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Thomas Reid

Lil Skies - Nowadays (feat. Landon Cube)[prod. by Cash Money AP]

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Nowadays (feat. Landon Cube)[prod. by Cash Money AP]

ｆａｒｃｒｙ

V1
Its been like
3 months of no talking
Walking by myself
No more eyes to get lost In
Keep on looking back all the time 
Ill be honest
I hate being alone
at least I got my conscience
Since u left me here
locked up in my room
writing all these songs
Wake up evey morning 
and turn my computer on
Because how else do I deal 
With these thoughts of u and me
I was on the clouds
Now im spiralling into sea
I wrote a message for u
But I couldn’t send it
I regret it
Yuh
Im sorry I’m pathetic
Whats this caught a sickness
and won’t be getting better
The sun might be shining
But it feels like rainy weather


Pre chorus
I trynna keep it on the low
I trynna get u off my mind
I trynna keep my feelings inside
But its hard sometimes


Chorus
I thought with u it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
Im not sure what it is with me
I’ve never been good with friends
I thought with u it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
it doesnt matter who u are
Soon we’ll come to the end


V2
Its been about a year
Since we last spoke
Trynna stay clean but need more soap
letting out pain with these words I wrote
Dried up tears and a bit of soar throat
feelings that had were beginning to rot
Starts off good then it suddenly stops
Ya but ill leave it in the past
Now the futures all I got


Bridge
All of these girls, they got me picking sides
Falling in love is like my kryptonite
Don’t know what to do 
No I can’t decide 

Am I meant to be alone?

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i could never be loved (Prod. Seany OWE)

w/ https://soundcloud.com/sadboyprolific
prod. DatBoiDJ
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Numb w/ SadBoyProlific & Keshi(prod. datboidj)

I hate this feeling of sadness and loneliness....
Mixed by: @skitallraps
Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/787567053558067159/

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Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

RIP (Prod. LAC)

Juice wrld Type beat

a little late night project. beat is produced by me but i got the piano and some other parts from the song Repeat Until Death by Novo Amor, i strongly recommend checking that one out!

Lyrics: 

Pass right though the window shield
crash right into the ocean and
not sure weather i still feel
after all i was never real

and still wait
but you never call me

and you're never sorry


lift me up
but i always fall down
when you're not around, i fall

Ocean

so many of you wanted me to finish the Deadman song so here you go :)

the beat is produced by me.

original sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BNb07lvFqT8&t=17s

Lyrics: 

i been wishing for better days
could you listen oh and can you stay
i write lovesongs for a deadman
waiting for the end
but its lovesongs that will get ya
know that my friend
 
he's been trapped
in his own mind
but it dont matter
he's got more time

for the lover to arrive
if he's still alive
he can be revived
but he's dead inside

and he said he's fine
what a lovely lie
then he left 
and said good night

deadman's wonderland

he's always been so cursed in theese lands
with monsters creeping taking his hands and
leading him further from land
let's hope he doesnt end up dead

and i feel so bad for him
its hard to be this dead within

hope he's alright
it's gets hard sometimes

Deadman's Wonderland

prod by me :)
featuring https://soundcloud.com/powfu

Another Love Song (Feat. Powfu)

Follow @powfu cause he's awesome <3
Song by Thomas Reid and Powfu
prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
If I could
Then I would
Hide in your blue eyes
Hide in your blue eyes
If I could
Then I would
Hide in your blue eyes
Hide in your blue eyes

Drove you home last night
You’re on my mind
I hope you think of me sometimes
Cause you’re all I ever think of, dear
I’m sober for today
Life melts away
Inside your eyes I wanna stay
Forever
Learning how our hearts work, dear

If I could
Then I would
Hide in your blue eyes
Hide in your blue eyes
If I could
Then I would
Hide in your blue eyes
Hide in your blue eyes

Powfu:
Hide in your blue eyes
I just wanna hide with you
I just wanna jump in your blue eyes
I don't wanna fight with you
Every single time I see you
My heart is beating up fast
Even so close you're flawless
Wish I had more time
With you so I keep stallin'
Eyes like yours are the ones I dream of
Ocean blue
Inside this cold dark room

Thomas Reid:
If I could
Then I would
Hide in your blue eyes
Hide in your blue eyes
If I could
Then I would
Hide in your blue eyes
Hide in your blue eyes

Hide in Your Blue Eyes

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Thomas Reid & Powfu - Hide In Your Blue Eyes

Follow @rxseboy @powfu cause they're both insanely talented.

prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Rxseboy:
I was out here for a minute on my lonely.
You were doing drugs in your room feeling broken.
Told me, you were having trouble staying focused.
Got with the wrong crowd, thought you could open up.

Backfired, you were eighteen.
Every memory turning into a daydream.
Zoning out.
What’s that about? you won’t tell me.
Lied to my face when you said you were healthy.

I never said ‘leave.’
I begged you to stay.
Every other day said you wanna go away.
Putting food on your plate.
Then it switched to a platter.
You looked in my eyes said it didn’t even matter.

Used to stay home, watch a movie on the couch.
Now you all alone wit a pill in your mouth.
Take a sip of the alc’ while you thinking of me.
Envisioning every single thing that we never could be.

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Hoping you stay
Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Are you okay?

Rxseboy:
Stressed out, blaming everyone around you.
In the same boat, but I wouldn’t call it powfu.
Everyday, wanna make up, dunno how to.
Said you stopped drinking again, girl I’m proud too.

Get too high, I could bring you down.
On a trip, hit you back when I’m back in town.
We got two different lives.
two different vibes.
Doing drugs, I don’t, that’s two different highs.

Promised me I could hold you.
Look at your scars, think I’m here with the old you.
We were so young, living lavish with no rules.
Now I’m doing work while you still getting home schooled.

Disappointed in us and I can’t lie.
Disagreed when you said that we can’t try.
Know you said I’m a fool, girl am I?
Don’t forget that I’m here on standby.

Powfu:
Yeah, I’m on standby
If you wanna talk you can pass by
Used to visit me at work all the damn time
When you leaving me “on seen” I’m a sad guy

Quit this shit I’ll hate myself if I lose you
Pass the torch before the flames consume you
Tryna figure out a way, running out of options
(I’m trying to help you!)
Just stop this please
Before it’s too late
You don’t think I’m serious I’ll tat it on my face
You don’t need drugs, be addicted to my love
Your friends never cared but I’m here to keep in touch

My parents still together and they met in the 70’s
Me don’t gotta split be the couple of century
Yuh feels like a movie but I’m still in love
When we offset
I’ve been thinking of you more even though we talk less

Sink in the sand
Always turn away when I offer you my hand
I see that you’re hurting
Don’t deserve it
Sitting in the dark, open up your curtains

I don’t wanna see you die
I don’t wanna be that guy that sits on the side
One step at a time
We’ll take you one step at a time

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Are You Okay?

Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

Much love to the boys @sadboyprolific and @nuxemusic for creating this song with me <3

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
I don't know what I'm feelin' these days but
I hope it gets better
And it cuts deep like I'm grippin' a blade
My heads light as a feather
And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something someday
A little something at all
And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something someday
Something to fix my heart

SadBoyProlific
(Yuh)
Sometimes I'm scared you'll open up your eyes and see the signs
Finally see I'm worthless and nothing compared to other guys
And yeah I'll cry but still smile and say it's fine while my mind leaps to different forms of fuckin' suicide
Jealousy's my biggest enemy so what's the key
To put down all the drugs all my demons just face defeat
I've got some family whose faces I could never see and even some that soon won't ever fuckin' remember me

Thomas Reid:
I don't know what I'm feelin' these days but
I hope it gets better
And it cuts deep like I'm grippin' a blade
My heads light as a feather
And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something someday
A little something at all
And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something someday
Something to fix my heart

Feel Something

Thomas Reid x SadBoyProlific x Nuxe - Feel Something

Thanks sm to @rxseboy and @cozyboycries for making this with me <3

Lyrics:

Thomas Reid
And I hope it’ll be a good day
And I hope it’ll be a good day

cøzybøy:
They say I stumble when I walk but they don’t see I move my feet at least forward in my sleep
I wake up from dreams that folded into nightmares the night tears my eyes wide open in the sheets
I wrestle with demons
Pieces of my mind scatter swiftly into air when I talk to all these people that I care about
Air it out
That’s just what my therapist been sayin’
He been helping me with scary thoughts and girls I really like a lot
I been tryin’ hard to fix myself this year
Cause I was thinkin’ I wouldn’t even be here
So I been tryin’ hard to fix myself this year
Cause I was thinkin’ I wouldn’t even be here

Thomas Reid
And I hope it’ll be a good day
And I hope it’ll be a good day

Rxseboy:
I’ve been moving slower in my dreams.
And I don’t know what it means.
But it’s exactly what it seems.
This depression comes in waves, like I’m sailing out over seas.
They see me crying, feel the knives inside poking me as we speak.
Lost atop the balcony.
What is my reality.
Can’t come back to earth cuz I’m.
Losing grip of my gravity.
Good luck with catching me.
A failure of a masterpiece.
I tear apart these wings.
That I used to fight with so gallantly
I am not a hero, please don’t group me with them.
I’ve never saved nobody’s life, I’d rather soak in their dread.
A waste of oxygen, on top of that, I’m better off dead.
I tend to wounds that never heal, and ease the pain with the meds.
I’m very stressed, well aware of this position that I’ve taken up.
Tell you all these stories people try to say I’m making up.
Sorry that I got the drama, maybe I don’t pray enough.
I’m coming from a place where nobody thought I’d be brave and uhm...

Thomas Reid
And I hope it’ll be a good day
And I hope it’ll be a good day

hope it'll be a good day

cøzybøy x Thomas Reid x Rxseboy - hope it'll be a good day

Much love to the fam @rxseboy and @ivrii for creating this with me <33

Lyrics:

Ivri:
I want your eyes
on a silver plate
And your lungs
Don't hesitate to breathe
I will absorb you
Watch the bugs as they swarm you
I only adore you
I will absorb you

Despise me
Despise me
Despise me
Despise me
Just a tip from the dead sequioa tree
I'm sorry
I think so violently

Thomas Reid:
Our lips met and it felt like a snake bite
I wonder if you miss me late alone in the nighttime
The earth rotates and your love runs past me
You threw my heart away, I’ll pick it up if you ask me

Now I’m falling falling
But I’m never calling
Even though I want to
You were my home to run to
But this home is broken
God, wish I could focus
Memories we share now embers burned above us in the air

Rxseboy:
Turned to a mockery
What do you want from me?
Body on top of me
Can you get off of me
Hate your reflection like I hate myself
And I hate my reflection I was I was somebody else
You look at me like I'm something you need
I think that you're into making me bleed
I see bones, I see daggers all pointed at me
Fell the pain while you torturing
Gouge out my dreams

I don't get intimate
Vibe getting sinister
I run away like a cold-hearted criminal
All these subliminals go to my conscience
I'm falling deeper is this what you wanted?
(Yes)
Is this what you wanted?
Memories haunt me
That's why I'm cautious
I let my gaurd down
You took advantage
Evil inside you I don't understand it.

Despise Me

Thomas Reid x Rxseboy x Ivri - Despise Me

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