Don’t read it because she’s lying (she knows it so she shows it). Don’t think this much at home. If u got platitudes in yo head…..JUST DONT SAY EM.

Feels like a lie like my heart is going to pump out of my chest. A lie about my conventionality to people that don't matter, also a lie about my growth to people that do. A lie about my person to everyone. There is a schism of where I am and where I want to be that can only be achieved by long term investment but I just crave crave crave crave to be instantly gratified. LOL. I should not delete this stupid caption to acknowledge the shame of self-betrayal and the wound it leaves. I write this to depart from the dead skin but not dispose of it. Read and weep at All these dumb platitudes that aren't even funny. Because all these funny insincere words are just me lying to everyone like I used to. To everyone's long-term detriment but to postpone a short-term realization of shame. Because I am literally too guilty all the time to even bear a moderate average amount of shame. I want to be stronger than this but I'm trapped in the cyclical need for strength to handle the shame I feel constantly but lie about to not confront because Ultimately I lack that strength but I need the strength, I need to break the cycle. Sorry for the dumb caption originally. I want to be as funny as I can even when I'm incapable because I don't want to be alone. I need constant validation even though I am self aware of the fact I should try to be strong enough to stand alone with an internal understanding that I am valid. I want this to be temporary, so I am sorry for the time being where I am not where I want to be. I will achieve this growth by the correct and most sustainable means, however long it takes.

FebMar 23

4kae & Friends

jersey club

booty mix

just a fun flip i did trying to learn ableton lol, serious projects coming soon!!

follow @lakimisalive !
https://linktr.ee/lakimisalive

follow me here @six28!
linktr.ee/six28music
twitter.com/six28music
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s/o to the homie @gonzsss for showing me around ableton, i'd be hella lost without u bro xD

Lakim - Pimp Named Slickback [six28 club edit]

##TWERKNATION28 #

TwerkNation x Computer World (BF LOVESTORY)

@y4ndere @h1yori

i rest my head and sleep pretending
that i am fine and that i never let you down
fall in this cycle of unwanted actions
suicidal an unconscious state of mind x2

thinking back
i realize
i was too blind
now my heart is numb
you were never honest
this time i can tell
you always break your promise
wish i could be indifferent
my brain is in dissonance
  
this burden that i carry
wish you could see thru my eyes
you said that i should grow up but
you could never live my life
and i would never trade it 
i know that ill make it thru
the night, ill be fine

ive been self reflective lately
i know i cant fix everything 
but it feels like im running out of air
every time i wake up and youre not there

fine「prod. yandere + hiyori」

diddo 💭↗️✨

https://soundcloud.com/ug00001 collab w/ the fire ahh part‼️💥
FOLLOW THEM NOW

junko enoshima my beloved
dang it grandpa

"TRIGGER HAPPY HAVOC" #jerseyclub

betrayed 「prod. yandere」

this must be what crazy feels like

inst: 
rauw alejandro & tainy - pensondate
acapella:
xg - left right

instagram.com/namyucore
twitter.com/namyucore
youtube.com/@namyucore
tiktok: namyucore

left right by xg but the song is reggaeton (rauw alejandro x xg mashup)

Subway Surfers @elxnce #JerseyClub

I had more ambitions with this to be honest but I didnt want it to get boring and I didn't wanna release another track that I only liked half of. SO yeah hopefully you guys fuck With this funny ass remix. Yeah

Original song. https://soundcloud.com/gingaloid/dropout

I have sampled this song so many times, I think every single song in January from 27-31 uses this. So yeah basically my plan is Um this is the last time basically hopefully. Yeah

I plan on doing some more vocal stuff soon probably lots of my friends have been inspiring me. But also I have never posted to the 4kae sound cloud sooo Maybe i should do that as well and get my kpop swag on. Oh and more collabs. Looks like ive got lots to do

Thank U And Good Bye. Lol

high school rmx #4KAE

Addison Rae -  Obsessed Dltzk jersey remix [2021] creds: sefy on yt

Remix with @jojosdream 

Original: https://soundcloud.com/trekkie-trax/carpainter-pam-feat-onjuicy

PAM!!! feat. Onjuicy (ishikorogirl & jojo’s dream Remix)

@jojosdream
@im-eqal

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/bfc23d'>Download for free on The Artist Union</a>

Shiny - Single

Free Download

JoJo's Dream & eqal - Shiny

Me and @noguchii worked together to make a jersey club flip of "Red Velvet - Peek A Boo". Hope y'all like it!

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/dj-dj-kiki for playing this remix live
https://twitter.com/2579v/status/1139526938333077504

Follow Red Velvet:
http://redvelvet.smtown.com
http://www.youtube.com/redvelvet 
http://www.facebook.com/RedVelvet

Follow noguchii: @noguchii

FREE DOWNLOAD

Red Velvet - Peek A Boo (noguchii & nabil! flip)

https://soundcloud.com/noguchii

Original:
https://soundcloud.com/ravetoolz/rave-tool-41

TRENDY(EMPYREAN TEARS BOOTLEG) [noguchii Edit]

prod: yandere
vocals: kerosene + crescent
lyrics written by: yandere + crescent

Stream us on Spotify! https://open.spotify.com/artist/5EyYculuuhEIKCu9IClSV7

"TRIGGER HAPPY HAVOC" #jerseyclub

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