lofi depressed

dr.penguin

my 2nz

Own Appeal

edit/update: the person who this song was originally written about is now essentially devoid of respect and likability in my eyes, so now it's a ballad for all of the lovers out there who aren't fucking each other over.

good riddance, s.

thanks, p.

thanks, world.

[peace.love.happiness]

e[u].logy (prod. purpan)

@tomppabeats

welcome to the beach.

thank you for the continued support.

i love each and every one of you with all of my heart. <3

sand (prod. tomppabeats)

much like summer as it dwindles through fields of its own heat and collapses into fall, i will slip slowly into sleep much easier as time passes by. 

i still fail to recognize, love or accept myself, but i think i'm coming closer to achieving that goal with each passing moment. 

thank you all; stay radiant. 

radiant

smile (prod. plcmnt)

@yungestbae <-- everybody check out the homie right this second!

thanks to bennie (http://www.instagram.com/cozylile -- hit him up to buy artwork stuff) for the art!

holding yr hand (prod. yung bae)

@mt-marcy

LYRICS:
i'm sick of trembling in fear at the idea of death
since it's always on my mind i just hide in my bed
"everybody's scared of it" is what my therapist said
but my case seems worse, when i've barely been fed

because the kitchen's too far to desire the steps
it'd take to make it down the stairs and try to find a baguette
or something similar that wouldn't make my stomach upset
it doesn't feel like this is real, yeah, my mind is a mess

the only times it seems clear is when music is played
some relatable creator says i'll soon be okay
or when reading poetry trying to soothe the dismay
and i can lose my insecurities in cute little sayings, like

"why frown when the sun goes down,
if you'll wake in the morning to such nice sounds
when the nighttime creeps, well your eyes might weep
but that's just moonlight tryna find nice people"

"why frown when the sun comes 'round
even if you feel shaken or upside down
when the daytime hits, you'll be great, my friend
just make it through this, just make it through this"

"why frown when the sun comes 'round
even if you feel shaken or upside down
when the daytime hits, you'll be great, my friend
just make it through this, you can make it through this"

meurte

such nice sounds (prod. mt. marcy)

[L Y R I C S] (written and recited by me)
lord i pray today for the hollow hearts that lost their way,
for the fathers raising children when their daddy never stayed.
push the hatred down the river, don't stop till it fades away.
i know other people hurt you baby, but i'm here to say:
even though you feel your clouds are getting darker shades of grey,
just hold on a little longer, tomorrows a brighter day.
lord may you carve your name in their hearts of clay, 
and put a fire in their soul that never dies or goes away.

suicide prevention - 1-800-273-8255

the simpsons the simpsons the simpsons 
vaporwave vaporwave vaporwave 
lofi lofi lofi lofi lofi lofi lofi lofi lofi

beowulf - ｄ e ｐｒｅ s ｓiｏｎ

lofi lofi lofi 
vaporwave vaporwave vaporwave 
ruth b ruth b ruth b
can you hear my voice through the storm

beowulf - is it too late for me [NOW ON SPOTIFY!]

S P O T I F Y

how miserable do i have to be before you're happy?
follow me for more beats like this one <3

beowulf - how miserable do i have to be before you're happy? [NOW ON SPOTIFY!]

Photo By: @glanceey (on instagram)
lofi lofi lofi
vaporwave vaporwave vaporwave

beowulf - today is a gift

new S P O T I F Y link

beowulf - today is a gift (BACK ON SPOTIFY!)

beowulf - we accept the love we think we deserve

beowulf - we accept the love we think we deserve [NOW ON SPOTIFY!]

find the same mix also on youtube: https://youtu.be/Iz2rnJLCxd0
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tracks & artists included:

0:00 sarcastic sounds - i don't sleep
https://soundcloud.com/the-sarcastic-ashole

1:38 e s s e n c e - /regret. 
https://soundcloud.com/essence-ep

3:18 sarcastic sounds & beowulf - in my eyes
https://soundcloud.com/rareartpoetry
https://soundcloud.com/the-sarcastic-ashole

4:50 anthem 2k - lil intro vert
https://soundcloud.com/anthem_2k

7:40 greafer - letting go
https://soundcloud.com/greafer

10:34 graveyard - i'm doing fine
https://soundcloud.com/musicgraveyard

12:29 gitti suedi - for you
https://soundcloud.com/karl-bergenudd

15:54 jomie - interlude. (prod. beowulf)
https://soundcloud.com/ilovejomie
https://soundcloud.com/rareartpoetry

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