Flood

Istanbul (Not Constantinople)

Self Destruct

On the Rob - Cheap Dirty Horse

produced by yami's sin

this yearning i feel
x4

over and over
nowhere near ending
the pain keeps on going
i just wanna run away
x2

and i cant escape anymore
the thoughts in my head
the yearning i feel
and i cant hold out anymore
keep calling for me
its not all in my head

losing my mind again
cant find a way to ease it
put me on the medicine
bring me down yet again
dont know how to get out
got too tight a hold
why wont it let me go
i just wanna run away

and i cant escape anymore
the thoughts in my head
the yearning i feel
and i cant hold out anymore
keep calling for me
its not all in my head

keep calling for me
its not all in my head

this yearning i feel
x4

in my head (yamis sin)

The Plastic Soul

prod. sickboi

I hate 
my face 
almost wanna cry 
can’t take 
this shit 
who invented life? 
still can’t 
comprehend 
bad genetics 
I guess 
I’ll never 
ever get it 

can’t forget it 
I got bad genetics
always questioned 
wonder if God hates me 
feels like I been cursed 
I hate who I’m seeing 
in the mirror 
while I sit there seething 

rotting in my bedroom, social isolation 
dying in my bedroom, I am so frustrated 
worried bout my looks now I’m losing concentration 
I hate how I look might do self annihilation 

oh why
was I cursed with this life 
barely leave room I’m so tired of being judged 
I’m so fucking doomed i think i got bad luck 
my life is pathetic Im never finding love 

Self Destruct

The Trusted

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