Crawling out of
Where you came from
So I can’t have any fun
Yeah yeah yeah
I don’t know
Advice to keep you home

Watching my back
Looking both ways
Am I under attack
Are we okay
You felt the need to 
show your face
Think we need to 
Run away

Can we get to the finish now
Can we see how it all works out

Crashed a car once
Maybe 3 times
Parked in a lawn
Had to rewind 
Everything you said about me
Just to end up tied in the backseat

Post on your story
Got you kicked out
Made another film 
Know you missed out
With your new friends
Know they’re tired of
How your never wrong 
And your so strong

Can we get to the finish now
Can we see how it all works out

Attempted Manslaughter

In the summer was it?
Called it love
Called it off
A couple Months ago
Now I’m letting go
And I’m over it
But sometimes
There’s a smell of lavender
That creeps in my life
without you 
It’s hard to forget
Our time on meadows we spent

That smell of lavender 
He he was a carpenter 
I rode my bike down his street
Where our eyes would meet
Till I crashed one day
Landed right on his feet
In the meadow past his house
Met five times a week

Are you afraid 
There’s plenty of flowers out here
There plenty of cowards out there
Get out of that meadow 
You’ll feel better 

At my day job 
I met 
Someone like you
It’s weird how time moves
Back in the meadow 
Where we met
That was years ago
Haven’t been back since 
But I’ve felt the itch
Where did you end up
Where did it come from
That lavender scent 

That smell of lavender 
He he was a carpenter 
I rode my bike down his street
Where our eyes would meet
Till I crashed one day
Landed right on his feet
In the meadow past his house
Met five times a week

Are you afraid 
There’s plenty of flowers out here
There plenty of cowards out there
Get out of that meadow 
You’ll feel better 

I made it out
I know that you can too

Pickle Balloon

Did you relocate
Do you concentrate 
On what matters 

Do you tolerate 
Do you mind the hate
Or do you care what happens after

You pull on my strings 
Until I’m empty on the inside
Feeling kind of frail
Till you walked out of my life
You dance with my hands 
But they’re detached from my body
You look at me and laugh
Am I your new hobby

Is it all the time
Who decides 
What is right for you

Did you Give it up
To anyone
Or are they the one for you

You pull on my strings 
Until I’m empty on the inside
Feeling kind of frail
Till you walked out of my life
You dance with my hands 
But they’re detached from my body
You look at me and laugh
Am I your new hobby

Is that enough
For you
I’m unraveled 
And a fool

You pull on my strings 
Until I’m empty on the inside
Feeling kind of frail
Till you walked out of my life
You dance with my hands 
But they’re detached from my body
You look at me and laugh
Am I your new hobby

(You pull)
Am I still me
If your out the way
Like a parasite
Feeding on my day
You could have easily 
Moved on yesterday
How about you cut the strings
From me
Be your own
Bitter and angry

Strange

I don’t remember it being
So complicated
Walking back from your place
Feeling underrated 
Remember thinking to myself
Just Get home safe

Tennis shoes 
Left by the door
jacket
On the floor
Took my armor off
Curtains drawn
Im i overboard 

what I’m supposed to say
Are we something new
A piece in a game
Last weeks issue

I don’t remember it being
So complicated
Walking back from your place
Feeling underrated 
Remember thinking to myself
Just Get home safe

Is there passion 
Left, on this floor
Wonder if there’s more
Would I find out
Would you track me down

what I’m supposed to say
Are we something new
A piece in a game
Last weeks issue

I don’t remember it being
So complicated
Walking back from your place
Feeling underrated 
Remember thinking to myself
Just Get home safe

Get Home (safe)

You talk and talk 
Suffocate the email
You’re on the phone
But don’t answer the plea deal
What the case
Is it erased 

Tried to be nice about it
Tried to be confident with it
Its just a space can we rent it
The look in your face when 
When we ask again 
Lift up your finger
And responded then

Listen up 
Had enough
Why don’t you hear me so
Lay it out
Figures done
On the paper show

It’s coming up 
You know it
It’s Our time to shine 

There’s string In my hands
It’s coiled and red
There’s a plan set forth
A day for dance
Wrapped up in it 
A colorful trance 
It’s coming up 
You know it

Gemma, please give us the theater

Disappear 
It’s my party trick
(You can ask a a friend)
Made a mess
Clean it up by vanishing 
(I swear he was here)

Knew the time was right
Felt it the first minute 
Can you leave a sign?
No I’m good, I thought about it

you can let me out here
Feeling kinda sick
Anvil in my stomach 
Nothing does the trick
Sleeping in bathroom
Spilling my insides out 
Keeping my head down
It’s Spinning everywhere 

Knew the time was right
Felt it the first minute 
Can you leave a sign?
No I’m good, I thought about it

Disappear 
It’s my party trick
(You can ask a a friend)
Made a mess
Clean it up by vanishing 
(I swear he was here)

Knew the time was right
Felt it the first minute 
Can you leave a sign?
No I’m good, I thought about it

Waiting for the sun again
Been playing with the bottle
When I’m Eating nothing 
Going full throttle 
Laying on tables
Stiff as a board 
Need to flush it out now
Have to start over

Knew the time was right
Felt it the first minute 
Can you leave a sign?
No I’m good, I thought about it

Party Trick

Is there something I can do
To make you listen more?
There’s a disconnect
I can tell I’m losing you

Here I go
Talking to myself
Said I’ll let it go
They’ll never even knew
How much I
Payed attention to
Every time we ever spoke

I can shape-shift
Be what you want
I can take it
Fix every wrong
Leave you golden
I can stay for long

I saw you 
Should’ve called you
wish I did
Aha
Is it my bad?
Did I read too much?
Sorry if I did 
Can you keep a
A secret?
A small one
Something I should’ve have
I got a secret feeling
Tucked inside
A box under my bed
Late At night
I dream of you then
When I wake up
Theres nothing left 
Inside

I can shape-shift
Be what you want
I can take it
Fix every wrong
Leave you golden
I can stay for long

They told me they told me
That You had someone someone
That’s no fun
That’s so dumb
Why’d you look my way

Had a pact 
Counted up
Every day 
Till we were safe
At the station I waited
50 minutes 
but I couldn’t any longer
So I stepped on with the passengers

If I would have waited
Would we have been where we are now

Did we take it too far
Is there some place I can wait for you
Left in the car
Somewhere you will pass me by

You wait 
At The station by
Where I left at
No I’m not coming back
You dry your eyes
you called my bluff
And I remembered that

We were talking
Calling often
Had the same mind
Problem and feelings
So we set a date
To leave it all behind

But I’m at the station
And you won’t pick up
Half way across the country now
Haven’t given up

Did we take it too far
Is there some place I can wait for you
Left in the car
Somewhere you will pass me by

You wait 
At The station by
Where I left at
No I’m not coming back
You dry your eyes
you called my bluff
And I remembered that

Amtrak

Am I too naive to know
Can you reach that status
Does it show
Can you 
Can I 
Believe that’s it’s our time
In the dark what you talk about
Comes back around
All the little birds flock flock to my house
Can you
Can I
Believe that it’s our time

Can I go back
Back to sleep
Can nobody bother me

Wish I knew the things that I know now
Back then grabbed a hold of something I shouldn’t have
You had no friends should’ve took that serious
Everything I did for you 
All so meaningless
Had to handed it to you
Pity party
You’re just so talentless
Wish you learned a thing or two
Keep repeating your problems 
Because you’re the issue

Sometimes there’s a reason
(People don’t like you)

Amtrak

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