Song and lyrics written by: Moonman


Chorus:
I don't want to break your heart tonight but I can't help it
Sorry that I couldn't stay and be with you
My life's hell and
I can't say the words in my mind everytime I see you
Stuttering and shattering from the many lies I've been through

Verse 1:
Loneliness haunts me 'cause nobody wants me
Everywhere I go I'm social distancing
Making a point on why am I still a side piece?
Hoping a toss coin will make my mind at ease
Mourning my death 'cause now I will never see
Goodmorning in text on cold weathers
But I'm better distracting myself from these many bad memories
Form them instead into very sad melodies
Always taking my time and I will share none
But I'm just wasting my life with my bare hands
Baby I'm bound to not really care some
Circling around 'cause I'm back to square one
Even if you don't love me, I will love nobody else
I have a story for you, I'll gladly tell
Light Yagami fears me 'cause I'm being haunt in Hell
By not backing down while I'm taking hundred L's

Chorus:
I don't want to break your heart tonight but I can't help it
Sorry that I couldn't stay and be with you
My life's hell and
I can't say the words in my mind everytime I see you
Stuttering and shattering from the many lies I've been through

Verse 2:
Running blind and not knowing if I'm going far
I am throwing my shots from a stolen dart
I may be strong but I'm growing scarred
Yeah, I try to craft art from my broken heart
Is it a sad thing that I'm always adjusting?
I never change, I'm only adapting
I don't pretend it's just a bad acting
How can I be a friend If I am still loving
You inside my memory cube
Stuck bringing together the two of us 'cause it's fun to see
Oooh, so much for a fantasy
I'm in this dumb situation
Creating fiction and simulations
Traveling back in time to be courageous
Look in to your eyes and be so patient
I won't run away until the day ends
Here, waiting for you at the train station
Bad memories are starting to break in
I wanna dream more but I'm already waking up

Train Station prod. RDR

Intro:
I'm a better me and you're free to be you
Maybe we were just overdue 

Chorus:
You and I are done so why'd you call?
Can't escape the memories we hung on these walls
I'm a better me and you're free to be you
Maybe we were just overdue 

Verse 1:
I'm trying hard to be decent
But lately I've been failing and I'm fated to be distant
Everyday is fading, it's so gray but baby listen
The time we found together is now what we were missin' (yeah)
Don't you ever try to attempt me
My life can't complete you 'cause I am living empty
Giving me love then the melody stops
Why would I handle something that I'll eventually drop? 

Chorus:
You and I are done so why'd you call?
Can't escape the memories we hung on these walls
I'm a better me and you're free to be you
Maybe we were just overdue 

Verse 2:
Is my love a message that is cursed to send her
In despair? Sorry babe, I am now, you're never
Not the same and can't stop changing for worse or better
It's a shame, I finally found what I lost forever
I treat you bad so you can trick me
My present's wrapping up so quickly
And future is trash 'cause I stain (stay in) the past
I'm just stating the facts, my eyes are raining at last 

Outro:
It's raining at last


DISCLAIMER I do not own this beat. All credits go to Valera for making the original song. If you have a problem for the release of this audio, please contact me and I will take it down as soon as possible.

''It's Not Raining... Yes, It Is''

Intro:
I'll be waiting for you, baby (Yeah)
Just be patient, I'll be there baby (Yeah)
For you (Ohhh)
For you (Ohhh) 

Verse 1:
Will you wait for me? (Yeah)
Imma be away and I hate to be
I've gotta do my life so I'm making up my mind
Girl don't worry 'cause tonight you are safe to flee
I'm the one to blame for this
Making sure you stay but I can't commit
I know my lowkey style is to say I'm only tired
But with you I'm always fine and I'm proud of it
I'm a deniable person, hypothetically speaking
I might be in love but in love I don't believe in
Make sure I won't hurt and drop you slow while sleeping
I won't make you sob but it's hard to when I'm leaving
I'm a liar so this time you are hoping that I just lied
Keep on calling me but I'm already on a bus ride
Answering the phone, thinking maybe it's the last time
I'm not Mr. Nice Guy, I'm always Mr. Nice Try 

Hook:
I'm always Mr. Nice Try
I'm always Mr. Nice Try
Just be patient, will you wait for me?
Just be patient, will you wait for me?
Just be patient, will you wait for me?
Just be patient 

Verse 2:
Still you wait for me
Dreaming you beside me is a sight to see
Running from my nightmare by flicking on my lighter
Smoke away the jump scare, I'm tired of this
I cannot behave indeed
You're a natural drug like a garden weed
With you I'm always hyper and can do an all-nighter
You're the job I want but I'm fired from bliss
Planning out my life yet I'm only simply humming
Head up in the sky but my idea isn't landing
Maybe I'll just dive, going deeper till I'm drowning
Myself questioned I, Is writing songs considered planning?
Now I have arrived, I skip eating
Oh, can I survive or keep pleading?
Certainly you trust that I'm bleeding
All the memories of us, I'm deleting
Now I have arrived, I skip eating
Oh, can I survive or keep pleading?
Certainly you trust that I'm bleeding
All the memories of us, I'm deleting 

Outro:
To continue living just to see you leaving

Hell Is A Heroin (prod. Yusei)

Chorus:
Quand il me prend dans ses bras
Qu'il me parle tout bas
Je vois la vie en rose
Il me dit des mots d'amour
Des mots de tous les jours
Et ça me fait quelque chose 

Verse 1:
Living life in pink, feeling kind and weak
Rainy days are mood so I can just go cry and sleep
Singing lies in sync, killing time and think
Sunny days I brood while walking and I try to speak alone
For you I'm not fine and say my dreams aren't aligned
But babe this is the only time that I feel so alive
We argue and we fight but lately it's a tie
If loving you is a crime then maybe freedom is a lie
You're better than the best but silver winston's on my side
A letter to impress for my painless suicide
Together we are less, this curse is more than meets the eye
Forever's never next, just send a text, end our relationship tonight
Safe and sound 'cause my mind is
Full of pretty walls, I hate to fall by your smile and
Pretty lies are warm but know that karma is surprising
Witty, wise and calm so I can focus on my problems 

Chorus:
Quand il me prend dans ses bras
Qu'il me parle tout bas
Je vois la vie en rose
Il me dit des mots d'amour
Des mots de tous les jours
Et ça me fait quelque chose 

Verse 2:
Leave my life in sink, being tired and bleak
Lazy days include not standing when you're high then slipped
Be my wife in dreams, fantasizing skits
Anyway it's rude of me for using mindless tricks
My Mother said decide and to make my mind up
And whether I deny or I take a blind shot
Fight harder till I cry to erase my blind spot
I'd rather do a trust fall than betray to rise up
Knowing everything but somehow feeling lost
Not eating anything because I'm full for eating thoughts
My foresight makes me see my future ghost
I'm my own parasite, making me self-needing host
Dawn's breaking like the first line of collide
So Satan, replacing you is really fine?
Stating if Bond is double 007 spy
Baby our bond seems it's all ending, bye

Outro:
All ending, bye 3x
Bye...

Life In Pink (''La Vie En Rose'' LoFi version)

Chorus:
You are, you are the reason why I'm still
Hanging on
Yeah you are, you are the reason why I'm still 
Hanging on 

Verse 1:
Starting this verse like restarting this curse
Why does it feel home when I start to kiss her?
Don't need filters, you're a perfect creature
Love is on hold 'cause she is a keeper
Mind is getting tired of playing games
Blindly waiting, time don't stay the same
I don't blame you God, I blame my name
Dying phase, I love the hate and pain
Going high even if I panic
Climbing up reaching sky summit
Falling like I'm a bright comet
Hurtful love but I still might grab it
Trynna call you on the payphone
I'm a little edgy sorry for my gray tone
We became different on the same home
Want to be cured but I'm stuck here in the safe zone 

Chorus:
You are, you are the reason why I'm still (I'm stuck here in the safe zone)
Hanging on (I'm sorry)
Yeah you are, you are the reason why I'm still (I'm sorry)
Hanging on 

Verse 2:
You're a sweet candy and I stick like a gum
I always daydream, waking seems out of bounds
Question me daily all the things I could've done
Answers are rent-free in the tip of my tongue
Girl I'll be there soon so I'll see you in a bit
Nothing lasts forever but still I will commit
Making me feel completely incomplete
Real love isn't always the one you end up with
I fake myself on my date with death
I hate the smell of nostalgia
I'm getting wet not by breaking a sweat
But by crying, oh darling I want ya so bad
Nostalgia, I'm getting wet not by breaking a sweat
But by crying, oh darling I want ya so bad

Outro:
Want ya so bad
I want ya so bad
I want ya so bad
Yeah



CREDITS to sir Yusei for making this beat

T&J Last Episode prod. Yusei (''Get You The Moon'' LoFi Version)

lifes a trip

Intro:
(Close your eyes and pretend it's all a bad dream)
(That's how I get by)
Neither Robin nor Batman, not even the Alfred
Getting sick and tired of hearing we're just friends
Giving me hope, please don't
Tearing with no reasons 

Verse 1:
This is a story of a very heavy typhoon
Of heartbreaks and it makes me wanna cry too
And if you change your mind soon
I'm a side character so I'll always be beside you
But we're not meant to be even if I say "I do"
Awake or asleep, my nightmare's in a time loop
Man, how can I define truth?
If it's a pill that's hard to swallow that I'm gonna be your type two
I'm even playing different versions
Of how this scene will end, yet I'm still the same person
Correction, I'm just a bystander that sounds confused
In my own game I'm bound to lose
Got nothing up in my sleeves 'cause I am feeling naked
For all the chances that I missed, oh they're being wasted
Preparing for my dreams so I can be amazing
But it feels like I've been running away from the things that I am chasing 

Chorus:
I'm only a side character, I know you'll never fall in love with me
Stuck in this world where I ain't the protagonist, I'm the NPC
Neither Robin nor Batman, not even the Alfred
Getting sick and tired of hearing we're just friends
Giving me hope, please don't
Tearing with no reasons 

Verse 2:
Maybe I'll die through working hard, trying to find clues
To escape this system that makes me the side boo
Wishing the skies could be sure to reply to
Change the very ending that's written in my book
But I'm aware that I'm not the main King
In your dream castle, I'm only a painting
Side plot in the making, but in fact
I'm just in love someone with I can't have 

Outro:
Fall in love with me
In this world where I ain't the protagonist, I'm the NPC
Neither Robin nor Batman, not even the Alfred
Getting sick and tired of hearing we're just friends
Giving me hope, please don't
Please don't

Side Character prod. Yusei

Sad & Alone

SAD & ALONE

Jocelyn Flores REMIX

Amateur lofi rapper with a mature low life matter.
Thanks for listening to a moonflake :)

Train Station prod. RDR

Moonman for fun🎶🌙

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