killing time

Brutality

https://www.instagram.com/killnord/
produced by joshwa
https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/

lyrics :

she said hi whats up?
my name is lust
ima ruin your life
and break your trust
you will toss your pride
and fall for her
you'll be full of envy 
full of grudge

you only think about yourself 
you're so greedy
hate the way you say 
that you need me
hold my wrath
tired of feeling
i don't care 
if you stop breathing

she said hi whats up?
my name is lust
ima ruin your life
and break your trust
you will toss your pride
and fall for her
you'll be full of envy 
full of grudge
she said hi whats up?
my name is lust
ima ruin your life
and break your trust
you will toss your pride
and fall for her
you'll be full of envy 
full of grudge

hi my name is sloth
no i don't like to talk
i know it's always my fault
but i just don't give a fuck

it don't matter what i do 
i can never change
it don't matter how i try
i'll always be the same

so i don't at all
i don't answer your calls
gluttony
i want it all
give me everything that you have
i'm just gonna take it
i don't care if i got too much
i just cant help it

you only think about yourself 
you're so greedy
hate the way you say 
that you need me
hold my wrath
tired of feeling
i don't care 
if you stop breathing

she said hi whats up?
my name is lust
ima ruin your life
and break your trust
you will toss your pride
and fall for her
you'll be full of envy 
full of grudge
she said hi whats up?
my name is lust
ima ruin your life
and break your trust
you will toss your pride
and fall for her
you'll be full of envy 
full of grudge

spotify

seven deadly sins

Mixed and Mastered by me :)
Cover by Syctis - https://soundcloud.com/syctisy0

[HOOK]

So it is day one
of overthinking on my own
I cant do this anymore
I wont let you ever go!

So why you do me always wrong?
Even tho Im just a boy
i just wana feel alright
i just hope that i dont dieee (x2)

[BRIDGE]

She wana know everything
Baby its too complicaaaated
I doubt that you will understand it...

[VERSE]

I gotta stop, overthinking on my own
She wana know everything
You dont deserve me no more!
Cause you didnt help me out
When i needed you the most!
Everything here was a lieee
Baby you cant count on me
Cause i cant handle re-spond-cebility
Thinking bout the im-poss-ibilitys
ILL NEVER GET BACK TO YOU AGAIN!

[HOOK]

So it is day one
of overthinking on my own
I cant do this anymore
I wont let you ever go!
So why you do me always wrong?

Even tho Im just a boy
i just wana feel alright
i just hope that i dont dieee (x2)

Day 1 (ByCian)

prod by yvri and ira
mixed, written by ira and yxung plague
cover art by yxung plague

Damaged w/Ira [P. YVRI & IRA]

Damaged w/Ira [P. YVRI X IRA]

PUNCH BACK! (FT. ISSBROKIE) (PROD. @SURGEISE)

[sitting|||at_the(-)end-of th3\\world]]

[Music Video]]: https://youtu.be/a8aSRKpYjGg

Verse:
Jaw is losing strength
Jaw is hurting me

Body
Body
Shutting Down
Body
Body
Breaking
Down
[repeated]]

Vocaloid sings: “So let go”
Demigod: But I can’t, I don’t want to die

Breakdown:
Body
Body
Breaking
Down
[repeated]]

My intestines want to show me the bright stars

Verse2: 
Eyesight losing grace
Hair is turning grey
Legs cannot hold my weight
Bones will shatter in their place
I will walk with my hands
Crawling back to origins
The water where life began
Time to be reborn again

Flesh Deletion

she thinks maybe a gas leak from a stove she left on, so she tries to get out of bed but her muscles, are weak too 

I WOKE UP WITH THE BLOOD STAINS
UNDER MY NAILS
WHAT I DO LAST NIGHT?
I WAS BY MYSELF

I DONT NEED SHIT
I DONT NEED YOUR HELP
IMMA GO ON MY OWN
CAUSE I GOT NOTHING ELSE

WHEN I WOKE UP 

WHY AM I SICK OF THIS
KILLIN MY INNOCENCE
FUCK ALL THE STIMULANTS
CANT GO BACK

FEELIN THE DISSONANCE 
MORE THAN A LITTLE BIT 
FEELIN SO VILLANOUS
CUT NO SLACK

UGH
SHADOWS HIDE THE MASK BUT THE BLADE SHINE
UH
IM YOUR FUCKING FATE YOU CANT ESCAPE MINE

GORESTREET
CUTTING THROUGH SOME MORE MEAT
ACCORDING 
TO THE PUBLIC IMMA FUCKING MENACE TALKIN DENNIS
TALKING SHIT ILL WASH YOU OUT AND SEND YOU TO THE DENTIST

FEEL LIKE A BUTCHER HIS BRAIN SPLIT
RIPPIN SOME SKIN I MIGHT GIVE EM A FACE LIFT UH
PEOPLE SO FAKE AND SO BASIC
SELLING YOUR SOUL CAUSE YOURE PROMISED YOULL MAKE IT UH

STAY BY MYSELF I DONT NEED YOU
IMMA GHOST YOU CAUSE YOU SEE THROUGH
EVERYTHING STAINED CAUSE I BLEED THROUGH
STAY BY MYSELF I DONT NEED YOU

MY SINK GOT THE RED
I THINK THAT IM DEAD
CAUSE I CANT FEEL SHIT
NEED A SHRINK FOR MY HEAD
NEED TO REST IN MY BED
BUT THERES SOMETHING STILL UNDER IT
GETTING OUT MY TRAUMA BUT IT KEEPS ON FUCKING DOUBLING

WAY THAT MY MENTAL IS WORKING ITS TROUBLING

I CANT EVEN BREATH 
I JUST CANT BELIEVE 
I CANT EVEN BREATH
I JUST CANT BELIEVE

RED NAILS (PROD. TAKIZAVA/IHYTREVOR/MASONMANSON)

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

floating away (prod. killedmyself)

your friends were my friends :( (prod. redMOSK)

swingsets

it hurts (w/ lokel)

https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

weepings
Head in my hands as you walk away
I still reside in this vacant place
watch the rain fall down from the windowpane
silhouette of you baby I'm missing that face
~
Head in my hands as you walk away girl
I don't really know what to say girl
I've been blinded by the light-er
still I stay beside her 
drowning downing alcohol 
my future has looked brighter
keeping everything in the present time
cause the past was a blast I can't change that line
wear a mask skipping class, whats the point of trying?
everything you doing now changing up you're mind
and I don't know if you noticed, everything in this life make you lose focus
breathe in breathe out keep that self inner lotus
do whats fulfilling to you fuck that bogus 

unknxwn. & weepings
I don't know why insist on leading me on
If you wanna leave then why won't you just be gone?
You get in my head and you're there from dusk to dawn
I don't really get you, I don't know what you want

weepings
Head in my hands as you walk away girl
I don't really know what to say girl
I've been blinded by the light-er
still I stay beside her 
drowning downing alcohol 
my future has looked brighter

unknxwn.
Feel the weight press in, now I'm stresin'
I don't wanna wait for the death that I'm destined
I get too fucked up cause I feel too sick
I gave her trust and she made me feel stupid

Lost all my love to a bitch that was useless
Heart had enough and it made my mind ruthless
Planted a tree would grow to be fruitless
I'll never know why you did the shit you did

So till the day I leave this earth
I'll feel that pain, I'll feel that hurt
I feel the ache inside my bones
I'll never taste, I'll never know love

From no one, I'm so done
I say that shit so much but words don't mean shit huh?
And I know that's how you feel
Cause if you really loved me then I would never be here
You made me feel like nothing

Day 1 (ByCian)

I'm Star