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rics:
I better watch where i walk or ill murder the pope
Get on my side so i dont sit here throw up and choke
Look at the world is this some kind of sick fucking joke
I dont know i dont know
What do i know, i know
Youre overrated i cant relate
You play favorites get out of my face
I need a key to open this gate
Self reverend but i cant be saved
I burn bridges in favor of letting you go
Id be happier if this world didn't exist i know

I could go round for round
On the edge of a new sound
On the edge of all my doubts
I might make it out then

Im a two faced whore
You a fake bitch just stop it
Spit in ur pudding and god damn face
Thats the end of the discussion
Whats being nice?
We listen to your songs on mute like wow
Howd you convince everyone you were so confident
Scratching my head like how
Charismatic with the cameras on
I know the real you now
She gave me good head no need for masturbate (yup)
Look at the time
Pull a bad bitch o clock today 
Put your whole pride on my god damn plate

What the gosh darn freaking fuck do they want me to say
Oh yeah
No on gives a god damn fuck anyway

You conniving dirty dog (arf!)
Only good dogs don't go to hell
Roll over i see the same insecurities that i see inside myself
Might be a problem with the water where we grow
Whos the child inside of me
I hardly know :(
We don't wanna grow older
Reinvent myself
But i don't think i wanna die again

So tell me what you meant then
I dont wanna be a memory
Fuck up my life til they hate me
Nat, im so sorry. 
But i need something i can die for
I need something i can die for
I need something i can 

(just live)

Youve been acting like a pussy
Cant even keep your back straight
Think i lost my head lately
Im being nice until they fuck me
I thought itd be easy
I didnt know what i need
Metal burns inside my core

I had dreams that metamorphosis was possible
Imagine i could ground me up and remold from this bowl.

metamorphosis

thoughts piercing through my brain real slow
she got a new man I don’t even wanna know 
taking new sedatives on your own 
no fight back think you ‘bout to blow
where’s your fight back? 
drugs got you on your knees I don’t like that 
room spinning too fast ‘bout to fall back 
hooked on the same shit that’s a call back 
that’s a call back 

wait one second
i’m just tryna figure out
no regressing
when you’re mixing with my doubt 
saw you switching at the green light go
burning tyres in the daylight
so 

paint my nails so you hold my hand 
i got a million kind of feelings I don’t understand 
baby be like contraband 
when she wake up 
in my bed wearing nothing but her makeup
blood dripping from your hand do you gotta drag it out?
something wrong with your romance you still try to figure out 
how you always look better in the mirror 
you’re finally screaming out my name I can’t hear ya 

she try to get into my head too slow 
compare me to her man like why the fuck I wanna know

wait one second
i’m just tryna write your name down
no regressing 
such a fool for the crowd 
time is precious
leave me on my own

sedatives

mixed and mastered by me
produced by offsen1

lyrics:
Is it you or is it me who's fuckin up?
not sippin lean im sippin water in this double cup
g-g-get on my fuckin nerves im finna act up
pussy boy he runnin to his friends for some backup
razorblade kept under my tongue
r-r-run and hide but your still done
ill beat you to a bloody pulp like im baki
see you in the street i'll bring the heat like a taki

backup (prod. offsen1)

Dope (nightiger & w0kki)

the !

art by my lovely wife ig: (@impolybius) 
produced by @thisisaeonic

no drive (prod. aeonic)

FIRST HALF IS CRSDCWBY 
@crsdcwby
https://linktr.ee/crsdcwby
SECOND HALF IS ME :D

Depersonalization

lustri x crsdcwby - Depersonalization

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