a spiral
When im falling in a spiral

Will I fall off the edge
Turn to a mess
And girl, im not depressed 
I just need some rest

When im falling in a spiral






I just need some rest

Known Better Ft Andrew Michael's

Lovers & Strangers

“Brand New Year” is an emotionally charged alternative rock pop album that captures the aching beauty and chaos of coming of age. With soaring guitars, raw vocals, and atmospheric melodies, this record navigates the deeply personal terrain of growing pains, where the fear of failure casts long shadows over youthful ambition.

Each track unfolds like a page torn from a journal — confessions of lost friendships, fleeting summer love, and the echo of old flames that still haunt empty rooms. It’s an album about the moments that shape us: the slow drift of people walking out of our lives, the bittersweet clarity of hindsight, and the silent battles fought beneath a brave face.

There’s a nostalgic warmth buried in the melancholy — a sound that feels like driving with the windows down through your hometown, unsure whether you’re chasing something or leaving it behind. “Brand New Year” wraps every scar and memory in a chorus you’ll want to scream under a fading sky.






Want In Life

Love me or Hate me Ft. SadMan

Lyrics:

(I think i get it)
Like hoe i think i get it
Handle my addiction 
Always on my own right now
And thats why ive been tripping
Focused on the riches 
Stack my bread and interest 
Put the keys inside my whip
And started the ignition

Like hoe i think i get it
Handle my addiction 
Always on my own right now
And thats why ive been tripping
Focused on the riches 
Stack my bread and interest 
Put the keys inside my whip
And started the ignition

Put the keys inside my whip
I like to reminisce
All these hoes irrelevant
Keep rapping for the hell of it
I think i had enough
With all this petty love
So all these hoes can fuck with us
Put it in her gut like an uppercut

So i gotta go and do my thing
Diamonds and a chain, Don't mean a thing
Shawty wanna hit my line when it's past 05, 
Baby i can never entertain
What's your name?
Like Sonya Blade - Kick it right back to the day
No matter how many time you do wrong to me
You put my name in the stars like atronomy

Like hoe i think i get it
Handle my addiction 
Always on my own right now
And thats why ive been tripping
Focused on the riches 
Stack my bread and interest 
Put the keys inside my whip
And started the ignition

Like hoe i think i get it
Handle my addiction 
Always on my own right now
And thats why ive been tripping
Focused on the riches 
Stack my bread and interest 
Put the keys inside my whip
And started the ignition

IGNITION

For the lost and broken...

Lyrics
Yeah 
whatchu do to me
Is this Apart of me?
Living in the dark, Watch you tear apart
Everything you meant to me

And for all eternity
Will I feel this agony?
With this pain of scars, And a broken heart
Spiking my anxiety 

Since seventeen no love for me
So oh baby you're bad for me
Oh baby you’re bad for me
So i watch you run away,
I messed up
And i watch you call his name
Breaking everything inside of me
Breaking everything inside of me

And you're slowly killing me
With insecurity
With this pain of scars, And a broken heart
Spiking my anxiety 

Yeah 
whatchu do to me
Is this Apart of me?
Living in the dark, Watch you tear apart
Everything you meant to me

And for all eternity
Will I feel this agony?
With this pain of scars, And a broken heart
Spiking my anxiety 

(Yeah you ruined my)
(Yeah you ruined my)
(Yeah you ruined my anxiety)
(Yeah you ruined my anxiety)

(So i watch you run away)
(I messed up)
(And i watch you call his name)
(Breaking everything inside of me)
(Breaking everything inside of me)

APART OF ME

You remind me of my nicotine (my nicotine)
Take this song and let it be
Oh you remind me of my nicotine (my nicotine)
You taste so sweet it makes me weak

When I think about you, you haunt me
Make me feel like it's exhausting 
Stay up late, run away
From all the things you said to me

Me and you in the moonlight sky
Seems you wanna start a fight
Babygirl, I just can't deny
I just need you in my life

Well I'm on my own right now
I don't wanna let you down
I've been focused on my own time
Seeing your pictures in my archives 

But I know that you don't give a fuck
If I text you Girl "let's fall in love." 
Cause there's no white weddings 
Cause there's no white weddings

You remind me of my nicotine (my nicotine)
Take this song and let it be
Oh you remind me of my nicotine (my nicotine)
You taste so sweet it makes me weak

Remind me

I say you don't even care, 
So why the hell should I?
It seems like I've been wasting, I've been wasting all my time.
I had a lot of fake friends now I gotta draw the line.
Cause ain't nobody give a fuck 
Cause Ain't Nobody give a fuck

Poison in my veins I got some poison in my heart
Showed your true colors now I'm knowing who you are
I had a lot fake friends really hiding in the dark 
Cause ain't nobody give a fuck 
Cause Ain't Nobody give a fuck

Walk around my town i see somebody that i used to know
It's funny how I'll only get my flowers at my funeral 
Im Waiting for the summer, catch a number and a numeral 
And Shawty got a body, does she know that she beautiful 

Boutta let her know
Wanna get low
Saying let's go
What you want from me?
Where the time goes
When the time Froze
Screaming let's go I dont wanna leave.
I dont wanna leave

I'm so done with the fake shit
She saying why 

I say You don't even care, so why the hell should I?
It's seem like I've been wasting, I've been Wasting all my time.
I had a lot of fake friends, now I gotta draw the line.
Cause ain't nobody give a fuck 
Cause Ain't Nobody give a fuck


I say You don't even care, so why the hell should I?
It's seem like I've been wasting, I've been Wasting all my time.
I had a lot of fake friends, now I gotta draw the line.
Cause ain't nobody give a fuck 
Cause Ain't Nobody give a fuck

Poison in my veins, got some poison in my heart
Showed your true colors and now I'm knowing who you are
I had a lot fake friends, really hiding in the dark 
Cause ain't nobody give a fuck 
Cause Ain't Nobody give a fuck


Aint nobody give af, i know i gotta run it up
I gotta get a check, I think my broski really had enough 
All these bitches bad af, I tell that hoe to back it up
Only for the sex
She's on my neck, just like she Dracula 

I be doing me when i hop inside the scene
Blowing all my weed know this shit is maple leaf
And I would die for my brothers, I would for the team
Better Watch your back cause it ain't what it seems

She saying why 

I say You don't even care, so why the hell should I?
It seems like I've been wasting 
I've been wasting all my time.
I had a lot of fake friends, now I gotta draw the line.
Cause ain't nobody give a fuck 
Ain't Nobody give a fuck

Dracula

Lyrics

There's a monster in my bed, there's a murder in my head
Pushed my body to the limit, now I'm hanging by a thread
Almost falling off the edge, tamper everything I said
If I told what I'm feeling you won't look at me again

But I'm thinking that it's time, I better turn the tide
Fight for what is right, I gotta stay alive
Breaking out this cage of what I feel inside
You keep me wrapped in yellow tape
Keep me wrapped in yellow tape

Cause you just wanna leave me bloody horrified 
Stabbed me in the back and now I'm paranoid 
Planning my escape, you think I'm scared to die
You keep me wrapped in yellow tape with all your killer lies


I think my life's a scary movie, You chase me and you lose me
Girlfriend gone insane, and now at this point it's amusing
Ducking out the way, i know i gotta keep on moving
Try to take my soul, but girl there's nothing I aint losing 

There's such a eerie feeling when she's eyeing me
Cause demons come at midnight when it's Halloween 
Haunted by your curse, i burn in gasoline 
You keep me wrapped in yellow tape,
Keep me wrapped in yellow tape

Cause you just wanna leave me bloody horrified 
Stabbed me in the back and now I'm paranoid 
Planning my escape, you think I'm scared to die
You keep me wrapped in yellow tape with all your killer lies

Thinking that it's time, I better turn the tide
Fight for what is right, I gotta stay alive
Breaking out this cage of what I feel inside
You keep me wrapped in yellow tape
with all your killer lies

You keep me wrapped in yellow 
You keep me wrapped in yellow 
Oh

You keep me wrapped in yellow tape,
Keep me wrapped in yellow tape


Cause you just wanna leave me bloody horrified 
Stabbed me in the back and now I'm paranoid 
Planning my escape, you think I'm scared to die
You keep me wrapped in yellow tape with all your killer lies

Thinking that it's time, I better turn the tide
Fight for what is right, I gotta stay alive
Breaking out this cage of what I feel inside
You keep me wrapped in yellow tape
with all your killer lies




BLOODY HORRIFIED

NO-HEART 
Lyrics

Meet me in the back 
She wanna fuck me with her hands tied
Lotta hesitations
See my social as an anti
Hated by the media
But love it by the coastline
Bitch i won the race
I think i got it by a landslide

I just hit the gas 
And now im swerving outta control
Demons in my past
So i aint stressing on a lost soul
Hop inside the studio
They say i gotta go hard
Posted on the gram
Shawty saying i got no heart

Posted on the gram, My bitch my only fan
And she go tell me that she love me
I know she don’t give a damn
And she keep working on her tan
Sundays after ten
She works up in the morning 
Then goes drinking with her friends

And damn i get it she wan touch the limit
Call me jeffery cause imma kill it
Step up in the building, Know how im feeling
We turn it up!
Bottles really pouring out, Shawty just had enough
Tell me where you wanna go and fitting in like a glove

(Its been a late night, )
(And she don’t like to waste time)
(She said meet in the back like)
(yea,yea)


Meet me in the back 
She wanna fuck me with her hands tied
Lotta hesitations
See my social as an anti
Hated by the media
But love it by the coastline
Bitch i won the race
I think i got it by a landslide

I just hit the gas 
And now im swerving outta control
Demons in my past
So i aint stressing on a lost soul
Hop inside the studio
They say i gotta go hard
Posted on the gram
Shawty saying i got no heart

NO-HEART

lyrics

I got some demons in my archives.
I've had enough, 
And I've been focused on my own time.
Dont give no fucks,
So I stopped caring what my friends think.
stick to my gut, 
I keep my wits about my instincts 
wits about my instincts 

cause you know that im popping 
hoes I make em all drop it
Check the price and then I cop it
These diamonds shopping with options
I be sticking to the process 
They always switch on the code
You better watch your back cause they creeping all on the low

I stopped caring what my friends say
I know im shining, I've been grinding since the 10th grade
Go subatomic when im deep inside my head again
I blow the chronic then I blast off like im eminem 
I never need my medicine 

I got demons in my archives.
I've had enough, 
And I've been focused on my own time.
Dont give no fucks,
So I stopped caring what my friends think.
stick to my gut, 
I keep my wits about my instincts 

why the hell you switching for a bitch?
was in it for the love and now you in it to get rich
my head up on my goals so damn I gotta let it go
cause friends are bad for business now im always on my own...

okay
bussing keep my name up on the ryze 
keep smoking all the time and just to hide my bad side
I take one to the face, I grab it all and then replace
its funny how they hate but they gon always know my name

I stopped caring what my friends say
I know im shining, I've been grinding since the 10th grade
Go subatomic when im deep inside my head again
I blow the chronic then I blast off like im eminem 
I never need my medicine 

I got demons in my archives.
I've had enough, 
And I've been focused on my own time.
Dont give no fucks,
So I stopped caring what my friends think.
stick to my gut, 
I keep my wits about my instincts 






 






Wonder Boy (Prod. GAXILLIC)

Lyrics...

(AMS, AMS)
Don't wake me up
Everybody pay attention and get off of my mentions 
Don't wake me up 
She just do it for affection its time to teach a lesson 
A million 
When I hop inside the section been popping with my brethren 
Don't wake me up 
Don't wake me
Don't wake me up

Cause if I die then im immortalized 
Im pessimistic, keep your distance through your mortal eyes
Aye
I think im really turning back the tide
cant trust nobody when this blood keep pouring down my spine
I've been hella searching, I've been waiting for the end
Had a couple of these friends but they gon always play pretend
I got demons, I got reasons catch me fighting with a witch
Every season, I've been scheming tryna stay on top of it
I've been trying waking up and im in a mix
I've been dying keep it tucked when I slit my wrist
Family ties in cut it up but never switch
They never understand me but it is what is
Right?

Never understand me but it is what it is right?

Don't wake me up
Everybody pay attention and get off of my mentions 
Don't wake me up 
She just do it for affection its time to teach a lesson 
A million 
When I hop inside the section been popping with my brethren 
Don't wake me up 
Don't wake me
Don't wake me up

Dont Wake Me (Prod. METLAST)

never let them break you
Versatile Artist from Chicago that DGAF

Want In Life

Andrew Michael's

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