her shadow

"Don't Let Those Words Define Who I Am" is a raw, heart-on-sleeve soul ballad that aches with regret and the desperate plea for a second chance. Set against a slow, emotional backdrop, the track confronts the devastation of having a relationship defined by one moment of weakness—a careless phrase or a lapse in judgment.

The song is a confession and a protest, questioning how a loved one can erase years of shared joy and devotion based on a single mistake. It’s an intimate exploration of the distance created by doubt, as the vocalist desperately asks to be seen again as "the man that you loved, the one with a plan," not just the shadow of a forgotten night. This track is for anyone who has ever felt their "heart laid bare" only to have their identity reduced to a fleeting flaw.

[Verse 1]
We shared our laughter under skies so blue,
Late nights talking 'bout dreams, just me and you.
But shadows crept in on that fateful night,
When I let my guard down, lost in the light.
A drink too many, my heart felt so free,
But words slipped from my lips, didn't mean to be mean.
You looked at me different, a spark turned to ash,
As I saw the trust fade, like a whispering flash.

[Chorus]
Oh, don't let those words define who I am,
The man that you loved, the one with a plan.
I gave you my all, my heart laid bare,
Yet now you reflect on my foolish despair.
What you think of me now, it cuts like a knife,
Those moments of weakness, they haunted my life.

[Verse 2]
We walked on the edge of love's gentle flame,
Hand in hand, through the joy, through the pain.
But echoes of laughter turned to whispers of doubt,
You shifting in silence, I could feel you pull out.
In the depth of your eyes, I saw a wall rise,
Each word of regret like a storm in disguise.
I tried to explain, but the damage was done,
The love we had slowly came undone.

[Chorus]
Oh, don't let those words define who I am,
The man that you loved, the one with a plan.
I gave you my all, my heart laid bare,
Yet now you reflect on my foolish despair.
What you think of me now, it cuts like a knife,
Those moments of weakness, they haunted my life.

[Bridge]
I can't erase the shadows of nights I regret,
But the person you knew is still here, don’t forget.
Every laugh we shared, every tear that we cried,
Shows a love that was real, not a weakness we hide.
I wish you could see beyond the mistakes,
Because my heart still beats for all of your takes.
In the quiet of dusk, where our memories swayed,
Let the sunshine in, let love not fade.

[Chorus]
Oh, don't let those words define who I am,
The man that you loved, the one with a plan.
I gave you my all, my heart laid bare,
Yet now you reflect on my foolish despair.
What you think of me now, it cuts like a knife,
Those moments of weakness, they haunted my life.

[Outro]
So here we stand on this new, lonely road,
Trying to nurse the wounds, carry the load.
I hope you find clarity in time's gentle grace,
Because I'll always cherish the love we embraced.
Though it's hard to move on when your heart's in the dark,
Know that you were my light, my still, precious spark.

Don't Let Those Words Define who I Am

2025-10-30「地に足がつかないまま」

地に足がつかないまま
やがてその時を迎える
頭の中では分かっていても
この状態を変えられない
何があるわけでもない何の恐怖もないはずなのに
理由もなくただ不安で落ち着かない
穏やかに見える空の下で
自分以外には何も存在していない

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BPM = 99
C#m7 Bmaj7 | F#7 G#m7 |
Bm7 | Bbmaj7 | Am7 | Abmaj7 |
Em9 | Em9 | A/B | A/B B/C# |



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24kD-SantoReeny, EGuitar, Voices, AGuitar, CelloMotors-Bow, Massive-AngelicSprites, Valves, EBass

5701 Without Ground Beneath

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Song out of spotify, apple music, etc.

Featuring @swaybleu

Lyrics:

I don’t know why, I feel this way
When I go back to yesterday 
All the city lights, bright in my face
But I can’t seem to find my place
I find myself in the same position on my bed
Embers from a cigarette that I light instead 
I just find solace in the demons in my head
I just find peace in the words never said but

Things change, people change and I know that they do
All these situations always fuckin’ up the mood
I just wanna go now
I just wanna know how
I go through the motions but I still don’t have a clue
Mixing up the potion and I’m sippin' by the moon
Losin’ all control now
Losin’ all control

새벽이 되면
생각을 할게
우울한 느낌이
It's just a blur
새벽이 되면
창문 앞에서
I’m just a blur

Head stuck in the ground
Creepin' with feelings of doubt
Hazy in sight with the clouds
Swarming like ants from a mound
How can life be so cold like the winter with turbulent weather
 Peace and calm should be hand in hand
but for me it seems like they’re never together 
Blowing away with the weight of a feather

I don’t really know why
All these people pass by
Like a blur in my sight
Like a blur in my sight
Can somebody give me the answer
That I been looking for these days
Thought I would look to religion
To maybe god I would go pray
Go pray with no faith there’s no way that’s changing a thing, and I know
And I know that patience is a virtue comes with time
But I’m stuck in limbo and I’m aging just like wine
Getting fucked up is a luxury I hide inside
Lookin’ for the truth but maybe when the time is right

새벽이 되면
생각을 할게
우울한 느낌이
It's just a blur
새벽이 되면
창문 앞에서
I’m just a

Listen on Spotify

Blur (w/ Sway Bleu)

Twenties

Written & sang by me
Prod. THAIBEATS

YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/NguyenArron

So Beautiful

[verse 1: Mikial Trinidad]

said you ain’t happy.
affected you badly.
now you're acting petty,
but you don’t know what’s happening.
expressing your feelings.
hating me for no reason.
now you're making up excuses 
saying that i was cheating,
but you're only imagining
all these things you’re assuming.
all them lies are confusing.
baby, what are you doing?
tryna be understanding,
so let me tell you something,
pick between you and life,
you’re the one that i’m choosing.
so why you tripping? 
baby girl, you know i only want you.
said to find another
but you’re the one i’m running to.
now you're leaving,
and now baby i don’t know what to do.
gotta tell you 
that my love for you has always been true
so you should 

[chorus: Mikial Trinidad]

call me back.
baby, i need to see you again.
you’re the only one i want.
call me back.
baby, i need to see you again.
you’re the only one i want.
i need to see you again.

[verse 2: ZAY 90]

i ain’t got no one else 
and you ain’t believing the truth,
but i gotta say it call me back i’ll change the things that i do.
(yuh)
i know i step back,
and i regret that,
but baby call me back, yeah.

you know i gotta get my head straight. 
pop back in my place,
but i got to get you back and have you call me 
and stop at my place.
if it was 03 i’d prolly hit you up on that myspace.
(yuh)
and no one knows about your fears.
man i’m real i stay right here.
you just left with dripping tears and 
now he’s saying that he’s there. 
yeah he’ll comfort you cause
i’m nowhere to be seen.
i’ll be waiting for the peace
when you hit me with that ring.
(yuh)
and how could i dream when you ain’t playing on my team?
my work ain’t the best cause i’m solo in this race.
dreamwork ain’t here cause you’re the one hitting home runs on his team.
man i’m lonely call me back i’m done being phony with this thing.

[chorus: Mikial Trinidad]

call me back.
baby, i need to see you again.
you’re the only one i want.
call me back.
baby, i need to see you again.
you’re the only one i want.
i need to see you again.
[x2]

Call Me Back (feat. ZAY)

Call Me Back (feat. ZAY 90) (prod. GC)

Written by KOLE (Meghan Trainor, Red Velvet, Autograf)
Co-produced by Ariza (Julia Michaels, Ian Kirkpatrick)and KOLE
Mixed/Mastered by Jon Rezin

simulation

Roses (Prod. Ameer Corro)

So what happens after the honeymoon phase?

Produced and Written: @thomasalanng
Mixed: @milky_day

Lyics_
It's only been 5 minutes but feels like I saw you 5 long days ago 
You’re slowly taking over all my thought and all my favorite dreams you know  
All of a sudden I want to pull you close
So close
You wonder what happens 
If this sweet feeling goes 
Don't know what will happen

So here’s a song I wrote for you 
To show you why I'm loving you 
You got me and I got you 
Even after the honeymoon
So don’t be scared you got nothin to loose
I’ll be here I’m stuck to you  
You got me and I got you 
Even after the honeymoon

I just get so stuck in the moment feel’s like I’m trapped in a movie scene
Starring you and me
The scene when we reach the happy ending but with you that scenes always on repeat 
I never want to leave
All of a sudden I want to pull you close 
You wonder what happens if this sweet feeling goes 

Dont know what will happens

So here’s a song I wrote for you 
To show you why I'm loving you 
You got me and I got you 
Even after the honeymoon
So don’t be scared you got nothin to loose
I’ll be here I’m stuck to you  
You got me and I got you 
Even after the honeymoon

Honeymoon

I'd love to meet ya! dm me on ig @thomasalanng :)

her shadow

Thomas Ng