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AxAxC – Am I the Monster?

An 8-track concept record diving into the fear, guilt, rejection, and rage of existence. This is AxAxC at our most vulnerable. From the heartbreak of First Choice to the suicidal abyss of Barrel of a Gun, through to the climactic title track Am I the Monster? and the furious closer Seeing Red.

This album questions whether our unique experiences, ancestry and choices we make, lead in us becoming monsters. We ask for everyone who’s ever asked: Am I guilty just for existing? Am I safe, but never chosen? Am I the monster?

Tracklist:

- First Choice (4:33)
- Fear of Me (3:52)
- Guilty of Skin (4:49)
- Eye of the Street (4:12)
- Barrel of a Gun (4:32)
- Am I the Monster? (5:34)
- Corazón (4:22)
- Seeing Red (4:29)

Band Statement:

This album is the sound of fear, rejection, and survival distilled into music. We’ve written from the darkest corners of ourselves, in heartbreak, in prejudice, in alienation, suicidal ideation and bled them into deathcore, ambient ballads, and spoken word interludes.

We are AxAxC. 
We distort. We distrust. We destroy.

For Fans Of:

#Slipknot #Skillet  #Lorna Shore #BringMeTheHorizon #FallingInReverse #SleepToken #Architects #Beartooth.

#deathcore #metalcore  #screamo #ambientmetal #nu-metal #gothicballad #cinematicmetal #AxAxC #AmItheMonster #First Choice #FearofMe #GuiltyofSkin #EyeoftheStreet #BarrelofaGun #Corazón #SeeingRed

AxAxCStudios™ (2025)

Am I the Monster?

Unapologetic

You Grew Up

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My Sweet Possession

Gave it My All

If you reach too high and fly too close to the sun, this is what will happen.

Wings of Wax

09-Public Hanging

Defined .mp3

The Kill (Bury Me) - CottontailVA

DOMINANCE

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Requiem for His Hatred

[Intro]
The air tightens around me.
The walls shift closer.
You called this purification.
I call it suffocation with sacred words attached.

[Verse 1]
Every breath feels rationed.
The space between us shrinks until silence has nowhere to hide.
You said redemption begins with surrender—
so I let your arrogance begin the countdown.
Your hand rose like blessing,
fell like sentencing.
Now everything you sanctify burns slow enough
for us both to watch it die.

[Pre-Chorus 1]
You said to keep searching and I would find.
But I’ve worn my hands to bone,
digging through the dust of what you promised.

[Chorus 1]
Ask and it shall be given, you said.
Knock and the door will open.
But all I hear is echo,
all I touch is the outline of devotion.
You entered the space I kept sacred—
now it’s hollow, trembling.
Make me feel something again.
Make me ache the way you promised.

[Post-Chorus]
Go on—take everything you prayed for.
The gold, the fever, the crown of smoke.
I’ll keep the fire burning underneath.
I’ll watch you consume yourself.

[Verse 2]
We drag each other...
We drag each other through the embers,
two beasts learning to crawl through hell.
You hear me ask again, again, again—
Just one spark.
That’s all I ask.
One flicker that outlasts
the time it takes to name it.

[Pre-Chorus 2]
You said to keep asking and the truth would come.
But all I found was the hum of your absence,
the rhythm of faith that forgot my name.

[Chorus 2]
Ask and it shall be given, you said.
Knock and the door will open.
But all I hear is echo.
All I touch is ruin with your echo trapped inside.
You entered the place I called sacred—
now it’s trembling, breaking.
Make me feel something again.
Make me ache the way you promised.

[Bridge]
Time doesn’t heal—it erodes.
Each second drags like teeth across skin.
I’ve waited for release so long
I’ve forgotten what stillness feels like.
You can’t see me,
but I’m still here—
fading slow, counting the spaces between pulses.

[Final Chorus]
You said.
You said.
You said.
Ask and it shall be given.
Knock and the door will open.
But I am still waiting.
Still burning.
Still yours.

[Outro]
You always find me when I almost let go.
You always pull me back to burn again.
(again...)
You always find me.
You always pull me back.
To burn.
To burn.


The Hollow Promise

Official Track Page: https://m3nster.com/so-what-if-im-a-monster/
Website: https://m3nster.com
Instagram: @M3NSTERdotcom

Track 5 of M❤️NSTER's debut album -- M❤️NSTER.

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Lyrics:

So what if I'm a monster! 

At least I'm sincere! 

Hear, hear!

Gimme your sweet ear!

Cuz I'm a monster!

Such a scary monster! 

Har har har!!!

I'm the monster! 

But so what if I'm a monster!

So long as I'm a real monster!

And I'm a real monster!

Monster! 

Monster! 

Monster! 

I'm a monster 

Gimme your love, gimme your fear!

For, for, for... I.. am.. a... MONSTER!!!!!!

Monster!

Monster!

So what if I'm a monster! 

At least I'm sincere! 

Hear, hear!

Gimme your sweet ear!

Cuz I'm a monster!

Such a scary monster! 

Har har har!!!

I'm the monster! 

But so what if I'm a monster!

So long as I'm a real monster!

And I'm a real monster!

Monster! 

Monster! 

Monster! 

I'm a monster 

Gimme your love, gimme your fear!

For, for, for... I.. am.. a... MONSTER!!!!!!

Monster!

Monster!

So What if I'm a Monster

“Crown of the Righteous Man” dives into the battle between self-deception and awakening — a heavy, atmospheric metal piece built on grinding guitars, dark cinematic textures, and emotionally charged vocals.
The track blends melodic metalcore, dark ambience, and anthemic breakdowns, pushing a tense story about power, ego, and the masks we wear.

Massive choruses rise out of gritty verses, layered with soaring melodies and harsh vocal edges.
The song builds into a cathartic release — the moment the “crown” starts cracking and the truth underneath breaks through.

If you're into spiritual conflict, psychological tension, and big emotional riffs, this track hits right in that pocket.

Headphones recommended. Turn it up.

Crown of the Righteous Man

Hold The Line

I'm a 43 year old male from a tiny town north of Winston Salem NC
 
I have been writing lyrics since I was 10 years old and have been playing In bands since I was 14. I also worked in live music as long as I have been  playing on bands. 

I write a ton of lyrics and run them through an AI Generator because I can't afford or find the right musicians willing to step into unfamiliar territory and explore new kinds of worship music. One of a darker moody nature. 

My influences are massive. it's easier to tell you that with the amount of bands I have seen live or worked for every kind of music influence me From spoken Word like the last poets to musical like the work of  Stephen Sondheim. I absorb all that is musical. 

 i wrote these lyrics for people who get it. if it's not your cup of tea then that is okay. I hope this reaches people who are not Christian, and gets them to realize Jesus wants you to come as you are. 

if you have experienced church hurt this is also for you. it's time for you to come home. 
People  hurt other people within the church far too much. it has no bearing on your relationship with Christ. It wouldn't hurt to try different churches until you find your real church family. One who loves you for who you are and will help you grow in Christ. 
Not a group of people who talk behind your back because you came in jeans and a tee shirt. There are wonderful churches out there.

All the lyrics are written by me not one song was run through the prompt that uses just a couple of words. The first hundred songs were written in a two month period. I am currently entering my third month of writing my brand of worship music. 



Defined .mp3

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