lyrics

is ur life so fucking boring
that u feel the need to stalk me
and do,
u tell all of these lies
for attention? well our eyes are on u
is it weighing on ur soul?
everything that u uphold?
or are u just a psychopath?
ur feeling pretty bold
and ur eyes are looking cold
for someone that wasnt built to last

all eyes on u

and this isnt real, do u care how i feel
when the moments that we used to cherish are gone
n my skin starts to peel, so then i made a deal
with a devil of sorts that i have in my bones
n he took the hate, n he took the pain
n turned it around till theres nothing to gain
from sitting in place when i cant feel my face
when im finding some solace in drugs that i take

all eyes on u

breaking things in my room (heydium)

production and composition by: wisssery
written and performed by: popularreject x briz
artwork by: briz
lyrics: 

popualrreject:
…
I’ve been tryin
…
And to be real baby 
I’ve been lyin 
…
So tell me why 
You’re cryin…
I’ve been tryin 
…
Losing you
…
I’ve lost myself in this destruction
I find loveliness in nothin 
Losing you 
It’s so hard to sleep but I’m tired 
Hard to eat when I’m high like this 
And honestly I’m not built for this
But I’ll still stop and admire 

briz: 
But, 
Somehow 
I only blame myself 
And idk why 
Voices in my head 
Say I’m the bad guy 
Losin sleep and I’m tired 
Why don’t you try 
To meet me halfway 
If I asked you stay 
I wonder what you’d say 
…
You’d say 
…

popularreject: 
I’VE BEEN TRYIN 
…
AND TO BE REAL BABY 
I’VE BEEN LYIN
…
I TEND TO SMOKE UNTIL IM PARANOID 
I ALWAYS SEE YOUR FACE
INSIDE THE PLACES THAT I CAN’T AVOID
… 
BUT I’M NOT THAT ANNOYED 
I WENT THROUGH MY HELL 
AND NEVER ONCE DID YOU SAY “ATTABOY”
YOU DIDN’T KEEP THAT IN MIND 
LATELY I BEEN OUTTA LINE 
TELL ME IS IT HARD TO FIND 
ITS SO HARD TO SLEEP BUT IM TIRED 
SO HARD TO EAT WHEN I’M HIGH LIKE THIS
AND HONESTLY I’M NOT BUILT FOR THIS
BUT I’LL STILL STOP AND ADMIRE 
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOU-uuuuu

briz: 
But, 
Somehow 
I only blame myself 
And idk why 
Voices in my head 
Say I’m the bad guy 
Losin sleep and I’m tired 
Why don’t you try 
To meet me halfway 
If I asked you stay 
I wonder what you’d say 
…
You’d say 
…

popularreject:
I DON’T WANNA DO THIS ANYMORE 
TEARS FALLING OUT YOUR FACE
ROTTING OUT 
THE FLOOR BOARDS 
DON’T KNOW WHY YOU SAID 
WHAT YOU SAID BEFORE 
IT FEELS LIKE THERE’S NOTHIN 
NOT A THING THAT I’M GOOD FOR
…
It’s time to kick this shit in overdrive 
Feel like a computer and my system needs an override 
…
Hold me close at night 
Please just hold me close tonight 
And if I were to die glimpse of a flashing life
All I’d see before my eyes is 
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
It’s so hard to sleep but I’m tired 
Hard to eat when I’m high like this 
And honestly I’m not built for this
But I’ll still stop and admire

it's so hard to sleep but I'm tired +briz (p. wisssery)

i feel like runnin’ again
you said the joke on me baby but honestly nothing that funny in here
i had a lot of shrinks tellin’ me i really had to make time for myself
if you in a grave then you in there alone why the fuck you’d be dyin’ for them
it ain’t worth it to cry over her, no

california been feelin’ like hell
they been sayin’ i’m hot now, no i was
and i did not find that shit here
i had this since the minute i hopped out the sprinter and did that show in 2012
that was the first time i had ever been up on a stage i remember their eyes on me then
ever since i’ve been proud of myself
they said i had potential but bad instrumentals 
shit, now they all acoustics there ain’t no excuses
and this song’s for that dude in that job interview that made fun of my suit and inspired me to make music 
i’ve been kicked out of college and lost all my scholarships honestly it never made me mad
god put my eyes in my skull in the front of my head ‘cause he never wanted me lookin’ back 

that’s why i feel like runnin’ again
i wanna call out every motherfucker who told me i wouldn’t be shit, uh huh
everyone who told me to be realistic 
it ain’t worth it to give ‘em attention
i had shrinks tellin’ me to focus on myself
if you in a grave then you in there alone why the fuck would you ever be dyin’ for them

fuck music [freestyle] (p. yunny goldz)

these 4 walls ft. kenny orlando

prod. heyzbee

bite my nails
i cannot speak 
if i do i think 
i will catch heat 
something’s wrong i cannot say what’s happening 
it seems so bleak 
i lean on my one technique with messaging
message oblique 

(2x)
so i distant myself 
as i stay with this virus 
knowledge i spill 
but my lips they stay quiet 

open your mouth, i swear to god
you don’t really know about the meds on 
half of the time i don’t say what i want
i just put it all down and leave it in a song
so i distant myself 
as i stay with this virus 
knowledge i spill 
but my lips they stay quiet 

bite my nails
i cannot speak 
if i do i think 
i will catch heat 
so i distant myself 
as i stay with this virus 
knowledge i spill 
but my lips they stay quiet 

i been here since dawn and i cannot die with this, my chest needs a lift 
secrets untold i’m still unsure how to exist, i do hate the myths
i might say things that are against everything you have said, you’re not innocent 
don’t you look for me cuz i hate your existence, but let’s talk a bit 

bite my nails
i cannot speak 
if i do i think 
i will catch heat

virus

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Lyrics:
I didn’t wake up this morning
Cause I had no one to wake up to
I’m protesting my existence
Can I please press undo

If tomorrow comes
I’ll hide my head
I’ll never eat
I’ll break my legs

I need a break
I need an end
But no one cares
Only my bed

If tomorrow comes
I’ll hide my head
I’ll never eat
I’ll break my legs

I need a break
I need an end
But no one cares
Only my bed

I didn’t wake up this morning
Cause I had no one to wake up to
I’m protesting my existence
Can I please press undo

Protesting My Existence (prod. michael harrison)

all the wrong places // prod idly blare

PRE-SAVE MARIGOLD

Cycle [bonus track]

I GOT PROBATION SO I MADE THIS

music heals </3
thank you for caring.
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