Her kiss was honey... thick and slow,
But it burned like fire from the get-go.
Eyes like dusk on a heatwave night,
Told me everything... but not what’s right.

She danced like smoke on a porch light breeze,
Talked ‘bout forever like a southern tease.
I fell for the ghost of who she might be,
Now I’m drinkin' her memory... bitter and free.

Her kiss like fire, but I’d go again,
Even if it leaves me scarred like sin.
She was mercy wrapped in a hurricane —
And I loved her most when she caused me pain.
Yeah, I still feel the spark in the rain…

She left lipstick on my cigarette pack,
Now every drag pulls me right back.
A heart like hers don’t settle or stay,
Just leaves ashes where love used to lay.

I built a home from matchsticks and pine,
She lit it up with a kiss so fine.
Told myself it was fate, not mistake,
But I still taste her every breath I take.

Her kiss like fire, but I’d go again,
Even if it leaves me scarred like sin.
She was mercy wrapped in a hurricane —
And I loved her most when she caused me pain.
Yeah, I still feel the spark in the rain…

Ain’t no map for a heart this lost…
No compass when the needle’s been crossed.
I chased her shadow across that field...
And kissed the flame ‘cause it made me feel.

Her kiss… like fire…
Still burns… under my skin…
Still comes… back again…

Dust & Steel

Kiss Like Fire

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Lyrics:

I found a map in the stars tonight
But it led me nowhere
Just dim light
Every road was you
Every turn was blind

Do I follow the pull
Do I stand still
You’re the only gravity I feel

Lost in your eyes
No need to be found
World fades away
No up no down
Lost in your eyes
It’s where I’ll stay
No path
No plan
Just drift away

Your gaze
A maze
No end in sight
A riddle wrapped in velvet twilight
No escape
But I don’t even fight

Lost in your eyes
No need to be found
World fades away
No up no down
Lost in your eyes
It’s where I’ll stay
No path
No plan
Just drift away

Every blink’s a door I’ll never open
Every tear’s a word you’ve left unspoken
I’d stay forever in this ocean

Lost in Your Eyes

Man desires girl that he's known most of his life. Now is his time. Hopefully...

New Tattoo

Song Description – Elohim’s Lament
A slow-burning, smoky country ballad where the Divine sings to Itself through the voice of a broken soul. Elohim’s Lament is the sound of the sacred forgetting, one who once held the stars in their mouth, now sitting alone in a dark room, remembering what was lost when the body forgot the soul. With gentle guitar, weeping steel, and whispered breath, this song carries the ache of a god exiled in flesh, longing for the unity of He, She, and Them in the One. It’s not just a song, it’s a confession across lifetimes.

Elohim's Lament (Remastered) (Remix)

Some say the world is built on rules

Yo, studiowhitebird community! 🐦🏜️ Our new single is a trip to the middle of nowhere. It's called 'Dis is so borin'."
"This ain't for the upbeat crowd. This is a real deal, raw country blues track for anyone who's ever felt like the world just stopped. With a slow, mournful guitar and a deep voice from a guy who's seen it all, this song is about bein' stuck with nothin' to do and a heart that aches for a change. It's sad, it's real, and it's a mood."
"Listen now to 'Dis is so borin' and feel the heat of the dusty road."

Hallo, studiowhitebird-Community! 🐦🏜️ Unsere neue Single ist eine Reise ins Nirgendwo. Sie heißt 'Dis is so borin'."
Das ist nichts für die optimistische Menge. Das ist ein echter, roher Country-Blues-Track für jeden, der das Gefühl hatte, dass die Welt einfach stillsteht. Mit einer langsamen, wehmütigen Gitarre und einer tiefen Stimme von jemandem, der alles gesehen hat, geht es in diesem Song darum, festzustecken, nichts zu tun zu haben und ein Herz zu haben, das sich nach Veränderung sehnt. Er ist traurig, er ist echt und er ist eine Stimmung.
"Hört jetzt 'Dis is so borin' und spürt die Hitze der staubigen Straße."

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Dis is so borin

A cinematic, acoustic memoir of Southern twilight. Across 11 tracks, it weaves porchlight intimacy with gospel grit, blending Chicago blues, Motown warmth, and folk storytelling into a cohesive emotional arc.

Train to Nowhere

Velvet Shadows

My New Album Delta Dusk & Soul will be releases on a streaming platforms November 6th. This is a sneak preview for SoundCloud only. Let me know what is your most memorable song!

Delta Crossroads

Sometimes I Cry

"Losing My Composure" is a poignant piano ballad capturing the raw anguish of unrequited love, where the narrator wrestles with obsessive longing, self-doubt, and emotional fragility. Drawing from themes of hidden crushes and overanalyzed signals, it portrays a man trapped between hope and humiliation, watching from shadows as his one-sided devotion unravels his composure. The lyrics build from intimate verses of quiet torment to swelling choruses of heartbreak, evoking Lewis Capaldi's vulnerable style of breathy introspection exploding into cathartic release. 

Full Lyrics[Intro]
I’ve been watching from the shadows,
Hiding fears I’ll never say,
Every word’s a quiet battle,
Every glance just fades away.

[Pre-Chorus]
Caught between hope and the shame,
Wondering if you feel the same,
Too afraid to say a word,
So I keep it all unheard.

[Chorus]
I’m losing my composure,
Weight of this fragile truth,
One-sided devotion’s taking over,
And I’m trapped inside this youth.
I’m losing my composure,
Tearing at the seams within,
What I dreamed was just a shadow,
Of a love that never did begin.

[Verse 2]
Reading into quiet moments,
Signs that haunt my restless mind,
Holding on then regretting,
Dreams I built and left behind.[Interlude]

[Verse 3]
Maybe I said too much, or nothing,
Words I wish I could take back,
Beneath this bright and burning spotlight,
Silent witness to my crack.[Bridge]
All these fears and all this waiting,
Shattered hope I can’t deny,
You don’t know what I’m creating,

[Chorus Reprise]
I’m losing my composure,
Weight of this fragile truth,
One-sided devotion’s taking over,
And I’m trapped inside this youth.

[Verse 4]
Here I stand, invisible,
You’re out of reach, and far away,
My heart’s a fragile temple,
Shattered beneath the break of day.

[Outro]

© 2025 Martin Oliver Beinersdorf. All rights reserved.  
Lyrics and concept by Martin Oliver Beinersdorf. Do not reproduce, distribute, or adapt without explicit permission.

Losing My Composure

This ongoing project rises from heart, soul, curiosity, experience — and a couple of programs that help me piece it all together. Share if you care! :)
Rap, trap, indie, grunge, country, trance — just some of the sounds I’ve been shaping along the way.

My music changes with the day. No plan, no limits — just feeling, rhythm, and the joy of creating something that might make someone else feel too.
Thanks for being here — check out my other pages if you want to dive deeper. Q&A in the mail please.

Some say the world is built on rules

Dr. Foss