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Big lips fill your moody face couldn’t tell you what i’d done wrong, you were a hard nut to crack but the pieces of kindness kept me along  when I brewed in the kitchen every time you were shortly there claimed you were heating your hands in the sink but we both knew the truth didn’t we? My guard was up but you broke it always asking how I felt it meant the world 2018 needed a time machine lost a huge part of me and I’ll never have it back 

And I love you, love you and I love you, love you

You were my partner in crime in jokes we’d keep to us copied my every move it was too cute and it ended too soon both snapped at each other all that tension was bound to break Christmas time I spoke out of bounds and the look in your eyes it killed me I wish I could of bottled up that feeling I had when you were by my side i’d be happy for a million life times months down the line though I apologised there was something that couldn’t come back to life the things we didn’t say if we could go back and change would that have saved the pain cause we both reached out but one’s palm was stuck in hesitancy 
director of the piece i’m editing the scene but the fragments are deceased and i’ll never have her back 

And I love you, love you and I love you, love you

Take me back take me back take me back take me back take me back take me back take me back take me back take me back take me back take me back take me back take me back

The Demon's Coke Binge

I <3

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Crash test dummy from a VR source shatters the windshield is a mangled corpse flattering image of a garden gnome mental gymnastics with a one word note excavated beaks a golf course membrane brows turn east at the scores 50 points of articulation with 100 mental illnesses/addictions 

And I don’t really care and I don’t really care and I don’t really care 

Castle fortress Montelimar exhibition of contemporary art mild disfigurement not square enough jaw i've got a doctor and a scarf to fix it gloopy toad pie buzzing kazoo made of polystyrene I’m allergic to glue "but look honey a clear Dubai sky let’s take a picture and show off our shallow lives" i’m building to my next i’m building to my next public meltdown sectioned once again i’m building to my next i’m building to my next public meltdown sectioned once again doctor take another step if I don't get respect i’ll tighten up this noose and fit it round my neck 

And I don’t really care and I don’t really care and I don’t really care 

It’s like you know when to quit but the world has punched a hole inside your wing and it’s takes you down the stratosphere and plummet in a fever dream and some won’t linger on to the past it only hurts until you bleed out on to the edge of the town but I won’t let the past die it makes no sense to throw away the things we look back on and see how far we have come fever dream reel me back and forth until I’m woozy searching a city for a cottage i’m feeling nostalgic do you remember when you were all this untapped potential? Neither do I but it’s not too late to take the time and hone your very latency and kick up a storm fever dream reel me back and forth in this coma

Well it’s gonna be a long time honey 'til you are more than mass produced money and don’t it make you feel so insecure? I remember though it’s a long time baby that you were just so innocent and lovely but that path won’t make your bank so secure give up your dreams just to be pleased with your existence but it’s too late now I’m too deep in this shit made my mind up a long time ago made my mind up a long time ago look out at the audience honey they're here for your public execution ain’t here to cheer you give the people everything what do they do to you you're just another spoke on the carousel but I still love you and everything that you will

Finale

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I said it out loud you can’t get close to me before it feels like all too familiar scenes wasn’t looking for this emotion breach punching shower walls now it’s out of reach and I can’t stomach the fact that you’re not with me girls follow feet after feet can’t seem to balance the beams and I know that silence fuels my insanity notes of hypocrisy don’t want to turn to speech

Glaciers in picture frames and ice cold thawed simulations glaciers in picture frames and ice cold thawed simulations

I know that you can’t help but try to spy on the lockdown code for my spongy side you pry beneath to pick at how I feel and my expressions never been one to seal all the hurt that I try to cage inside my eyebrows twist and contort when the notion lies he may just be the one to give you married life I think you’re waiting on me stunted I can’t reply 

Glaciers in picture frames and ice cold thawed simulations glaciers in picture frames and ice cold thawed simulations glaciers in picture frames and ice cold thawed simulations glaciers in picture frames and ice cold thawed simulations

Tell me you’re not right for me please tell me that you lied to me every time we share company so harmoniously it’s all smokescreens that’s why I’ll keep you in a glass frame emergency break removed in case we think it’s right get a stupid idea hindsight we can’t override I’ll admire you in all your glory wish well upon you and your story and find my way because happiness I can’t seem to find

Cult Engine

Glaciers In A Glass Frame

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Sadness finds me sadness finds me in a broken place in a hopeless state it finds me

The same routine isn’t working for the 7th time and I’d rather be alone than to be with one that might not necessarily tick every box usually it’s at the aftermath of a cosmic array of emotional pain and loss that bundles with a sense of hopelessness that  leaves me with a drying  stone in my chest but she quenches without a request and refills my lives I’m falling deeply in love but it’s not quite cause I don’t get what I need not entirely I’m hanging on 

To a receipt where the text has scratched off and the clerk behind the counter proceeds to scoff and while I um and I ah over my next move it finds me creeping up on the neck a gentle cheeky touch that always winds me up yes I enjoy the chase but never win the race now I’m counting up my days

My months and my years waiting patiently ‘till your schedule’s clear but how long will this consumption by fear find me? She’ll always be the perfect one but how many ones can one man line up I’m chasing fairy tales but can’t read a book a reminder that I’ll always fuck up and you’ve found me oh you’ve found me I thought that you really cared tell me what I felt wasn’t shared and you’ve moved past me and I’ll rise again but how many times can I get back up before

Sadness finds me sadness finds me in a broken place in a hopeless state it finds me sadness finds me sadness finds me in a broken place in a hopeless state it finds me always finds me

Sadness Finds Me

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Out of body O-Matic dial fiction for a space mechanic and shoot me out of my physical side and I will ride the clocks and rewrite time abra cadabra Las Vegas Nevada neon tubes on the strips road sides will I read the signs I missed the first time 

So much for being me but if I change the bad will I retain the good? Oh look at that it’s dust well I would disagree you can’t trade your life but build from the ground up oh your heart is enough

If I change up the scene a butterfly spies turn up the faculty and a black plant dies and if someone’s life gets cursed should I feel guilty shouldn’t I look out for me first? Those who ain’t funny try too hard and those who are it’s an emotional guard when anxiety wears your insides out top hat made of nervous system parts 'cause you brain shoots to depart but your heart chakra bench pressed like a machine part

So much for being me but if I change the bad will I retain the good? Oh lord look at that it’s dust well I would disagree you can’t trade your life but build from the ground up you are enough believe yourself don't shut it down believe in yourself don't you shut it down you are enough woo

Will I drift away? Will I drift away? Safety tether off and all the milky way dancing stars imploding have you ever truly been lost? Is this the worst feeling I guess not

Out Of Body O-Matic

The Milky Way's Remote

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Reminisce by the engines I don my tea towel cape isn’t often I long for comfort of simpler days when a scrape on the knee was the worst kind of pain I faced now I’ve had much hindsight to go ahead make the same mistakes 

But the highs come with the deepest lows the memories I’ve saved the people that have stayed I wouldn’t trade in no kind of way cause it’s my home but it’s missing one 

This time my gut feeling says and if I’m to wrought the wrong road that loops me back around constellations already found I’ll know you were the one I don’t want to die alone

Normandy SR2

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My compass is broken I’m no tinkerer I don’t have the heart to fix it yeah and right now I need those wings to swoop down and drag me up but those wings are in an alleyway dumpster all lifeless and cut up I know what’s wrong with me I’m too head strong to open my weakest wounds to others but I’m too weak in the head to accept that opening up will bring healing from others if you could change it all in hindsight would you?

Hard-lines your life untied from the torturing hands truth left undefined in time each step you climb brings a punishing trap hope dies on the vine

10 years on from now will it keep on rolling down? changes in my life I’m waiting on you now 10 years on from now will it keep on rolling down? changes in my life I’m waiting on you now 

Pin is pulled without a drop familiar scratch as the record stops the only sound is drowned as the shower sops onto a man who cries ‘till his eyeballs throb the tears and lumps form into a knot silenced so no one around heard the sobs keep it tight keep it tight keep it tight ‘cause it’s a heart that has deadlifted so much of that one sided love 

Hard-lines your life untied from the torturing hands truth left undefined in time each step you climb brings a punishing trap hope dies on the vine hard-lines your life untied from the torturing hands truth left undefined in time each step you climb brings a punishing trap hope dies on the vine

(10 years on from now will it keep on rolling down? changes in my life I’m waiting on you now 10 years on from now will it keep on rolling down? changes in my life I’m waiting on you now)

Granite State

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Rickety move when you suck the joy from my mood you up the levels like a jet fuelled vacuum polish the metal got my words gripped up in the vice the tip of my tongue holds the keys to your heart you’ll find

But we won’t break or subdue this awful mood that stubborn lovers can’t find room to conclude a stalemate okay on the count of 3 please baby put down your hate 

Oh you’re kidding yourself if you think you can resist it got my tilt globe on swivel like a whirling dervish tell me truthfully that you really deserve it your guide to heaven above an unmistakable

Colour me shocked if the awful sounds do resume of rumours twisted from the truth so far misconstrued I want to feel you again second chance I guess not it’s all on me now but I’ve lost my grip of the plot 

But we won’t break or subdue this awful mood that stubborn lovers can’t find room to conclude a stalemate okay on the count of 3 please put down your hate 

Oh you’re kidding me if you think you can resist it got my tilt globe on swivel like a whirling dervish tell me truthfully that you really deserve it your guide to heaven above an unmistakable love you’re kidding me if you think you can resist it got my tilt globe on swivel like a whirling dervish tell me truthfully that you really deserve it your guide to heaven above an unmistakable love your guide to heaven above an unmistakable 

Your guide to heaven above an unmistakable love your guide to heaven above an unmistakable

Whirling Dervish

Lyrics:

Take a peak of your souls horizon it scrapes off a piece of you the slice that can’t forgive and forget when they’re onto sunsets new alleviate the shame that festers the scars you caused will always rue she forgives but you hear in her eyes the fear you brought will always stew

If I could just get a word in but I have wasted my words on cruelty and lies regurgitated line after line now I’ll listen in silence put a pin in the violence 

Take a piece of your souls horizon use as teachings to complete your muse when I knew you were going through it refused to see good sense emotional rollercoaster could have pulled the break made it stop selfishness couldn’t face accepting what we had had now been lost even if it meant that you hated me I’d rather mean something than nothing the deepest cut I know I hung on like a scab ‘till it was peeled off

If I could just get a word in but I have wasted my words on cruelty and lies regurgitated line after line now I’ll listen in silence put a pin in the violence 

We made amends you said we’d still be friends but the sigh of relief was signalling the end ‘cause whilst things can mend you can’t capture lighting in a bottle again no no no and whilst there’s nothing left to show I needed you to know god I needed you to know I loved you so much please don’t go

Finale

The Watts

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