payday 3

July 2023

pop punk, punk rock & alt rock

sad alternative songs

sTraNgeRs

die first

✧ 8th single from my forthcoming album『 Rai’Hea 』

✧ Download/Stream: https://ffm.to/rai-hea

Here it is, THEE song I've been aching to show you all. By far my absolute favorite from the album. From making strictly future bass back in 2016 - 2019 to me now making some of the craziest, weirdest yet most fulfilling stuff ever.

CALAMITY RHAPSODY is a piece of work that my creative soul has been yearning to make/show the world… And damn, this is just the beginning

✧ Lyrics:  https://genius.com/Aika-edm-calamity-rhapsody-lyrics

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CALAMITY RHAPSODY

tickets w/ phreyla (chef9thegod + tcl)

performed, produced, mixed, and mastered by goodbyebrody 

written by goodbyebrody, $haded, and mochji

[verse]
I got everything I wanted
Now I never see you callin'
I swear to God I'm falling
and I'm missin' you if honest

Promise me you’ll never go 
Hide the things you’ll never tell me 
Can't wait for the night
Cause I’m tryna get you right 

Her honesty, I can’t uphold 
Block your friends, you call that healthy
Can't wait for tonight 
Cause you know I’ll get you right

[chorus]
I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

[verse 2]
Holdin' you through all the motions, till you feel the time's right 
Feel your essence when we're kissin' under streetlights
You pull me under, all these feelings I don't wanna hold back, 
Keep me closer, I can tell that you won't it go 

Biting my cheek, hide the pain with many drugs
Driving down, any place you feel like livin' up
Cause you got something, my heart racin', I can't give it up
Cause damn I want you, and babe you know that

[bridge]
I got everything I wanted
I got everything I wanted
I got everything I wanted
I got everything I wanted

(everything i wanted)
(everything i wanted)
(everything i wanted)
(everything i wanted)

[chorus]
I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

caught my eye

prod @tropes777 twin 4l
-
we gon set fire to your shoulders
nina is a hoe we already know this
pull up 2 da show w da glicks showin
innat UFO we aint onnat road, yeah
and its gettin hot, but im feelin colder
homies throwin signs, but this ain't no CODA
pull up innat grey, like a big boulder
innat UFO u innat corolla
i just told my bro, "when we tryna roll up?"
he pull up wit green like he master yoda
i just want the green im not tryna blow up
and i got the beam choppa get to blowin
ion fw fiends homie buy yo own shit
ion fw lean only fw smokin
only lsd, only stuff that grows bih
feel like spongebob, bih im by the ocean
rappers b some hoes, cryin bout some motion
these rappers; they be soft. rappers; they be lotion
i rack it up fast, you in slow motion
thing of the past like the giant tortoise (RIP)
thing of the past like dinosaur bih
i think of the past like, where the time went?
where the time go?
how the times spent..
and i dont know 
and i dont care 🤷‍♀️

ay fuckin on ur hoe and im in her guts
me and yo bitch at the beach and we tanning up
pay the bands, only 10 & up
if i dont get my money, bitch im pulling up
he a pedophile, he like 10 & up
if i see yo ass ima fuck u up
if i see yo ass u better test ur luck
shootin at the opps i hope i hit their lung 🙏

we gon set fire to your shoulders
nina is a hoe we already know this
pull up 2 da show w da glicks showin
innat UFO we aint onnat road, yeah
and its gettin hot, but im feelin colder
homies throwin signs, but this ain't no CODA
pull up innat grey, like a big boulder
innat UFO u innat corolla
i just told my bro, "when we tryna roll up?"
he pull up wit green like he master yoda
i just want the green im not tryna blow up
and i got the beam choppa get to blowin
ion fw fiends homie buy yo own shit
ion fw lean only fw smokin
only lsd, only stuff that grows bih
feel like spongebob, bih im by the ocean

UFO 🛸 PROD. TR

justin bieber #freestyle (melik)

somebody that i used 2 know (kmoe remix)

where u go 
@myfaultt
@dooozii
@kiddghxst
prod @erdo @1foxglove

lyrics

faultt:
you left me wondering
where all the time we spent even went
no time for sundering
surprised i even have feelings left

but im so glad i left u
u were more of a burden
im looking at ur texts
and now ik we're done for certain

plec0:
where u go?
where u go?
i need in my life
where u go?
where u go?
u said ur on my side
where u go?
where u go?
did u take my advice?

dooozii:
i want you to love me
pull me close
our connection's so bloody
(where'd you go)
missing you on my tongue
i keep on holding back
where's all the fun
lay down my life, take it all
wanna keep me uninvolved
weigh down my time, risk the fall
out your life, forgettable
taking what you said
messing w my head
tell me get back
countin big racks
(where'd you go)

shober:
i slipped up, falling down
i didnt want us falling out
i hear your heart pace
i needa retake
i feel my heart race
i need a-
one bottle i cant see no one
second bottle cant hear no one
im on my own, get some more tris down
should i even feel bad
tell me what i did idk
dont need to come back
just tell me where you go

also
tysm for 5k on all talk+1k on disconsolate. ly xx

where u go w/ faultt, dooozii, shober [erdo, foxglove]

prod takizava and diklordefenil

lyrics
I don't want to feel no more
Cut my wrist and stain the floor
I used to want to feel a thing 
But I don't want that anymore
Want that anymore
Want that anymore
Want that anymore
Want that anymore

Don't want that anymore
Don't want that anymore

I can feel my skin become a fabric 
Rip off my flesh, why do I have it?
I don't wanna be caught up in the past tense
All I do is think about that Shit

I don't want to feel no more
Cut my wrist and stain the floor
I used to want to feel a thing 
But I don't want that anymore

So tell me that I'm nothing
Good luck you won't teach me a lesson
Tripping over most things
Break under compression
Carve your name into my skin before you said it
So tell me that I'm nothing
Good luck you won't teach me a lesson
Tripping over most things
Break under compression
Carve your name into my skin before you said it

Before you said it

Hate the way I think so carve my skull
I just want to take it off
Hate this feeling shake it off
I could never shake it off

I don't want to feel no more
Cut my wrist and stain the floor
I used to want to feel a thing 
But I don't want that anymore

Don't want that anymore
Don't want that anymore

stream on spotify xD

stained floor

prod. breakupbreakdown

order . 
going up - me
be nice 2 me - bladee
52 blue mondays - jane remover
racket - pitfall
idontwantthatmanyfriendsinthefirstplace - quinn
bad boy - juice WRLD
love no thotties - chief keef
funeral - sematary

:3

a bunch of covers lol

(out on all plats)
prod: drma x soundsbymicah x atononmymind
thanks to pd for hoping on
lyrics:
zay:
uh you in my head
infinite feelins from you on my bed 
uh need you instead
ima give you one more chance to get ahead

yk that i wanted more but
you said i was movin too fast before
our relationship was movin in time
i need you baby
i need you to be mine
i need her to tell me if we are forever
or ima forget her
i dont wanna stress her
i wanna be better

i guess we runnin outta time
i told you that i loved you
but you told me you were fine
you not stuck in my mind
told you that was your last chance go catch a ride
but you came back that night
you knew you were wrong n i was right
ohhh yeah
you were polite
i cant believe that
i just let you spend the night

pd:
why
do i try
everytime yeah im losin my mind
cuz you couldve fuckin done better
yeah i cry n whine n my letters
yeah i detest her

oh whyyy
do you lieeee

cuz yeah im fuckin done now
yeah you wanna talk
but im on the fuckin run now
runnin till the suns out oh no

spendthenight? w/pdktp

no bite w/ rans0m & phreyla (yaego, dreamz, & wenom)

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/7wFJeX6DUK0A9GMfoJNzBL?si=1D8xPW65Sr68MGPSZVdWBA

bleeding out 
ft @notdiscxrdia
prod @prodbykori 

(lyrics)
Need u to speak to me
I'll fake it but I'm
bursting at the seams
It seems
You’re the only one
I let come see me
Bleed I guess
Got a couple of fears a couple of thing on my chest
A couple of years I've wasted I'm trying to forget
(need you to help me cause I'm)

(chorus)
I'm bleeding out come save now
I hate the way you talk about him
Breaking down you’re asking what I'm worried bout
Don't worry now, I'm telling u some other time
We’ll talk it out
or maybe in another life we’ll get it right
Maybe I just need some time to make my mind
I'm not sure if ill ever find a reason why
You're the only reason why I feel alive

(discxrdia)
but i have to go right now
i can't handle no more all the pressure
and the cold in my bones rip my flesh out
checked out the last time i was alive
there's no need to bring me down i'll do it myself
reminiscing in the time we spent
and i'm screaming every single day
to see if someone hears me out

(chorus)
I'm bleeding out come save now
I hate the way you talk about him
Breaking down you’re asking what I'm worried bout
Don't worry now, I'm telling u some other time
We’ll talk it out
or maybe in another life we’ll get it right
Maybe I just need some time to make my mind
I'm not sure if ill ever find a reason why
You're the only reason why I feel alive

hyperpop

bleeding out ft discxrdia (xkori)

dont fret my dear

kiss my skin with a blade 
i don't wanna think about 
the promises you made 
for you i know it's foggy, for me i can recite every
single breath you take 
it's hot as f**k i'm weary, im screaming can you hear me?
i'm in this hell you made 
i've been here for too long im starting think it's an obsession
running through our memories, yeah sometimes that sh*t get to me 
and i can't help but think of where we would've been now 
i gave it all to you i swear i wanna kill you
i wanna,
i wanna 
de-file you 
defile you
i wanna rip your skin apart 
i wanna rip my skin apart 
for every lie that you told me in the dark 
every lie that you told me in the dark 
i wanna rip your skin apart 
i wanna rip my skin apart
for every lie that you told me in the dark 
every lie that you told me in the dark 
don't you,
count me out
just yet girl
don't you, 
i'm possessive, obsessive, and mental
i'll cut my wrist for every fingernail that you're not here to paint
drown myself in liquor bottles just to ease the pain
f**k on other b****es even though it's not the same
and always kick em out 
cause they don't have your name 
i'm still caught up in a spiral, about you
we should've never made a soul tie 
gripping on my pistol tryna cope, i 
swinging from the rope on both sides 
i wanna rip your skin apart 
i wanna rip my skin apart 
for every lie that you told me in the dark 
every lie that you told me in the dark 
i wanna rip your skin apart 
i wanna rip my skin apart 
for every lie that you told me in the dark 
every lie that you told me in the dark

defile

it's over, u can go home now. w/ casperrr (pekarot)

prod. + written by thms. x
---------------------------------
So it it my fault
that this is what isn't
do we have live in past tense?
this doesn't feel like it matters to you

Can you live with indifference?
I flew too close to the sun
It's a shame you won't visit
I knew you'd just turn to run

I'll free fall forever
cause nothing can really matter
I can't see the clouds up here
but nothing seems real either

so don't even bother
my lines disconnected often
these fallacies yeah they can kill
it's hard when there's nothing to feel

//why do you hate me?
//please don’t replace me
//don't know what I would do here
//without your gravity next to me

//oh, yeah so please
//come find me

//i just wanna hold your hand again
//one look in your brown eyes
//I'll fold oh man
//I'll be right there till the end

so don't try to win me over
I'll go 108 without October
boy these lies, yeah they'll boil over

but im lost in calling

I can't think without bawling

but nothing seems with wrong with me
can't help but chase broken dreams
like sunsets but the sky keeps falling  

I'll free fall forever
cause nothing can really matter
I can't see the clouds up here
but nothing seems real either

so don't even bother
my lines disconnected often
these fallacies yeah they can kill
it's hard when there's nothing to feel

//find another in a looking glass
//don't think you'll find this time will pass
//here and there wont ease the pain, for fact
//trips to paris wont you square this up and ship it back 

//trips like this are a blast of past
//and februarys winter cold is coming fast
//i don’t know how you feel but this
//isn't something that I can outlast 

man cant relate to a clear head
was it something I said?
man cant relate to a clear head
must be something I said

lost in emotion
cant translate your okays
That’s why they say that 
You're so two faced

False traps
And my emotionally loose states
Cant wait because you cause
Me too lose, can't breathe 

I cant be nothing
im all that ive got
these feelings so empty
guess they'll just rot

I'll live in his envy
Of all that we're not
Burned bridges wont hold up
The weight of our thoughts

This isn't the story 
but its what i got
Im writing our ending
Cross you out the plot

I'm falling, no rushing
to put you at the top
and rightfully so
im all that im not 

every path on the turnpike feels nice
but bright headlights in the back blind my eyes
no sense in driving thru nights
cause feelings they'll leave with the light

it's torture to know that you're fine
cause the scars that you left they burn bright
and i know that it all ends in time

bleeding out ft discxrdia (xkori)

thrml