let my baby stay

i wanna feel the way a blue nile song sounds
i wanna walk across the rooftops
i wanna write a love song for someone 
for once

when i met you i thought we were onto something
but you were a lesson
put comfort and shame in a blender 
it won't meld together

i said too much
got embarrassed
wouldn't recommend it
hated your guts in the morning
missy said to end it

i need a reframe
regeneration
and a bit of understanding
a cut cord between two candles
baby, that's a happy ending

i wanted you to see me
i wanted you to want to walk me home
i didn't make it easy but i
don't have to tell you why i'm worth the time

so, baby, if you see me
pretend you didn't see me

theydevil

get embarrassed!

Thrill of her kill - New Keyboard Part Idea (01/13/23)

listen to your heart now
what is sayn 
is it working 
everything is fading away 
in an oblivion 
i can't hold on 
im not strong 
self deprecation 
weighing down on me 
becoming something that i don't wanna be 
there are two of me 
everything is fine 
i lie 
i look you in the eye 
i really wanna die 
all my feeling inside 
i want you to know 
that it's fine 
i do it all the time 
i run and i hide
i really need some advice 
listen to your heart 
is it working  
is it worth it  
what am i saying 
everything is fading away 
in an oblivion 
i can't hold on 
im not strong 
self deprecation 
weighing down on me 
seeing things i shouldn't see
becoming someone that i don't wanna be 
there are two of me
i run and i hide
i do this all the time 
i want you to know 
all my feeling inside 
i lie 
eveything is fine 
the look on your face 
you have this way 
i don't wanna get in the way 
i don't what to say 
listen to you heart
listen to your heart now
please listen to your heart 
just listen to your heart
please listen 
just listen  
what is it saying 
eveything is fading away 
in an oblivion 
i can't hold on 
im not strong 
self deprecation 
weighing down on me 
seeing things i shouldn't see
becoming someone i wouldn't wanna be 
there are two of me
you have this way 
i don't wanna get in the way 
i pretend eveything is fine 
i lie a lot 
i do it all the time 
everything is fine

PROD BY BUN BUN https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wig1vsKt4q4

is it work'n (prod. bun bun)

some place afar
i wanna sit in front of a volcano

distant affairs
i wanna stop but its so hard to say no

and theres a crack down the road
i can see it from a month away

rush in
jump in
im ready to erupt
youre ready to erupt too

suffering
in the ash
but hey, its breathing
its what we do

rush in/volcano/milotic???

featuring FrankKing, produced by Pillowsnake

lyrics:

You dont gotta worry, aint nobody comes here
Don't you worry, don't you worry now

I park my car across the street
It's not too far, a little treat
That dream you had ain't gonna help you here
Whether affair or dealing drugs
A fallen man, a couple thugs
That dream you had ain't gonna help you here

no one really comes here (w/ FrankKing)

I think I'm better off alone
At least for now
I really think I mean it somehow 
Unlike the last time
Or the last last time
I fed it into their ears to make them think I wasn't undone

And it took a day or two 
But really a month felt straining to the tooth
But now I feel loose
The weight is gone and
I think I can finally say
I think I'm better off alone

Better Off

three-day benders lair stomachs of love thank u

Yes Baby

ill douse myself with kerosene
because its hot when you are mean
a figment of my dirty dreams and rot

you got the chemical and match
i'm paranoid when i relax
don't need a better half for fucking up

i soak, you throw the molotov
turn down the heat when i get soft
its volatile and toxic but explosive when it's blasting off

just adding to the oil spill
think i'd be dead if eyes could kill
the rubble of the aftermath was too easily worth the thrill

Gabi Denny's Album

kerosene

thank you to all friends who contributed a remix and everyone who listened to the album. it means a lot :)

Album Artwork by márton (marutonkun)
Mastered by Morgan Beausang

Buy the album here:
https://henryearnest.bandcamp.com/album/dream-river-2000

all money going to small trans library dublin