Repetition (ft. romeo!)

keep on dying (pekarot x jolst)

By @carlby
Featuring @kanashisadface
Produced by @sorrow_bringer
Engineering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I can do this on my own
I don't need your influence
Got me feeling so low
Damn you really put me through it
I'm off the meds now
But I'm on the mend now
Figuring myself out
I dont fuck with self doubt

I'm on my way up
Standing on my own feet
I don't need no crutch to lean on
I should've known better than to fold under pressure
Knowing full well that I can't rely on these drugs forever

But I just wanna feel better
I just wanna feel something other than this emptiness

(Kanashi)
I just wanna feel a little bit better
Take another hit
My eyes go a little bit redder
I'm so sick of all the lies they feed me
Emptiness is not a substitute for how I'm feeling

They shove these pills right down my throat
Will they ever work
Nobody fucking knows
And I swear they just want to control me
This little tiny bottle got me feeling like a zombie

Carlby - Crutch w/ Kanashi (Prod. sorrow bringer)

prod by mugizora

(casperrr)
i feel like u are hiding it from me
i feel like all the love i thought it was real was just sympathy
and baby i feel betrayed
and i feel like i'm going to break
my heart is going
my heart is going to break
my mind is slowly going insane
and everytime i think about you
i remember the days we had
(i remember the good time)

(casperrr + mugizora)
so don't you forget about me 
so don't forget about what we used to be
so don't dare to walk away
don't u dare to take the blame

(mugizora)
could you keep your promises for once
youve broken everything around you
and i cant stand on my own
knees of glass and a heart wide open
im yours for the taking

(casperrr + mugizora)
so don't you forget about me 
so don't forget about what we used to be
so don't dare to walk away
don't u dare to take the blame

don't u dare w/mugizora

prod by me and vee (legend also mixed everything from a rough demo I made)

lyrics

i only see u in my nightmares
and then i wake and then ur not there
i wasted time and that is not fair
cause i still see u in my nightmares
i only see u in my nightmares
i lay awake and that is not fair
i think about u and ur long hair
cause i still see u in my nightmares

every night i have the same dream
u walk up and say u miss me
and now im crying in the back seat
the world around me starts dissolving
these are just dreams ik
what do u think they mean?
im cold
keeping all the memories inside ill hold
no matter what the card in my hand ima fold
thats all im good for
2am talks when we drunk on the floor
i cannot give more
hanging my head as i walk to the door

momento mori (betweentheveinsandi x viera)

timeless gng

unwrote books and passages
time will wake me up id rather be dead
take this plate away from me before i get sick
i love this life and now i dont wanna live
sad.
they live for themselves but they ignore you
thats how it goes it shouldn't surprise you
theres alot of people who wanna look like you
including me you really tinted my hue
you said im bad but im doing fine 
so what the fuck do you mean?
yeah i learned from being a bitch
now im not really that mean no more
i promise ill do better.

unwrote books and passages
time will wake me up id rather be dead
take this plate away from me before i get sick
i love this life and now i dont wanna live
sad.
they live for themselves but they ignore you
thats how it goes it shouldn't surprise you
theres alot of people who wanna look like you
including me you really tinted my hue

what do you mean?
i know im not
i promise ill do better.

unwrote books & passages (wisssery x sharp)

designer fiend

GuapnTokyo ft fuktokyo! [prod.sxnset]

freshstart!!!

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/ripveins
produced by hazenova x jolst
drums by hazenova
guitar by: https://soundcloud.com/jolst

used 2 b golden (feat. veins)

Carlby - Crutch w/ Kanashi (Prod. sorrow bringer)

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