i don't wanna become an adult. i'll have to go out and associate with everything i hate personified--moral failure. please don't let me suffer much. muah ily

I've gotten "stronger" but my grip has gotten weaker. I can't even hold onto good memories anymore.

i love you all and i wish everyone the best. God gives you guidance and great things will come, i promise. we're all trying our best here, and it's okay.

it’s literally the deflated tire of alt rock songs, idk why y’all are getting sad over something this average

Bro this how my life is just like this song

Some of the songs he used to use and some other ones I added to go ride

cold_R6

hello handsome x school rooftop (blade runner edit)

Structure (Demo)

1234

Pretend

Dramamine

but i promise.. I won't fail again. Anakin x Blue void (slowed+reverb+bass boosted)

“I am so lonely.” - Conquest x Nope you’re too late I already died

2 Demos

My Kind of Woman (Instrumental)

This Old Dog

Watching Him Fade Away

Deathconsciousness

A Quick One Before the Eternal Worm Devours Connecticut

Sensitive G

Cocaine Sunday

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

how to never stop being sad

Transmission, Flux

Stars Will Fall

Stratosphere

Constellations

Inside Out

Contemporary Movement

Me and the Birds

The original song goes to the owner Coyote Theory.
I do not own this music I just slowed it down so I wouldn't get copyright claimed.

(hopefully...)

Inside Out

Duster

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