push you away cause you mean nothing to me 
you wanna see me fail you wanna say these lies 
very deceived
i see slits through your dress you cant hide it 
they stress watchu know but you cant hide it  
i see you slightly with a smirk yk you cant hide it
your face doesnt look clear 
god it hurts to see you here 
why are you here

smirk

NYAN CAT SUICIDE NOTE (EXTENDED).mp3

[Bridge]
In my dreams you'll be the drug
A few mistakes, are you used up?
In my dream you'd be the drug
A few mistakes, are you used up?

kill - jaydes

Production: Fabian Marcellus Flores
Lyrics/Vocals: Dexter Ray Rindlisbach

last night 
you told me something that I didn't want to hear
we're done
is how you mentioned my worst fear
I saw your mom yesterday 
she didn't recognize me
I didn't know to say
so I just waved awkwardly
I saw your mom yesterday
she didn't recognize me
a wave of memories
hit me like a fist on an eyelid
goodbye is what you should've said
now I just see you as dead

Monday's
I cant do with all these
hard days
again
goodbye is what I should've said
goodnight is how it should've went

goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye

I would hate to see you tonight 
don't let me see you my dear
I think I've cried so many time
my aquaducts are shut
I wou ld hate to bleed for you again
I don't wanna bleed for anyone no more
please just pack get out my mind
I think it's time
for you to leave

Doreen Sings On This Song (ft. doreen.)

with myself i just couldnt be honest 
played it safe like i had a harness
broken heartpiece, sad that its not me
didnt say too much didnt wanna be od
i couldnt wait when I put you above me
knew it was fate when i felt every heartbeat
stuck on you got chains on my feet
you and we, it wasnt what it seemed

i felt the worst when you arent there to harm me
without you in my life ima fucking zombie
now im smoking woods at the holly im lonely
but i still want you like youre my one and only
pessimistic mind hoping no one will find me
driving for ur love but im doing it blindly
i couldnt let you in when im tryna kill myself slowly
all ik is that i just want her to hold me


wouldnt let u go
in a second i folded
if i wandered would u wanna call me?
im too controlling
im so fucking sorry
my head is spinning
put a knife up in it
can we talk for a minute
push me off a bridge
i’d do anything just to get u back
keep these words inside of ur lil head

it's all the same

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