IF IT DOESN'T HURT NOW THEN DID YOU EVER REALLY FEEL IT

If you could do it right then… [Soundcloud Exclusive]

[Lyrics:]
Pain it fucking hurts, but also holds me like a glove
So if pain it fucking hurts, tell me what’s the point in love?

If I’m buried within dirt
Left to die within deserts 
If the main course is my curse
Tell me what’s left for dessert 

What’s the point in waking up;
When staying up makes me feel worse?
Light a joint to wake me up,
Popping ritz to do work 

What’s the point in sobering up;
If I need drugs for me to learn?
What’s the joy in growing up;
When friendships hurt you the worst?

And so this darkness, in my heart has
Became all I can feed 
Growth with starkness in your heart as
Reflection to what you see 
Reflecting, refraction, bounce on back
What’s truly obscured to me
I can’t tell if I’m still acting, 
I fear what I can truly (fucking) be

Fight me
All you do is fight me
I’m not gonna fight man
If you do it right then
I know that you like me
It’s like you wanna fight me
I’m not gonna cry then 
If you could do it right…

I care more than anyone 
That’s not a boast it hurts.
I fear any second you’ll be gone
Because death it always lurks

I feel little love from anyone
Because love is not a word 
I feel little care from everyone
If they schedule entering my world

Fight me
All you do is fight me
I’m not gonna fight man
But if you do it right then…
I know that you like me
But it’s like you wanna fight me
So if you do it right then…
Oh if you could do it right then…

For friendship, friendship, friendship
Oh for fucks sake I put in work

So just end it, end it, end it
They can’t do right man
Just fucking learn. 

Friends will mimic all your ailments
Just to fit in, and to lurk
But when you suffer those ailments
Mimics don’t help, they just hurt
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Written By: Zachary Milne
Producer: Zane98
Mix Artist Zoch Music
Mastering Engineer: Zoch Music
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© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

RSD II

If you do it right then...

If you do it right then… [Prod. Zane98]

AReO - High Life

This just a fun freestyle if I had a verse on young nudy's song Hell Shell I hope y'all enjoy I messed up a lil bit but gonna get there fosho 💯🤞🏾✨

Thankful for the ones who be listening and constantly supporting I love y'all gang this our year I appreciate y'all frfr 🖤🕷️

As always we taking off 👨🏾‍🚀🚀✨

Hell Shell Freestyle

AND I STILL SPEND MY NIGHTS AWAKE (MARS RETROGRADE)

Philter

The song stimulates optimistic thinking about life. Although sometimes difficult, it is worth pursuing goals. This is a VIP Mix of one of my oldest Tracks :). Composed 1994. 

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Pre-Save-Link: https://ffm.to/zgkorx0

Vocals and cowriting the lyrics: Rudiger (LA), Produktion: Jimmy Deer (LA).

IF IT DOESN'T HURT NOW THEN DID YOU EVER REALLY FEEL IT

This is Treason