SO IT ITS DAY ONE OF OVERTHINKING ON MY OWNNNNNN

Mixed and Mastered by me :)
Cover by Syctis - https://soundcloud.com/syctisy0

[HOOK]

So it is day one
of overthinking on my own
I cant do this anymore
I wont let you ever go!

So why you do me always wrong?
Even tho Im just a boy
i just wana feel alright
i just hope that i dont dieee (x2)

[BRIDGE]

She wana know everything
Baby its too complicaaaated
I doubt that you will understand it...

[VERSE]

I gotta stop, overthinking on my own
She wana know everything
You dont deserve me no more!
Cause you didnt help me out
When i needed you the most!
Everything here was a lieee
Baby you cant count on me
Cause i cant handle re-spond-cebility
Thinking bout the im-poss-ibilitys
ILL NEVER GET BACK TO YOU AGAIN!

[HOOK]

So it is day one
of overthinking on my own
I cant do this anymore
I wont let you ever go!
So why you do me always wrong?

Even tho Im just a boy
i just wana feel alright
i just hope that i dont dieee (x2)

Day 1 (ByCian)

zombie (prod. siem spark)

Mixed and mastered by me
In case you need a song mixed and mastered to your liking,
Hit me up on Discord: NYUK#1622

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-Lyrics-

[Intro]

Yeah you told me I'm alone 
That's the only thing I wana be
You don't even got a reason!
Why you so mad at me? (Why you so mad at me?)

Yeah I had enough of you
I don't want you anymore!
I'm alone everyday
But it is quit okay ;)
I'm LOOOSING MYSELF
I'm loosing myself

[HOOK]

I'll be just moving on
Without you by my side
I know it's not my fault
But I'm always the one that keeps on sayin sorry
You keep judging me
I guess I have to disappear
Eventually, i'll be back

I'll be just moving on
Without you by my side
I know it's not my fault
But I'm always the one that keeps on sayin sorry
You keep judging me
I guess I have to disappear
Eventually, i'll be back

[VERSE]

Eventually I'll be back
But there is too much on my mind, right now
Yeah I gotta take a break
Before I'm coming back
You didn't treat me right
I put my phone on quit
I don't need it anymore

I don't need anything that has to do with you
Anything I did with you, was just a memory
(Memory)                   (Memory)

IT IS ALL JUST A MEMORY

[HOOK]

I'll be just moving on
Without you by my side
I know it's not my fault
But I'm always the one that keeps on sayin sorry
You keep judging me
I guess I have to disappear
Eventually, i'll be back

I'll be just moving on
Without you by my side
I know it's not my fault
But I'm always the one that keeps on sayin sorry
You keep judging me
I guess I have to disappear
Eventually, i'll be back

NYUK

8D Memorys (ryan kelly)

Mixed and mastered by me
In case you need a song mixed and mastered to your liking,
Hit me up on Discord: NYUK#1622

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-Lyrics-

[Intro]

Fuck that
Fuck that

[Hook]

Am I on the dark side?
I'm tryna be a better person
Fuck that
Cause I just wanna be myself
I mean nothing to you
And I just really wanna change that
Fuck that - Fuck that
I'm never guna change that

[Verse]

Fuck That
 I'm never guna change that
It's too late for me
It's guna be alright
I've been trying hard 
But it is not enough
And you don't give a fuck

I'm trying to survive
On my own
It doesn't have to be fight
So why you're lying to me
So why you're lying to me
I'm asking myself 
(self)                        (self)

[Hook]

Am I on the dark side?
I'm tryna be a better person
Fuck that
Cause I just wanna be myself
I mean nothing to you
And I just really wanna change that
Fuck that - Fuck that
I'm never guna change that

[Outro]

Fuck that - Fuck that

Dark Side (aspect)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3pHh7fbZAtMOP5ezaVd9WT?si=0d26f5c549fd4df2

Mixed and mastered by me
In case you need a song mixed and mastered to your liking,
Hit me up on Discord: NYUK#1622

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-Lyrics-

[Intro]

Vocal Chops I guess

[Hook]

You said that I'm the only one for you
Bu- Bu- But I'm just another one for you
And I can't take it as it is!
I won't accept it as it is!

You said that I'm the only one for you
Bu- Bu- But I'm just another one for you
And I can't take it as it is!
I won't accept it as it is!

[Verse]

Do you still love me even tho I'm a loser
Can't you see that I'm on the grind now
I try to be better but it really doesn't work
Forget, bout me (e- e - e)

You gotta find somebody else
I can't do this anymore
You're too good toooo me 
And I can't keeeeep up

[Hook]

You said that I'm the only one for you
Bu- Bu- But I'm just another one for you
And I can't take it as it is!
I won't accept it as it is!

You said that I'm the only one for you
Bu- Bu- But I'm just another one for you
And I can't take it as it is!
I won't accept it as it is!

[Outro]

Vocal Chop Melody :3

Glitched Memorys (Siemspark x tommyjane)

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by me
In case you need a song mixed and mastered to your liking,
Hit me up on Discord: NYUK#1622

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-Lyrics-

[Intro]

(Slowed)

Forgive me!
All the shit that I've done to you
I know that I'm dumb for you
Told you that I don't care
It is kinda unfair
My heart is made of glass
And it's breaking into pieces
How I'm guna fix it?

[Hook]

Forgive me!
All the shit that I've done to you
I know that I'm dumb for you
Told you that I don't care
It is kinda unfair
My heart is made of glass
And it's breaking into pieces
How I'm guna fix it?

Forgive me!
All the shit that I've done to you
I know that I'm dumb for you
Told you that I don't care
It is kinda unfair
My heart is made of glass
And it's breaking into pieces
How I'm guna fix it?

[Verse]

I'm a minor :3
I'm only 17
I'm not trying to be mean
This person ain't really me!
Ima take the long way home
Calling on my phone
Don't wanna make you cry again
Tears are dropping on my chest

She said it's guna be alright
Nothing has changes for so long
I'm walking down the streets
On my own, for so long
-Nothing has changed I'm the same person I was 2 years ago-

[Hook]

Forgive me!
All the shit that I've done to you
I know that I'm dumb for you
Told you that I don't care
It is kinda unfair
My heart is made of glass
And it's breaking into pieces
How I'm guna fix it? 

Forgive me!
All the shit that I've done to you
I know that I'm dumb for you
Told you that I don't care
It is kinda unfair
My heart is made of glass
And it's breaking into pieces
How I'm guna fix it?

Forgive Me

Produce by @jolst

Wish I could get another chance, an invitation
Seeing your face, feel like a living emulation
Living my love like I'm drinking your poison
Wish I could die before we have a conversation
x2

Would you talk me to me when I fall
Why do I see your name on my wall ?
Would you talk me to me when I fall
What would you say if you were my last call ?
Wish you were more than a memory I recall


Wish I could get another chance, an invitation
Seeing your face, feel like a living emulation
Living my love like I'm drinking your poison
Wish I could die before we have a conversation
x2


It's killing me, I'm not okay
And I would smile but not today
It's killing me, Could it be easy
Would you talk to me, Would you talk to me


Wish I could get another chance, an invitation
Seeing your face, feel like a living emulation
Living my love like I'm drinking your poison
Wish I could die before we have a conversation

x2

I see your poison
I live in emulation 
I s ee your poison
I live in your emulation

Wish I could get another chance, an invitation
Seeing your face, feel like a living emulation
Living my love like I'm drinking your poison
Wish I could die before we have a conversation

IBleedIcare - Emulation (Prod Jolst )

there is no way to save me, right?
✦hope u enjoy :) i really appreciate everyone listening 2 my stuff and supporting me. this means the world to me <3 more to come!✦
 
lyrics
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couldn't be the only one
demon's on my shoulder
don't try coming back to me
know it's not my fault yeah
all i wanted was 4 u to see me
believe me, baby, it wasn't this easy
everyday gets worse
and i feel like i lost so much
and me im on a road
feeling like im losing touch
couldve had it all
but i had to be myself
and i ruined it again
how im always fucking up shit..

all the time i spent 
it was such a waste
*it was a waste it was a waste*
i can't forgive myself for that
i don't think ill be able to
im still thinking about it
thinking bout the days we had
but it's over
''gotta get that shit back''
it's gone..
why do i keep on looking back at it?
and i just feel that
u hate me it's so..
air is thick around her
i can't see it's just like..
around them i feel so unsafe
i feel like they gon' hurt me
why did it have to come to this?
you never told me anyways

couldn't be the only one
demon's on my shoulder
don't try coming back to me
know it's not my fault yeah
all i wanted was 4 u to see me
believe me, baby, it wasn't this easy
everyday gets worse
and i feel like i lost so much
and me im on a road
feeling like im losing touch
couldve had it all
but i had to be myself
and i ruined it again
how im always fucking up shit..

how im always fucking up shit
it's always the same shit
they get tired of me
what am i risking?
i already lost it..
baby can u help me
i know that shit's not right
but she believes it is
all that i wanted wasn't unwanted
all that i seek should soon be mine
fuck u get out of my way now
i don't wanna talk 2 u u're like the others

if the old me saw me he would fucking laugh
''you became what you never wanted to become''
are u right? is this real?
where the fuck did you go
im dying please pick up the phone
＊ＩＭ　ＤＹＩＮＧ　ＩＭ　ＤＹＩＮＧ＊
im dying please pick up the phone..

amv <3

ALL I WANTED (altery)

Mix : Sadtxnshi & IBleedIcare
Mastering : Sadtxnshi

@sadtxnshi

IBleedIcare - Heavy ft Sadtxnshi (Prod. luffysome x Flower x Menace )

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i've been talking to my walls
for the past six months
singing all these stupid songs
wonder when i'll see the sun
i let myself down any chance i get
making friends is hard
is there something that i don't get?

and I'm so isolated
it for sure made me jaded
i can laugh and i can smile
but i feel so vacant
fuck this frustration
it's a burden that's blatant
i'm so tired of faking
all this pain that i'm facin'

i can't fucking stand this
being away from you
i know that you could pull
me out of my whirlpools
feelin' the pressure weigh down on my neck
i fucked up again, there's a lump in my throat
i let down everyone that i love the most
i know that you'll run if i speak from the chest

so good morning to the pain i made
it's nice to see that my scars won't fade
they remind me of when i was betrayed
but i learned my lesson, people never change
just wanna grow up for once
stuck in restrictive mud
climbing to the top of my own standards is not enough
wish you could taste my pain
struggling everyday
and the medication that i take don't replace the blame

sit at my desk
and write a couple of lines
and then i sing from the chest
don't really care if they rhyme
and at the end of the day
this is my whole life
so if you'll excuse me
i think i need to go write
see, i don't play hard to get
'cause i don't know my worth
so don't take another step 
'cause you might get hurt
and if you're givin' up
would you please tell me
'cause i don't want this to go on
if you're not in it with me

fuck!

so i lead an empty life
i lost my sense of time
waking up way past nine
just wanna rinse my mind

good morning

guitar: me (Tuning: Standard Tuning + Capo 2nd fret)
prod. : me

first song that im proud of lol

Lyrics:
Shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear myself talk
No controll; im so messed up

Fuck, am I crazy
There's no one that could save me
Fuck, can you hate me
Or is there someone else that could blame me

Is it all my fault? Somehow, it is my fault
But what have you expected
You've pulled me close, but I am still alone
So what have I expected?

Why did you go away
Why did I go away
Now, I don't feel the same
I hope that they feel ashamed
Cause giants have caused this pain
And liars are  trying to stay here
Why won't you walk away
I wanna kill, I wanna see blood

Fuck, I'm going crazy
I wanna close my eyes and disappear
Fuck, can you hear me
I still hold these lies, I wanna cut my ear

Is it all my fault? Somehow, it is my fault
But what have you expected
You've pulled me close, but I am still alone
So what have I expected
Is it all my fault? Somehow, it is my fault
But what have you expected
You've pulled me close, but I am still alone
So what have I expected

Day 1 (ByCian)

evolving (phase 2/5) aka Star

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