“The End?” is a deeply personal folk journey through memory, longing, love, and loss. With stripped-back honesty and quiet emotional power, each song is a letter — to home, to family, to the past, to the self. It’s a collection born of distance and closeness, of questions without answers, of gratitude and grief walking hand in hand.

Though it travels through shadows, it always searches for light. And when the final note fades, it leaves you not with a goodbye… but with a beginning.

If I Never Said It

Ever walk through a city at night and feel like the ghosts of your past are walking with you? 👻 "Ghosts in the City (Remastered)" is out now!

Ghosts in the City (Remastered)

Who Wrote This

I woke up bleeding from a dream I can’t recall
The sky was black, the mirror cracked, the writing on the wall
I’ve buried friends, I’ve buried faith, I’ve buried every prayer
And still I walk, though every step feels like a dare
God wants me dead
That’s what the silence said
Not in fire, not in flood
Just slow enough to taste the blood
God wants me dead
But I ain’t gone yet
I’ve cursed the stars, I’ve kissed the ground
I’ve begged for peace that won’t be found
My body breaks, my mind betrays
But I still show up most days
The preacher said I’m not alone
But he don’t hear the undertone
Of every breath I drag through pain
Like thunder with no rain
God wants me dead
That’s what the silence said
Not in fire, not in flood
Just slow enough to taste the blood
God wants me dead
But I ain’t gone yet
Maybe He don’t hate me
Maybe He just waits
To see if I’ll keep walking
Through these rusted gates
Maybe love’s a test
And pain’s the proof
That I’m still here
And still got truth
I saw a child smile at me today
And for a second, I looked away
Afraid that light might burn my skin
But maybe that’s where grace begins
I ain’t asking for a crown
Just a reason not to lay it down
If He’s still watching, let Him see
What broken still can be
God wants me dead
That’s what the silence said
Not in fire, not in flood
Just slow enough to taste the blood
If He wants me gone
He’ll have to take me walking   


FYI: God saw me write this and did not stop me....songwriter Edwin H. Balder


God Wants Me Dead

Guilty of Somethin’

I Would Walk That Line Again

《我们都变了》是一首关于时间、城市和成长的歌。
没有夸张的情绪，只有真实的声音。
一位四十五岁的男人，用温柔的口气唱出每个人都懂的心情——
我们不再是从前的自己，但依然怀念那些旧梦。

流行与灵魂的融合，像深夜的咖啡香，
带着一点怀旧，一点平静。

一首2025年的中文流行灵魂乐，
献给所有正在改变、却依然温柔的人。

关键词：中文流行, Mandopop, 灵魂乐, 怀旧, 治愈, 情感, 2025

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我们都变了 (We Have All Changed) is a song about time, memory, and quiet acceptance.
No drama, only truth.
A 45-year-old man sings softly about the things we’ve lost and the people we’ve become.

A fusion of Mandopop and Chinese soul, warm and nostalgic like late-night coffee in the city.

A 2025 Chinese song for those who have grown, slowed down,
and still carry tenderness in their hearts.

Keywords: Chinese pop, Mandopop, soulful, nostalgic, emotional, 2025


我们都变了

Run Away With Me

Let me free myself

Bad habit 

[Verse 1]
You said forever, but you lied so sweet,
Left your echo where my heart should beat.
Now I’m chasing ghosts in my bed,
Every touch just messes with my head.
You made love feel like a promise owed,
Then left me standing in the cold.
Your shadow’s the only thing that stays,
Guess I’m addicted to the ache.
[Pre-Chorus]
Tried to wash you out my skin,
But the scent of you keeps sinking in.
It’s like you branded me inside —
I keep coming back, though I’ve tried.
[Chorus]
You’re my bad habit,
The poison I taste when I can’t stand it.
You broke me down, but I still crave,
That love I can’t seem to save.
I should let go, but it’s too late,
Guess I’m just used to the pain.
[Verse 2]
You know the weakness that you made,
The way you love, then pull away.
I keep replaying what we were,
Like I could heal if I remembered.
Your lies got rhythm, they sound true,
Every line just pulls me through.
I hate the way I love the sting,
But I can’t stop remembering.
[Pre-Chorus]
Tried to wash you out my skin,
But the scent of you keeps sinking in.
It’s like you branded me inside —
I keep coming back, though I’ve tried.
[Chorus]
You’re my bad habit,
The poison I taste when I can’t stand it.
You broke me down, but I still crave,
That love I can’t seem to save.
I should let go, but it’s too late,
Guess I’m just used to the pain.
[Bridge]
No more tears, I’m running dry,
Still I call your name at night.
Every scar you left remains,
But maybe I like the way it burns my veins.
[Final Chorus]
You’re my bad habit,
The poison I taste when I can’t stand it.
You broke me down, but I still crave,
That love I can’t seem to save.
I should let go, but it’s too late,
Guess I’m just used to the pain.
[Outro]
Yeah… used to the pain.
It’s the only thing that feels the same.

Copyright (c) 2025 Lisa Andreou * All Rights Reserved

Bad habit

MUJER DE LOS PÁJAROS

Hey folks! What a lovely time, if some artists wanna try some mixes, just give me a dm :D   This ongoing project rises from heart, soul, curiosity, experience — and a couple of programs that help me piece it all together. Share if you care! :)
Rap, trap, indie, grunge, country, trance — just some of the sounds I’ve been shaping along the way.

My music changes with the day. No plan, no limits — just feeling, rhythm, and the joy of creating something that might make someone else feel too.
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Who Wrote This

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