@claudesdiary <3

sink ur teeth in my neck run the blade on my skin
i would tell her i dont feel safe but she'd never give a shit
try and sneak behind my back I know everything you did
i dont know why I wake up again dont really wanna live cause
baby youre driving me
so much further away than u could ever see
but i can't bring myself to leave i'd miss the memories
id miss every summer night when you were next to me
and now it seems like you can't respond a text to me

ive been walking round the sidewalk
so tell me where do i start
she said Im a ticking time bomb
then she gets to breaking my heart
like im thrown out with the sidearm
like im looking for the disarm
she said you're never what I want
never let down by the sidewalk

(clod)

i was stuck where you left me i guess thats whats wrong with me
i could say things are indifferent but then thats an iron chain
just fuck off i dont even want your hand
you dont even listen to a word when i talk
how come when she wanna fuck me she gon fuck me with the lights off (boing)
you clean  all the blood off of my arms with a white claw
she devours his lips while i watch (stutters)

(kristin and clod)

ive been walking round the sidewalk (fuck)
so tell me where do i start
she said Im a ticking time bomb
then she gets to breaking my heart
like im thrown out with the sidearm
like im looking for the disarm
she said you're never what I want
never let down by the sidewalk

sidewalk ft claude (stezzyxl)

u talk 2 much (baz)

Out on spotify 

down bad ft @staggyucrazy
prod @01kon ♥ 

lyrics:
And I'm not really one for all the talking
Think that I should try before I knock it
You don't realize that I’ve been cautious
Thinking bout your eyes just got me nauseous

Lately I don't care about what they’re saying
Do you realize that i've been waiting
Know I want you bad but i've been patient
Waited for a text but then the day went

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

Lately I don't care about what they’re saying
Do you realize that i've been waiting
Know I want you bad but i've been patient
Waited for a text but then the day went

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

Don't you worry about me I know they're laced
Watch the makeup run right down your face
This a 1 way street I cut my brakes
This the last time you gon come my way

Cant sleep now I'm so restless
Living everyday so fast so reckless
Guess I should've taken this one as a lesson
Mean girls keep silent no wesson

You would never even know that its us
So far just to trip and then I'm stuck in the dust
So hard it dont matter there aint nun to discuss
Low bar but aint nothing getting lower than us

(so sad baby nothing getting lower than us)

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

And I'll never be enough
I been trying to tell you
But I'm feeling hella stuck
I've been trying to tell you
You're the one I'm thinking of
Like I dont want to but I might give up

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind

down bad! ft staggy (01kon)

back! ft @saffilikesotters
prod mylovealoneagain

back! ft saffi (mylovealoneagain)

@resolve1k
lyrics:

full throttle on the gas i can't let it go
torched and cauterized my skin by acting ice cold
you would think the way you act is getting old
side piece blowing up your phone acting hella bold 

baby tell me if i'm holding on for no reason
think i'm too late for all the begging and the pleading
flipped like order 66 like it's treason
and i don't think i can defeat it

and i never thought bare minimum was too much
got me thinking did i fuck it up did i rush? 
was your love a figment to my imaginary touch
should've listened to my gut and left you as a crush

and i'm sorry
think my tendencies made you worry
whitney in my cup has my vision blurring 
and i fucked it up once don't wanna see your love flurring

crush (inno)

lyrics :

lost in a field of flowers
wish it was ours
i think that i'd stay forever
and we'd talk for hours
and we tell old stories
from when we were younger
when time didn't matter

i know that this isn't easy
and you don't believe me 
but i want you to stay here
cause without you i'm nothing 
but together we're something
take our time let's not rush it

(ambient singing cool)

look you in your eyes
tell you everything's alright 
and i'm staying for a while
so just know you're gonna be fine
i'm just

lost in a field of flowers
wish it was ours
i think that i'd stay forever
and we'd talk for hours
and we tell old stories
from when we were younger
when time didn't matter

field of flowers

cuz "throwing in the towel" is too long lol

woah
i just rly wanna give up
ppl never know when its too much
it's never been that fun
i lost my head
whats it like to be dead?
i cut off all my friends
they never knew me to begin with

old friend of mine
ive been up all night
and im rly feelin hurt
got her face in the dirt
i could never know for sure
trippin up on words
but hey it could be worse!
(la la la)
burning up in my sweater
tryna hide my face in my sleeve when she answers
what about after?
i panicked when i met her
wonder if i like her
i wanna be her ever after

i just wanna go to sleep
words are cutting rly deep
ur in every fucking dream i have lately
ive seen this place before
its not dark at night
what the fuck is going on

towel song

first solo song in a while ❤

mixed and mastered by @user-350253571

sick of it all (prod me)

self prod

lyrics:
i wish you the best in the worst way
no one ever thought we would last in the first place
you got my heart skipping beats, you were elite
dream abt ur luv rinse it and repeat

im tryna get my head straight out the past
reminicse abt the time i saw you last
laid up, fall in luv,
fight a lot, making up
i don't think i can do it anymore
if u hit my phone i might ignore
i jus can't forgive you like before
leave you in the past, leave you in my lore
i don't think i can do it anymore

do u like to waste my time?
not gonna lie
if you would again i wouldn't mind x2

i think the alcohol is talking back
it's telling me to answer all ur calls back

i think i might relapse
it'd make my heart relax
until i overload and crash x2

im tryna get my head straight out the past
reminicse abt the time i saw you last
laid up, fall in luv,
fight a lot, making up
i don't think i can do it anymore
if u hit my phone i might ignore
i jus can't forgive you like before
leave you in the past, leave you in my lore
i don't think i can do it anymore

anymore (aurasrevenge)

Niz Cypher feat Yeat and Drake(champagnpapi)

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/arcadiabeats-413285598

WATERGXD - Wanted (prod. arcadia)

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