Name: B-Side by The Shit Ensemble
Duration: 3 min 20 s
Description: Produced, mixed and everything in between by Sasu Schildt (2016)

You guys popped this off on TikTok and Gaga commented on it so I had to drop this immediately! Had to pitch it down a little bit cause... Soundcloud

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maanantaina varaan ajan terapiaan

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valmis tappaa

Tulipe, tu le sais, tu te replies
avant même que le vent ne tremble
tu ne cilles pas — je t’aime quand même

Un choc au front,
par la vitre ouverte
ça descend dans le ventre
et tu te vides sans un mot

Tu te plies, tulipe fragile
tes pétales tombent... tombent... tombent sans bruit
le temps te griffe — lentement

Le vent fouille entre tes cendres
le feu s’amenuise au fond des os
et le vin se lie au sable
violet... comme une ecchymose

Tu te tords, tulipe muette
le monde s’efface... s’efface autour de toi
le silence pèse — comme une arme

Tu t’effondres avec la terre
fleur ouverte, tu verses ta tendresse
elle se mêle à la pâte des morts
une douceur souterraine

Tu t’éteins, tulipe de sang
dans l’ombre des fossés humides
des baisers fanés — sur les joues

"On tue encore sur les talus
les hommes tombent, mais les fleurs aussi
une pluie d’anémones pleut sur ta mémoire..."

mémoire... mémoire
rouge... rouge
erreur... douceur... poussière

Toujours les tirs dans les collines
et sur ton visage s’accumulent
les pétales... les pétales... les pétales

Tu t’effaces, tulipe de brume
tes couleurs lavées par la nuit
il ne reste que le souffle du vent
et le bruit sourd... de l’oubli

Tu ne cries plus, rouge mémoire
tes pétales criblés de temps
et sous la pluie violette
tu redeviens poussière

Tulipe

the window’s still breathing
though we painted it shut
my face in the mirror
delays by a second
that’s where you live now
in the lag

the skin forgets
what the hand remembers
you whisper like mold
you smile like sleep

someone rewrote the warning labels
now they tell you how to want
I tried to read your lips
but your mouth was buffering

you spilled into my name
and I wiped it clean
but the cloth
remembered

you’re not here
you’re just permanent
like hunger
or shame
like fog
in teeth
like breath
in flame

bodies don’t lie
but they misplace truth
your silence hums
like a frayed electric tooth

they scanned your voice
but couldn’t decode
the tremor said more
than the words ever showed

call me again
but not with sound
touch me again
but not with skin
come back
but as a glitch
as a delay
as heat

I held your name
but it turned to error
I kissed the air
but it didn’t stutter
you were the rhythm
before the measure
you were the pulse
I mistook for pleasure

this is not grief
it’s version control
this is not prayer
it’s firmware collapse
this is not the end
just a soft restart
this is not a song
just the part you forgot

repeat me
wrong
repeat me
wrong
repeat
me
wro—


Object permanence

https://www.astrangelyisolatedplace.com/blog/2025/6/10/isolatedmix-132-matt-xavier-psilocybin-therapy-protocol-v122a

https://soundcloud.com/mattxavier has been a friend of mine for many years now. A fellow music obsessive and trusted voice when it comes to all things ambient, techno, and beyond, we finally managed to meet in person while I lived in Los Angeles, and we stayed connected over music ever since. 

We’ve swapped stories about pressing vinyl and running labels, and he was the reason I first crossed paths with Joel Mull (Damm) at one of his gatherings held at a beautiful Topanga home. It was a serendipitous moment that still echoes today. 

A proponent for the deeper layers found in music, Matt has since become a practician, ambassador, and pioneer for psychedelic soundtracking. Along the way, he shared tracks from ASIP and other labels that were influencing and guiding his private sessions, shaping the grand masterpiece we present to you today. As his practice deepened, we exchanged many texts discussing his ambition to publish a book about his unique experience and include an accompanying mix on ASIP. 

Matt’s new book, ‘The Psychedelic DJ: A Practical Guide to Therapeutic Music Curation and Psilocybin-Assisted Therapy’, (https://a.co/d/5bFxc2h) is a groundbreaking manual for anyone looking to bridge sound and healing. Whether you're a clinician, a DJ, or just someone who knows the power of a well-placed track, Matt’s work will likely reframe how you think about music’s role in inner journeys. 

His isolatedmix is a fully formed and accompanying ‘Protocol’, which is an example of one of his many guided sessions, referred to as “therapeutic DJing.” Psilocybin Therapy Protocol v1.22a, distills his craft and evolution in this practice for us all to dip into at a surface level, providing a peek into what are very personal worlds prepared for his clients. 

Alongside the mix, Matt joins us for a deep-dive interview, discussing his new book, his transition from rave culture to guided sessions, his real-time curatorial method and how music, when chosen with care, can become a tool for transformation.

Manual/Timeline 

Ceremony (–15 to 0 min): Music optional
Medicine Imbibed (0–10 min): Start music & meditation
Stage 1 – Onset / Hike (10–55 min)→ Break (55–60 min): Bathroom & booster [water sounds]
Stage 2 – Ascent / Climb (60–150 min)
Stage 3 – The Summit / Peak (150–180 min)
Stage 4 – Return / Descent (180–240 min)→ [Music Ends]
Stage 5 – Arrival / Landing (240–390 min): Music optional
tage 6 – Closing / Baseline (390–420 min): Music optional

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isolatedmix 132 - Matt Xavier: Psilocybin Therapy Protocol 1.22 (The Light)

Groundwire 11.10.25

Produced, mixed and everything in between by Sasu Schildt (2016)

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All music composed, arranged and produced by Sasu Schildt.



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