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Say you will [prod. yungspoiler]

self help

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I apologize [prod. saint mike]

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[Counter]
now I don't
have a use for you
don't know
what I'm tryna do 
going crazy thinking about the worst of you
hearing all the lies you spread it cant be true
now you
got your hands around my neck
I'm trying
to feel something again
but its hard
to feel what we could've been
could've gave you the world
but you shut yourself in

you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in

now I've been trying to feel alive again
but its been so hard trying to pretend
gotta find another way to feel again
I really don't wanna deal with it

[spooz]
And I don't wanna deal with it
Anymore and I don’t need anything
I don’t need your sympathy
Your love your empathy and everything
 
So tell me ye thoughts
I don’t know anymore
I can’t read your emotions
I’m blacked out on the floor
Losing consciousness
I’m over my own skin
And I hate everything
And you’re my enemy 

So
I shut myself in
I shut myself in
I curse the fucking world
Cuz I hate everything

You shut yourself in
You shut yourself in
So get it over with
The perfect ending

You look back
At the past
All the sins you can’t forget
Your demons all laugh
Nails in black
And the walls are painted red

All the sins you can’t forget (can't forgive)
All the walls are painted red

Shut In w/ spooz (jd rome)

Mixed and Mastered by me :)
Cover by Syctis - https://soundcloud.com/syctisy0

[HOOK]

So it is day one
of overthinking on my own
I cant do this anymore
I wont let you ever go!

So why you do me always wrong?
Even tho Im just a boy
i just wana feel alright
i just hope that i dont dieee (x2)

[BRIDGE]

She wana know everything
Baby its too complicaaaated
I doubt that you will understand it...

[VERSE]

I gotta stop, overthinking on my own
She wana know everything
You dont deserve me no more!
Cause you didnt help me out
When i needed you the most!
Everything here was a lieee
Baby you cant count on me
Cause i cant handle re-spond-cebility
Thinking bout the im-poss-ibilitys
ILL NEVER GET BACK TO YOU AGAIN!

[HOOK]

So it is day one
of overthinking on my own
I cant do this anymore
I wont let you ever go!
So why you do me always wrong?

Even tho Im just a boy
i just wana feel alright
i just hope that i dont dieee (x2)

Day 1 (ByCian)

Mixed and mastered by me
In case you need a song mixed and mastered to your liking,
Hit me up on Discord: NYUK#1622

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-Lyrics-

[Intro]

Yeah you told me I'm alone 
That's the only thing I wana be
You don't even got a reason!
Why you so mad at me? (Why you so mad at me?)

Yeah I had enough of you
I don't want you anymore!
I'm alone everyday
But it is quit okay ;)
I'm LOOOSING MYSELF
I'm loosing myself

[HOOK]

I'll be just moving on
Without you by my side
I know it's not my fault
But I'm always the one that keeps on sayin sorry
You keep judging me
I guess I have to disappear
Eventually, i'll be back

I'll be just moving on
Without you by my side
I know it's not my fault
But I'm always the one that keeps on sayin sorry
You keep judging me
I guess I have to disappear
Eventually, i'll be back

[VERSE]

Eventually I'll be back
But there is too much on my mind, right now
Yeah I gotta take a break
Before I'm coming back
You didn't treat me right
I put my phone on quit
I don't need it anymore

I don't need anything that has to do with you
Anything I did with you, was just a memory
(Memory)                   (Memory)

IT IS ALL JUST A MEMORY

[HOOK]

I'll be just moving on
Without you by my side
I know it's not my fault
But I'm always the one that keeps on sayin sorry
You keep judging me
I guess I have to disappear
Eventually, i'll be back

I'll be just moving on
Without you by my side
I know it's not my fault
But I'm always the one that keeps on sayin sorry
You keep judging me
I guess I have to disappear
Eventually, i'll be back

NYUK

8D Memorys (ryan kelly)

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by me
In case you need a song mixed and mastered to your liking,
Hit me up on Discord: NYUK#1622

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-Lyrics-

[Intro]

Nobody told me growing up is very hard
If you really want the truth
I don't wanna grow up
But I have to
Cause that's the way how life goes
I wish I could've made the rules

Nobody told me growing up is very hard
If you really want the truth
I don't wanna grow up
But I have to
Cause that's the way how life goes
I wish I could've made the rules

[Hook]

New year, I've been coming closer to the end
Just one more year, then I'll be too old
I don't even really wanna face it!
But I kinda have to
What do I expect?
That's the way it works

New year, I've been coming closer to the end
Just one more year, then I'll be too old
I don't even really wanna face it!
But I kinda have to
What do I expect?
That's the way it works

[Verse]

What do I expect?
That's the way it works
I gotta find a job
And then I go to work
It's to me I don't ever wanna see you again
Cause you never understand the shit im telling you

Hear me out!
I'm telling you
That all my problems really guna kill me one day!
Can we delay the things a little bit more
Cause I'm not ready for it
I don't know what's right and worng
I don't know whats going on with me
It's just so hard for me
You never believed me
It's OKAY
Cause I only need myself
I don't need nobody else
THE END IS COMING CLOSER!

[Hook]

New year, I've been coming closer to the end
Just one more year, then I'll be too old
I don't even really wanna face it!
But I kinda have to
What do I expect?
That's the way it works

New year, I've been coming closer to the end
Just one more year, then I'll be too old
I don't even really wanna face it!
But I kinda have to
What do I expect?
That's the way it works

True Memorys

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by me
In case you need a song mixed and mastered to your liking,
Hit me up on Discord: NYUK#1622

Oh and I sell the Template (Mix) that I made this song with, hit me up if you wanna buy it :D

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-Lyrics-

[Hook]

Did I change the way, that you see things?
I think that's not the case, but it's Okay with me (It's okay witth me)
Got used to being the bad guy
I keep on lying to myself
That way it's easier for me
They say lifes colourful
So why it's pitch black for me?
It's like a mistery to me
That nobodys by my side
I should just stop competing with these lies 
They keep me awake (They keep me awake)

[Verse]

I don't deserve you
Why do you love me? (I just don't know)
Why I'm not worrthless to you?
I mean all to you
You tryna hold me back
Or am I the one?
I'm tryna keep it simple
It's just too complicated
remember all the time we had?
This time is priceless
And I feel lifeless
Because the time is gone

[Hook]

Did I change the way, that you see things?
I think that's not the case, but it's Okay with me (It's okay witth me)
Got used to being the bad guy
I keep on lying to myself
That way it's easier for me
They say lifes colourful
Why is it pitch black for me?
It's like a mistery to me
That nobodys by my side
I should just stop competing with these lies 
They keep me awake (They keep me awake)

Day 1 (ByCian)

I'm Star