R&B&whatever i like Vol. 9

paranoia (OG version)

paranoia

happy

her shadow

Lyrics__

If I showed you my flaws 
Would you run away
Or would you stay
If I showed you my scars 
Would I have a chance 
A chance at romance 

I know 
you said that you’d stick around and
I hope 
you’re right  
Lets go slow 
I am still having doubts and
I’ve failed many tries 

Is she really gonna stay?
I’m too scared to think that right now 
Will you tell her everything?
At some point it all just comes out
Is it gonna be okay?
I don’t really know so I’m asking 
Oh I’m asking

If I showed you my flaws 
Would you run away
Or would you stay
If I showed you my scars
Would I have a chance 
A chance at romance 
With you

Wanna tell you my secrets
Hoping you’ll keep them to yourself
I know you’re something different
You make feel things I’ve never felt 

Is she really gonna stay?
I’m too scared to think that right now 
Will you tell her everything?
At some point it all just comes out
Is it gonna be okay?
I don’t really know so I’m asking 
Oh I’m asking

If I showed you my flaws 
Would you run away
Or would you stay
If I showed you my scars
Would I have a chance 
A chance at romance 
With you

If I showed you my flaws 
Would you run away
Or would you stay
If I showed you my scars
Would I have a chance 
A chance at romance 
With you

Give
Give me a chance
Chance at romance 
Give me a chance

Produced / Mixer / Cover Art / Genius__ Joe Bae

flaws

Production/Writing/Sung - Me
Mixing - @songsbystvn
Drums - Noah Benson


Lyrics __

Verse:
You think that fighting and screaming  
Pushing and pulling and crying means falling in love 
Even though you know it’s hurtin and hurtin but you just can't get enough
You ask me questions bout why I want to leave 
But when you hear my answers I’m just on repeat like

Chorus:
Why (why) 
Oh (Oh)  
Why (Why)
Why (why) 
Oh (Oh)  
Why (Why)

Verse 2:
I don't even know why there's a reason to complain 
When I know that in the end, you always act the same 
You say just tell me to do this (THIS) I promise I'll do that (THAT) 
But I don't wanna babysit someone that always goes back

Chorus:
Why (why) 
Oh (Oh)  
Why (Why)
Why (why) 
Oh (Oh)  
Why (Why)


Tag: 
Why (why) 
Why (why) 
Why (why) 
Why (why) 
You've asked to many times
Why cut you out my life
You try possess my life 
Just asking why oh why

Why Oh Why

Produced by @zacharybynum

Lyrics __
Verse: 
I treat love like its just a piece of sellotape 
Mend up the heart when I feel the cracks start to breaks 
Not looking for love but that's what I really hate 
I killed the part of me that was so filled with hope but now I ain't 

Too many things you start to think and try anticipate 
I see things less smoothly just at a different frame rate 
I hope you can understand me don't want love but don't hate 
Please don't be mad but  I don't think I have what it takes

Chorus: 
I’ve been growing these bad habits 
Didn't think it would come this far 
Didn’t think I could have this 
Didn’t want to feel this part

Verse:
Did you know did you know 
Recycling the same ol' jokes 
Singing the same ol' songs just switch a couple different notes 
Person to person 
Like a trail of falling of dominoes
I'll educate you 
With my boy on the fender rhodes

I don't care what you say 
I don't care bout the hate  
Because I’ll stay the same 
Just live day to day

Bad Habits

Produced / Written: @thomasalanng

Lyrics __
They keep ringing in my head
Just leave me alone
Were the last words I said

I’ve been glued to my bed 
Still stuck on my phone
Over moments we shared  

I know I left  
I’m full of regrets 
You probably won’t take me back, but 

I won’t rest till I find my way back to you
A second chance is all I ask
I just hope to see you again

When I felt so weak back then
You saved me time and time again
With a shoulder to rest my head 
You had my heart the day we met

I know I left  
I’m full of regrets 
You probably won’t take me back, but

I won’t rest till I find my way back to you 
A second chance is all I ask
I just hope to see you again

I won’t rest till I find my way back to you
A second chance is all I ask
I just hope to see you again

See You Again

Production/Writing/Sung - Me
Featuring - @annisyaandrianti
Mixing & Mastering - @songsbystvn
Bass - Taylor Alan Garcia


Lyrics __
Verse: 
When I feel like breaking down 
I pop our memories 
Like pills of ecstasy  
To help me smile 
Just for a while

Pre: 
I miss your subtle kiss
Your lips on my lips 
Your skin on my skin 
Pulling you close to me 
I’m in a dream 

Chorus: 
I won’t let go of you 
Having you here would be enough 
Hope I’m not asking for too much 

Verse 2:
I might’ve been crazy now
Did I not treat you right
Cause now you’re not here by my side
For you I would’ve swallowed my pride
So tell me would you stay
Would you stay
Would you stay

Pre: 
I miss your subtle kiss
Your lips on my lips 
Your skin on my skin 
Pulling you close to me 
I’m in a dream 

Chorus: 
Ooh I won’t let go of you 
Having you here would be enough 
Hope I’m not asking for too much 
   
Ooh I know we’ve been so out of touch 
But I haven’t given up on us
Maybe you could stay (stay stay stay stay stay stay)

Tag:
Maybe you could stay 
You could stay 
You could stay 
You could stay 

Maybe you could stay 
You could stay 
You could stay 
You could stay

Stay feat. ANNISYA

You Like Jazz?

@michael.chm _ Keys
@noa_benson _ Drums

Somewhere Over The Rainbow _ Cover

Stay feat. ANNISYA _ Acoustic Version

They didn't take the song so we made this instead.

@rafatheguitarist

Lyrics _
Called you last night  
Didn’t think you could tell but you know me so well 
Was on the wrong side
You could hear in my voice that I’ve already lost 
I made up my mind 
“This is over”
What could I say 
We’ve  seen better days 
 
Why can’t you understand 
Don’t try to take my hand 
Can’t hurt you again 
Don’t want to see those tears that paint you blue
I hate the things that I do, that I put you through 
So put down the phone and just leave me alone and be you

Alone at night
Holding dim lights
I numb my mind with wine
To stop me from thinkin 

Why Why
Is it so hard to leave when I’ve already told you
Goodbye 
You’re no where in sight, still stuck on my mind gotta
Hold Tight
To being alone so that we can make it 
Alive so 
Goodbye

Goodbye _ RAFA X Thomas Ng

So what happens after the honeymoon phase?

Produced and Written: @thomasalanng
Mixed: @milky_day

Lyics_
It's only been 5 minutes but feels like I saw you 5 long days ago 
You’re slowly taking over all my thought and all my favorite dreams you know  
All of a sudden I want to pull you close
So close
You wonder what happens 
If this sweet feeling goes 
Don't know what will happen

So here’s a song I wrote for you 
To show you why I'm loving you 
You got me and I got you 
Even after the honeymoon
So don’t be scared you got nothin to loose
I’ll be here I’m stuck to you  
You got me and I got you 
Even after the honeymoon

I just get so stuck in the moment feel’s like I’m trapped in a movie scene
Starring you and me
The scene when we reach the happy ending but with you that scenes always on repeat 
I never want to leave
All of a sudden I want to pull you close 
You wonder what happens if this sweet feeling goes 

Dont know what will happens

So here’s a song I wrote for you 
To show you why I'm loving you 
You got me and I got you 
Even after the honeymoon
So don’t be scared you got nothin to loose
I’ll be here I’m stuck to you  
You got me and I got you 
Even after the honeymoon

Goodbye _ RAFA X Thomas Ng

Thomas Ng

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