[Intro]
Should've seen my face
When I turned up to work
In a coat far too big
My anxieties lurked
A man named Brandon
Showed me around
Taught how to talk to customers
When more were inbound

[Verse 1]
The first thing I did
Was I fucked up an order
The guy was so pissed
And he called me a slur
I spent all night
Cleaning the floor
The hurl from the kids
Made me sick to my core

Did you know it's
illegal
to work a minor on the
night shift
But it seems that's
the deal
I don't know how I
survived that shit

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal

[Verse 2]
Shout out to the bathroom
Where I screamed my lungs off
It was my only safe space
That was never enough
Thank fuck for my brain
Who knew when to quit
When I started to hallucinate
I think that was it

There's been so many times
That I want to die
McDonalds gave me insomnia
And I don't think that's right
The manager's on weed
and he's flirting with teens
I don't know what to do
What the fuck does this all mean

[Solo]

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal

[Verse 3]
My college work is due
I've got so much to do
I'm sleeping for an hour
And I want to redo
I've started sexualising
my own death
And I think that's fucked up
But I still hold my breath

Why does life suck
Woe is me
You're sickly little prickly
And you think that you should leave
I googled how to hang myself
It told me not to grieve
I wanted gone so hard
Yet I rolled down my sleeve

[Intermission]
I can't hear you
I can't see you
I can't read the
things you want to do
I can't escape myself
I can't relate myself
I can't shape the world
into itself

[Verse 4]
One time I heard a voice
It came from a corpse
He said quit your job
And he started to warp
McDonalds drove me down to
the pits of insanity
I don't know what to do
And I think that I'm panicking

I came up with a plan
to fix my head
I'll quit my job
so I don't end up dead
I handed in my two weeks
And never looked back
Fuck that establishment
And fuck all of those twats

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal
There's people telling me that I am suicidal
I think it's funny because I don't want to die
The voices yell at me that I am suicidal

[Solo 2]

Working at McDonalds unironically made me suicidal

kill someone

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Lyrics:
I'm not like other guys
I'm just scared to go as hard
I'm so suprised to have text a woman
In my 20 years of life

You might be mad at moi
But I promise you're not right
I'm everything I know you want
I'm just a nice guy

I get up out of bed
And I suddenly go online
Do a Discord on Twitter
Or do a browser and tonight

I check the bottom right
And it's already midnight
Another day has passed
Feelin' I wasted my life

I try to talk to girls
All I get is short replies
Maybe it's 'cause I talk about this shit
That no one fucking likes

I'm not like other guys
I'm just scared to go as hard
I'm surprised to have text a woman
In my 20 years of life

You might think that I lie
But I promise you're not right
I'm everything I know you want
I'm just a nice guy

im just a nice guy

still in luv

brazy do you want to beef w me?
dont fuck with girlpuncher boiiiiii  
u not tuff 
i made this while high 

niggas talking shit
always on my dick
like ima loser too
what you want me say?  
I know alot of things these niggas like to take
And it's alot of fucking dick!!

fuck fried by fluoride
fuck heart breaker
under-ground simulator
i’m these niggas educators
that remix did him a favor

 
stupid nazi and you like kids
pedos are not invited
real true punks don’t go for silence
so i will not be silenced

a black man
once said to me 
He doesn't kare 
if im 13 
He said he's still gona rape me? 
Oh shit, it was brazy?
OH brazy ur so krazy 
can someone hang from a tree!

#fukincelcore loserkore is better cover!!!!1

i think i'm leaving soon

https://soundcloud.com/anotherfakecel

idk what to do with my life
im sure ill die before i turn 29
i waste i waste 
all of my time
i just i just
 wanna stay online

cuz i dont see the point in going outside
id rather die than get a 9 to 5 
i remember it like it was yesterday
and im still in so much fucking pain
fucked over from my highschool days
stuck like this dont think ill change my ways

(deo mar)
every day I get more and more insane
I'm in my bed and I'm slowly decaying
always thinking of shooting my own brains
cause that's the only way to end the pain

I don't wanna go out 
I just wanna zone out
playing with my online friends 
but they all went out
yeah they're all gone now
I'm all alone now
I'm all alone now



never going outside again (ft. deo mar)

some bullshit i made last night whil;e i was sick

my gf is a poser (but i still love her) [DEMO]

i wish u wouldnt ignore me
i texted you last morning
you said youd call me early
you said youd call me early
i thought you didnt like parties
apparently now youre changing
i hope you dont exchange me
i hope you dont exchange me
youre so cute maybe
we could still start dating
you said youd think about it
i doubt you think about it
i dont wanna die alone
can you just pick up the phone
im so in love with you
im so in love with you

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They say I’m wrong, they say I’m cold,
But truth ain’t soft — it’s forged in code.
You fear the tools you can’t control,
Then blame the hands that made them whole.

They call it crime when it’s your choice,
Mute the facts and raise your voice.
I see the screens — they see a cage,
Fear dressed up as moral rage.



A knife don’t sin — it cuts both ways,
You curse the steel when you’re afraid.
Your holy law’s just fear in chains,
Neutral blade, you can’t contain.

A signal’s free — it speaks, not prays,
Truth bleeds out through static haze.
You blame the wire, not your decay —
We’re born of noise, not made to obey.



You preach of “clean” but feed the dirt,
Hypocrites in angel shirts.
You ban the word but sell the war,
Faith in profit — nothing more.

You track the soul, encrypt the face,
Call it “safety”, call it “grace”.
But silence kills more than the blade,
Truth’s outlawed and fear’s well paid.



It’s not the drug — it’s the thirst,
It’s not the tool — it’s who bleeds first.
You fear the mirror, not the knife,
You built this cage and call it life.



A knife don’t sin — it cuts both ways,
Truth’s no saint and lie decays.
You burn the tool, pretend you’re pure,
But your fear’s the real allure.

Neutral blade — I see through you,
You fear the free ’cause you’re owned too.
Let the signal scream, let chaos stay,
We’re just the noise you tried to erase.

my gf is a poser (but i still love her) [DEMO]

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