big red one! #gx [prod. curtains]

i don’t know if i’m ready
but you’re acting so petty
she said what’s the problem i said there’s too fucking many
i don’t know if i regret it
i wish i could forget it
but if i said i love you then you know i fucking meant it

still beats another night alone in silence 
if i could change myself i’d tell myself to try and hide it
this type of feeling got me feeling like i cannot fight it
make our time together last as we both keep on lying

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

catch me if i fall when i’m out of rope
hear me when i talk but you fucking don’t
it’s hard to receive any of my attention
but you’re so god damn lovely i’m distracted

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

don’t know why i’ve been so bitter so long after the fact

your memory dug my emotions up they just keep flooding back
and every time im in bed alone i’m running back again

i'm running back again

not looking for guidance alone on the road i still put on the mileage
looking for peace but don't see it inside when i’m closing my eyelids
remember been searching forever so long and i still cannot find it
taking a break cannot make me feel better believe me i’ve tried it

always have issues with not being satisfied i am my father's son
i tried to keep it together but i guess she’s not the one

i am so sorry for the way that i reacted
it takes practice

regret

deko - mythbusters [prod. spyrosocold]

COMPIALTION PROJECT WITH ME YAMEII LIL HARD DRIVE AND FRIENDS! i love you guys <3

CHOP EM w THE BLADE

u asked for this -_-

i'm back :3 i tried to mix my new style with my olddd hope yall like <3

lyrics:

Why you causing a fuss?
Now we tying you up
Why you pause?
Better run
Oh you jumping the gun

Try to hide i'ma find
Got the night on my side
Watch you die in my mind
Then we robbing you blind

Why you causing a fuss?
Now we tying you up
Why you pause?
Better run
Oh you jumping the gun

Try to hide i'ma find
Got the night on my side
Watch you die in my mind
Then we robbing you blind

Break that shit
And we take everything to
Break that shit

Covered in blood
I like the taste
Unsheathe the blade
Put it right in his face

Why you causing a fuss?
Now we tying you up
Why you pause?
Better run
Oh you jumping the gun

Try to hide i'ma find
Got the night on my side
Watch you die in my mind
Then we robbing you blind

Why you causing a fuss?
Now we tying you up
Why you pause?
Better run
Oh you jumping the gun

Try to hide i'ma find
Got the night on my side
Watch you die in my mind
Then we robbing you blind

I got red in my eyes
And leave you paralyzed
I'm not telling you twice
Like be warned I'm precise

I got all of my goons
Round this entire room
Now you fucked I presume
Then I stare at the moon

And I try to change but I cant
And I tried to find where he ran

Yea I looked around and all
Even inside the walls
Fuck I'm going off
I feel invincible

I feel invincible
You look predictable
How fucking typical
I turn you digital

I wanna break it all
I'm not a fake at all
And we taking off
I feel invincible

Why you causing a fuss?
Now we tying you up
Why you pause?
Better run
Oh you jumping the gun

Try to hide i'ma find
Got the night on my side
Watch you die in my mind
Then we robbing you blind

Why you causing a fuss?
Now we tying you up
Why you pause?
Better run
Oh you jumping the gun

Try to hide i'ma find
Got the night on my side
Watch you die in my mind
Then we robbing you blind

Break that shit
And we take everything to
Break that shit
And we take everything out

STREAM

FE4R

Lyrics_

Your voice echoes soft 
Everything comes with a cost
This life i made is tearing me apart

The years are burning away
But, i still feel the same
My bones will wither away
But my ghost will remain

I built a house of cards
Only to watch it fall
A haunting dissonance
Melodies that never resolve

The doctor gave me pills
Prescription chemicals
As i walk through the gate
I ran into a wall

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Misery chose me
But baby you’re the only one who really knows me
I flew so high when i came down
I had a nosebleed 

I suffocate on the words
I can’t say
I’m choking
Memories corroding 

Its been so long since i felt like myself
Desperate for help
Are you there?
Can you hear me?

Im sick of saying the same shit in all of these songs
Ive been hanging by a thread for way too long

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

don’t go

Rocket Town

the first project in the series Moonkid in Oseanworld: Crystalline, 15 songs and story behind the project. stay tuned for episode/music videos on me and oseans youtube channels.

u asked for this -_-

deko 🌙