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I think I am better off dead
Do or die don’t live life with regret
In the night until the moon sets
It was there when there was no one left
I am one with my darkness
I’m so cold I can see my breath
I don’t know where my hearts been
I always feel so fuckin depressed 

I think everyone likes to leave me 
To see me on the floor bleeding
I got some problems that they aren’t believing 
Until another cut they are seeing 
Got so much rage that I keep in me
Don’t let it stop this is part of the sequence
No one can judge me cuz you cannot be me
I’m my own god, in the end I will be free

Tell me how to maintain
Stuck in my damn brain
Stuck in my damn pain 
Better days seem, to stay so far away
I’ve gotta try so hard, to stop me from fuckin departing 

I think I am better off dead
Do or die don’t live life with regret
In the night until the moon sets
It was there when there was no one left
I am one with my darkness
I’m so cold I can see my breath
I don’t know where my hearts been
I always feel so fuckin depressed 

Minds burning like the holes in my chest
I do what feels right, till nothings left
When my times up, will it all be fuckin spent
Cuz every day I’m trying my best
Like Ken I’m muh fuckin hellbent
I’m no Angel imma demon
My whole life I have been different 
This void I must fuckin embrace it

Void (prod. Puhf)

lyrics~

Lately I’ve been feeling so much, I feel nothing
Will my emptiness ever become whole?
What happened to me? I stopped running
To find reason in, what I’m living for
It ends in hate, every time I try loving
I wonder if I will die all alone
I don’t know how to explain these emotions 
I guess I’ll try and give it a go

I’m fucked up, I’m so numb
I’m the not the kid you once loved
My heart and soul have been crushed
Now I’m stuck here fuckin breathing in dust

Why does it feel so right to want to end my life?
My whole life, it’s felt wrong to fuckin stay alive
I don’t know if I will make it through the night
But, whatever happens, know it’ll be alright

I’ve been in my head, wishing I was dead
Wouldn’t mind if someone filled my brain with led 
No, I don’t regret what I fuckin said
When I cry for help, all alone I’m left

I’ve been fucking breakin, I can’t fuckin take it
Each day I feel more pain, so I always say it
Does anyone believe in what I’m fuckin makin
When my time comes, I won’t run, I will fuckin face it

Stuck fading
I’m caving in
You can’t save me now
I’m decaying 
Mistaken
Forsaken
When I fucking die
I’ll awaken

Apathetic (prod. Blank)

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Baddest Witch Of The West

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DEAD (prod. aquinaswc)

14 Love Songs (Prod. XANAX)

Featuring Artist:
https://soundcloud.com/graffitihall

Taken from the album Ratrose

Eyes snap open, wake in my apartment
shit man, why is everything so darkened
by the grey cloud just above my eyes
resting, waiting for my demise

all these walls they start to breathe
everything’s just collapsing
all on me, all on you
breaking us just in two

manic depression, wasn’t my intention
hurting me? Wasn’t the question
burning your cigarettes onto my skin
making everything working for him

I wish I could have seen it coming
Blindsided by the back of the hand
Blacking out, evading doubt
You claim its all the clout

Coming up empty, coming up cold,
Stab me in the front then you take control
Everyone has taken you for granted
now that you got your hold

Coming up empty, coming up cold,
Stab me in the front then you take control
What do you have to say for yourself?
When you want to point the blame

tremor (Ft Tr!pp)

White Lights Looking Over The Seas
We're In A Dark Place Do You Still Think Of Me
I Know We're Broken Both You And I
We'll Be Fine Come With Me Madame

White Lights Looking Over The Seas
We're In A Dark Place Do You Still Think Of Me
I Know We're Broken Both You And I
We'll Be Fine Come With Me Madame

I Know I Got Things To Improve On
And I Hope You Remember That Love Song We Played

Easier Times That's For Sure
But That Was Last Year Now I Love You More
Take Away My Things I Don't Need Them
But I Need You , You're My Horseshoe

White Lights Looking Over The Seas
We're In A Dark Place Do You Still Think Of Me
I Know We're Broken Both You And I
We'll Be Fine Come With Me Madame
Easier Times That's For Sure
But That Was Last Year Now I Love You More
Take Away My Things I Don't Need Them
But I Need You , You're My Horseshoe

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Madame (Prod.Smokerose)

Broken (prod. Fraxille)

Empty And Hollow (prod. Young Murda)

Written and recorded by @Alainite
Produced by @in-bloom-757395817 x @hellosloani
Mixed & Mastered by @hellosloani
Artwork by @ScottySplash

Been spending so much time watching all these clouds go by
Yeah I don't waste my time with you
Sit and waste the day so high thinking 'bout the sight of you
But I'd do it again and again and again

And I promise that I'll find time
To be the last thing you'll see tonight
I made a promise that I'll find time
To be the last thing you'll see tonight

To be the last thing you'll see tonight
To be the last thing you'll see tonight
And I've been trying harder, I do it all for you
To be the last thing you'll see tonight
Cos girl you're worth the fight, oh
Yeah girl you're worth the fight

Yeah I been grinding days and through nights trying to get your heart in sight
I got no time to waste at all
I sit here rolling green through the night thinking 'bout you by my side
And I'd do it again and again and again

And I promise that I'll find time
To be the last thing you'll see tonight
I made a promise that I'll find time
To be the last thing you'll see tonight

To be the last thing you'll see tonight
To be the last thing you'll see tonight
And I've been trying harder, I do it all for you
To be the last thing you'll see tonight
Cos girl you're worth the fight, oh
Yeah girl you're worth the fight
Yeah girl you're worth the fight

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Worth The Fight (Prod. In Bloom)

yeah so thank you I watch you leave all again
you know I hate you, yeah you don’t understand
oh yeah so thank you, you push me down all again
you know I hate you when things get so out of hand

Yeah yeah 

im that kid that didn’t learn shit yeah
emotionally stunted from my ex bitch yeah
always hitting me up on the flip phone yeah
got me back on the drugs I didn’t want to be like this

cus your teeth are putting pressure outside my neck
I feel like my throat is closing up
your eyes are burning deeply straight through my skin
when I see you  im frozen up

I don’t even remember much of our time together
but it still comes back to me in my sleep
cus I still feel like im drowning in my sheets
Every day I feel like im getting more weak

an empty void where you said you’d let go
cus theirs nothing like your love
its the only one I’ve ever known
im not ok, im so fatigued.

you stretch the skin off my bones
im just an empty vessel you call home

yeah cus im so use to it, so sick of it
yeah im just plagued by anxiety and depression
cus im not coping not hoping anymore
I know you’ll come back to take me apart

DEAD (prod. aquinaswc)

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