[PP03] P1x - New Vision

This audio isn't intended for you to understand, although subconsciously id like to think few of you do understand.

Reptileblood

composed/played by me,,,hi 
{I will write more details later of the context of the song but it deals with my mental health and other issues I've been having recently even more now with my mental issues. I hope I make sense, sometimes I feel like I dont, but somehow ppl still understand? ok bye} <3 
 "imagine living In a similar world to others expect, you see, hear, feel, experience complete different things that seem fictional or supernatural yet no one sees, hears, feels or experiences those things. They only see basic material life. it feels very alienated...yet very magical, like your own personal portal or void"

imnotreal.yournotreal.nonofthisisreal

,, I'm sorry for the delay and so many of u have been patient with me and I appreciate the everlasting FUCK out of u  <3,,,,

voicesinmyhead

:2020freeways<way9>

“I jusT WanNA see Mah RAinn”


I’ve been way to fucked uppp
I’ve been way to liiit//
Gotta go nd get it clipped up  
No you can’t relate (ain’t seen shit)//
🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫
Yea I’m living on my own lane
I know I got 2 lives
Separated all my drug shit 
I just gotta get my grind//
🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫
All these MFs way to
hitting up my wand/🪄
And I know I gotta gun 
Igotitstrappedup
ANd I know my dome and my mom don’t AProve on tHAT
Yet ima go and try to get it
On my owwnn 
*.•And I fucking told u b4 
But you don’t hear me back then ://
..ima go and get it now 
getitgetit down
getitgetit 
*.•
I’VE BEEN RUNNING WAY TO MUCH IN MY FAKE SHIT
I’vE beeNputting way to much oN THIS MIC THIS
I CanNOt even Function at 
No function  
I be rollin-in-deep
Bitch I go wit ittt
I be Pourinin lean and I can’t feel NON🫗🫗
..from my stomachtomytoesimfuckin NUMB
Gotta go strapped up 
I gotta leaveeee
*•. No one sees me.. 
     No one hears me..
     THO YOU HEAR ME🎧🎧🎧🎧🎧🎧🎧
     YUH!YUH!
     But you don’t know me….
     No you Dnt Know Me DEEEP CUH🔘
*•.

Riddin on affliction I just go 
without-
Anyones approval and I know 
it’s clout-
For all these fucking bitches on my DiCK
Somehow-
Livin like I Leveled ⬆️ 
And I know I gotta get it While I’m past 10
💫
✨
🌟
☁️
¡CASh OUT THE LIGHT AND~I~CANT~see NON!🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫
I JUST SEE THE LIIIGGHHT!!✨✨✨🌫🌫
YEA I SEE THESES STAAARRRS💫⭐️✨🌫
 💫
and I gotta go and KEeP it💫✨⭐️🌟🌟🌫
   ✨.             🌟.         💫
AN I GOTTA GO AND KEep It⭐️✨🌟💫✨
         💫.                    ✨      🌟
⭐️✨💫🌟✨💫⭐️🌟🌟✨✨💫💫🌫✨⭐️💫🌟⭐️🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌟✨🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫
🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫

'YOUHAVE13MINS'

<Prod.Whyyshe>

LYRICS:

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I hate
I hate
I hate I have to do this like
evry single 🌘
Babee know that 
I dnt want the🩸stains on my💧
//
And I just see the light 
light of blue shades In the mind,, 
I just keep on caving in with what they see
 And it control my 🧠
                Half ImALso To the F**kIn Point wheERE I JUSt STAY-AWAY From,eeveryone
Cuz they don’t evn understand the Hive of what my mental mind-goes-Thruuu~~
I Dnt wanna explain that2u 
 an hVe to f**kin get all “Along” “
>All the drugs bullshit that I go thru<
(🪦🔫)(🪦💉)(🪦💊)(🪦💊)(🪦💊)

Why am I sorry? Idk😰😅
Why am I dieing? I don’t know..😖
Wishi couldtellyouthis 
And I could give u, better, more!

And let me
 don’t ask me 
I wish I was just
 leaving slowly
An I can’t do that 
 no I got no choice 
An I can’t do that 
 why you think I make noise 
And all my sounds inside my room 
An I cannot see 
From the Hole 
it like a polaroid opposite 
But I’m seeing em thru the wall
Yea I see “nothing”
They tell me 
“It’s toxic” 
I see “nothing” 

//~lives inside my wall
             i cave in,,
             in what they do an what they tellme
I cannot see anyones grounded thoughts 
Nothing shattering besides me
An I listen to you RIDDER 
  Yea
  “Your body yea controls me”(😵‍💫🔫)
I listen to you MASTER
Even wish I could see no one..
I listen to the voices they say 
“Everything is gonna be alright” 😵‍💫😭😭😖😭🤭
I listen to everything I said,,,
Even tho I feel like it’s not right..
I know I shouldn’t,, 
I shouldn’t escape…

      I shouldn’t,
 I shouldn’t escape ….


-This song is about you Ridder-

itsdarkhere

🕳 welcome..
~\\\💿
@lucywav
@rivixrp
@thinkiexist
            -;;”,,/////‘…

-./Intro2thegate

<Prod.@antent

      -LYRICS-

(On my knees)
(I’m sorry)
(Kill my lease)
(I’m sorry)
Where in the sky?
All I see is my fault…
Why don’t they answer?
Why don’t they hear?
Even if I called u at the front
(DONT LEAVE)
No one to answer
 no one to hear
I’m fucking sorry it’s not enough 
Apologies get me so fucked up 
And I know I could of been that better 1
/////
Now your 6 feet under 
And it’s my 
Faaaulllt
I should of gave u 
more 
Gave-u-all 
I didn’t know your life
Would cost it ALLL
I’m sorry I didn’t go down
On down FALLL
I’m sorry your cluttered Mind
My pain and cause 
I should of been there 
to comfort you 
Right from the start 
Let You walk to a stray window 
“Shattered by your handsomeness 
And dark hallow thoughts” 
Bored and yet so empty 
Because of my thoughts💭

-🪦

`''/NOS

??me and my twin no1iee>>> 1st track evr

@thinkiexist
@24hourpsycho

👁‍🗨🎃\\-24hourpsycho

𝙽𝚘𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚢ꨄꨄ

Your reality. isn't my reality

~MOTHGATE~

'YOUHAVE13MINS'

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