cut the cable w/ nari (shinju x northeast lights)

this beat is made by mental

attention | valerii ~plxce

forest

https://soundcloud.com/prodguda
mixed and mastered by me

lyrics- 

i used to want to be dead
holding on by a thread
you still see it
a shadow visits me in my bed
so defeatist
i had to get that out of my head
these words i bleed them
i hope they know how to read this

i hope they know how to read this
i wont believe it
everyone is conceited
i swear i dont need them
everyone i believed in
surrounded by greed and
couldnt see i was bleeding
this world is diseased and

i wont have any part
wont have a change in my heart
id rather tear it apart
just fucking tear it apart
i hope you know what i mean
when i explain how i bleed
its not as clear as it seems
this doesnt mean that you know me

saffi-

stones been left unturned but i 
always finish what i started
peace to you dearly departed
falling to pieces dont pick me up

blend with the crowd
i dont want to be found
i dont want to be spotted
you see right through me
i guess that im caught 
and im all out of options

thread w/ saffi (prod. guda)

hey there delilah cover (prod. me)

master by @chriad

lyrics:

don't tell how to express myself
need to free myself
sick of sticking my arms out of cell
now my heads stuck up in the way
my face turning red, but I'd rather be dead

and I'm stumbling, falling down the well, think I need some help
and I'm rolling off an eighth, I think I need to bring some hell
turn up, had to turn the lights on
you love to speak on me
let bygones be bygones 

pls just let me walk away in peace
yr crying over me, now yr screaming, begging, "please, just forget. it's better to let go"
I can't even handle what I don't even know

pls just let me walk away in peace
yr crying over me, now yr screaming, begging, "please, just forget. it's better to let go"
I can't even handle what I don't even know

give up on you because you said-
free myself now my brain can head home
give up on you because you said so
free myself now my brain can head-

and I'm stumbling, falling down the well, think I need some help
and I'm rolling off an eighth, I think I need to bring some hell
turn

stumbling (strang + xvrxo)

stfu

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GtFsLnMsbwc 

8 . 10 . 19

saturn - post recording woes 8/10/19(prod. R3 Music Box)

@prodelxnce

Me and you together shit this bed is looking pretty
You ain’t picking up the phone I wonder if you miss me
Iced tea yea it’s fucking up my kidneys
I hit up my bro we blowing smoke just like a chimney 

Late night air is misty
Shit started to fall apart the moment that you kissed me
I don’t have a broken heart that shits a lil shifty
I don’t need your pity I’m best friends with all my whiskey 

My mind in the gutter cause you fucked it up
And I can’t trust no one was healing but you fucked it up 
Tired of playing all these games I think I’m done with love
Tired of playing all these games I think I’ve done enough 

Yea I told you my mistakes I thought we past that
TNT, she blow up my phone like it’s Baghdad 
Bad lil shawty, bagged that
Choppa got the stock, nasdaq 
Walk around the ville I got the stash in my backpack

Yea I’d tap that
So I chat back
Ask her how she’s doing deep inside I’m having flashbacks
I wasn’t happy but said fuck it just like jackass
I think it’s funny cause rn I get the last laugh

Late night air is misty
Shit started to fall apart the moment that you kissed me
I don’t have a broken heart that shits a lil shifty
I don’t need your pity I’m best friends with all my whiskey 

She like to dirty dance
Her hands up on my pants
Lil shawty caught my eye 
I’m stuck now in a trance
These odds I defy
You say that you can’t
He taking that shit we turn him to a missing man
Spin her world around just like the ceiling fan
My bro got the heater on him that shit got me feeling tan 
Fly her out to neverland I got the green like Peter Pan
Don’t compare me I can’t do the things a cheater can

Me and you together shit this bed is looking pretty
You ain’t picking up the phone I wonder if you miss me
Iced tea yea it’s fucking up my kidneys
I hit up my bro we blowing smoke just like a chimney 

Late night air is misty
Shit started to fall apart the moment that you kissed me
I don’t have a broken heart that shits a lil shifty
I don’t need your pity I’m best friends with all my whiskey

Misty [+ Elxnce]

Shoutout to Stephen Gang and Jody❤️

New Instagram: @clagnutter

Jodys Instagram: @1jodyram

Simons Instagram: @poisonedcheeto

Cover by @sleepyshead on Instagram

saturn - post recording woes 8/10/19(prod. R3 Music Box)

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