lost in emotions (slowed)

pssynig

first teaser song off of my upcoming album <3 i love you and i sincerely hope you enjoy! i cant wait :)

maybe i should give it up
maybe i should give it up
cus it aint got me nowhere
it aint got me nowhere
care so much bout the shit 
that i cant control somewhere
one day in the past i use to eat pills 
just to feel better
but i didnt knoe that life was real
i was so better off
so better off

id rather drink my life away
cause most times it hurts just to live
i remember being happy
mom what happened to me... ?

maybe i should give it up
maybe i should give it up
cus it aint got me,
nowhere

SOMEWHERE

one day in the past i use to eat pills 
just to feel better
but i didnt knoe that life was real
i was so better off
so better off
id rather drink my life away

dont got anything to make me happy, daytime
and you took the only thing that makes me feel fine
now i dont know what to do with all my damn mind

mom what happened to me
mom what happened to me
mom what happened to me?

mom what happened to me? (okmax saig)

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cult

eyes wide shut

DOUBLETIME (feat.PÜRP)

Disney Drill

Produced By - Hills

LYRICS:
The pages in my story are burning fast
I don't know how much longer I can last 
I need to go back to the past
Cause I'm so dis-attached from reality 

I'm still struggling cant you see?
Its a cry out for help, I need you here with me
Wont you show some sympathy?

I'm losing my color, going back to being bland
My attempt on getting better didn't go as planned
Now I cant even function without you holding my hand

When will it all be over?
When will it all be over?
Just give it to me straight, all I need is a little bit of closure 

Where do I go? and what do I do?
You sat here and broke my heart into two
Will I ever find it in my heart to forgive you?
(ohhh)

The pages in my story are burning fast 
(ohhh) 
I need to go back to the past 
(ohhh)
So tell me what is the next step 
Tell me what will happen next

Is it all over?
When will it all be over?

....

<3

when will it all be over?

this is my suicide letter
i wont ever ever learn to get better
no
NO
i think i finally care about my life and where its going
i use to not at all and you would know it would show man
on my wrist
on my thighs
on my arms 
it hurts man
we all go thru pain
we all go thru pain
i cant do this alone
what will i do when im alone
when my parents aint here to pay my phone bill
i act like an adult while im not still
16
yeah
maybe 18
but it wasnt, didnt grow up
i stll hate me
what i see in the mirror wanna kill it 
most people wont get it cus theyve never been that sad b4
i know imma die one day but imma take my 4lokos
imma stay geeked as fuck till the day i turn to ghost
boo!
if anybody got a problem with that come and get this smoke
im lying tho
im lying tho
im lying tho
im lying tho
im lying tho
im lying tho
i just wanna feel safe again
i dont know why im even here
am i wondering? yeah i am
why is life so bad like i am?
i still feel the mucus in my throat
studying my whole life
studying my every breath
i guess it takes almost dying to count your blessings
last thing i remember i was in the ER second guessing
im not lying tho
im not lying tho
no, i thought i would be gone
gone!
i hope i end up gone... ;(

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