Name: my gf is a poser (but i still love her) [DEMO] by thrift store firearm
Duration: 1 min 24 s
Description: some bullshit i made last night whil;e i was sick

so far so good (until you came along and ruined it lol)

blehh (@blehh2) reupload from his alt account

Lyrics:
I'm not like other guys
I'm just scared to go as hard
I'm so suprised to have text a woman
In my 20 years of life

You might be mad at moi
But I promise you're not right
I'm everything I know you want
I'm just a nice guy

I get up out of bed
And I suddenly go online
Do a Discord on Twitter
Or do a browser and tonight

I check the bottom right
And it's already midnight
Another day has passed
Feelin' I wasted my life

I try to talk to girls
All I get is short replies
Maybe it's 'cause I talk about this shit
That no one fucking likes

I'm not like other guys
I'm just scared to go as hard
I'm surprised to have text a woman
In my 20 years of life

You might think that I lie
But I promise you're not right
I'm everything I know you want
I'm just a nice guy

im just a nice guy

i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
but i never know how to really change that
i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
and i don't really know how to fucking change that

damn i already fucked it up
n i think ur losing love
all my friends say i need to chill
to chill
but i can't help these anxious thoughts
that happen in my brain
n i just really think i need to kill
myself

i just need to vent

i told you im sorry
why wont you forgive me
was it all just a dream
please save me from my misery

please save please me from my misery
end it end it all so miserably

wake me up from my sleep
please dont make me have to think
 so far away to see
the end of my misery

please save please me from my misery
end it end it all so miserably

miserable

my mom says that youre not real
but my friends believe in us
u can be 2d but you are the one i love
loneliness i am so lonely oh god help me
find me a girl who is cute 2d
im a stupid russian guy oh god choose me
choose me or ill end my fucking life


choose me

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released August 26, 2025

Produced by Judith Whittaker

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Die For U

https://soundcloud.com/anotherfakecel

idk what to do with my life
im sure ill die before i turn 29
i waste i waste 
all of my time
i just i just
 wanna stay online

cuz i dont see the point in going outside
id rather die than get a 9 to 5 
i remember it like it was yesterday
and im still in so much fucking pain
fucked over from my highschool days
stuck like this dont think ill change my ways

(deo mar)
every day I get more and more insane
I'm in my bed and I'm slowly decaying
always thinking of shooting my own brains
cause that's the only way to end the pain

I don't wanna go out 
I just wanna zone out
playing with my online friends 
but they all went out
yeah they're all gone now
I'm all alone now
I'm all alone now



never going outside again (ft. deo mar)

hi clara bow i know that you 
dont really care if we dont get along
i dont know

i think i want u right now
could you tell me about
all of your friends
and how they hang out

would you know if you saw them
give you everything you wanted
tell me if you want him
when you lie it makes me nauseous

oh caribou, do you know that i care for you
i dont know if you care at all
oh my life is terrible
i cant bare it all

well i tapped you on the shoulder 
and said do you have a beau
well i dont know 

she has many disorders
and she keeps her feelings quartered
she said freeze stop stall and loiter
shes a freak but i would join her
i would join her

clara bow

some bullshit i made last night whil;e i was sick

my gf is a poser (but i still love her) [DEMO]

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お願い待ってください
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泣いてごめんなさい
毎晩僕は一人
雪が嫌い
気持ち悪い

たけしの札幌の長い冬

I just sit back, I contemplate
All the choices I couldn’t change
All the moments that slipped away
Now I’m stuck inside my mind all day

Cold nights, phone light, I stare at the 
Ghost texts, no replies, 
Wish I could forget all the things that I’ve seen

But the past keeps playin’ like a broken routine
forget you were ever talking to me
was i really there when you were thinking of me
no i wasnt baby im just part of your routine

I just sit back, I contemplate
All the choices I couldn’t change
All the moments that slipped away
Now I’m stuck inside my mind all day

I just contemplate… 
I just contemplate… 
Thinkin’ every day…

my gf is a poser (but i still love her) [DEMO]

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