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i don’t wanna go, im so sick
took a dumb flick and post it
broke my heart and lost it
lost on drugs without it
digi so loud and eyes red
light a new red and dye it
golden ultraviolet 
i go ghost in Boston
i gotta get rid of these toxins 
my life next to nothing 
logging off in Allston (aaaah aaah)

Let’s take a break cuz I think I need to run away 
We meet up twice a week but never even conversate
I’m holding on to you 
I don’t know why I stay 
What we got is too way difficult  to try to recreate 
Everyday 
It’s hard to get up from my bed 
It’s hard existing with the thoughts that swirl inside my head 
I’m looking up at the sword that hanging by a thread
I’m getting thru my nights forgetting bout the words you said

lick the paper with your lip
slice it open, feel the prick
tear the veil and rip the slit
and scare me with the scissor snip
we can go out for a spin
but we both won’t say anything
i can take it on the chin 
but keep the edges from my skin
it’s the air, it’s feeling thin
start to crack just like my skin
needles in me feel like pins
it’s just you and me and him
we could sink or we could swim
i could drown or i’d get killed
stick to guns like iron will
consistency don’t fit the bill

Ooh, it's so hard to feel it right
Ooh, it's so hard to see the light
Had me feelin crazy but I'm coming back down
Mind was like maze until I turned this shit around
And ooh, it's so hard to see the light
So far, so far, I know
And ooh, gotta say I need you
And ooh, gotta say I'll hold you

girlcrush - moth interlude rmx (digi spoon cart mena theta)

theta @thetamancer