Out on spotify 

down bad ft @staggyucrazy
prod @01kon ♥ 

lyrics:
And I'm not really one for all the talking
Think that I should try before I knock it
You don't realize that I’ve been cautious
Thinking bout your eyes just got me nauseous

Lately I don't care about what they’re saying
Do you realize that i've been waiting
Know I want you bad but i've been patient
Waited for a text but then the day went

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

Lately I don't care about what they’re saying
Do you realize that i've been waiting
Know I want you bad but i've been patient
Waited for a text but then the day went

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

Don't you worry about me I know they're laced
Watch the makeup run right down your face
This a 1 way street I cut my brakes
This the last time you gon come my way

Cant sleep now I'm so restless
Living everyday so fast so reckless
Guess I should've taken this one as a lesson
Mean girls keep silent no wesson

You would never even know that its us
So far just to trip and then I'm stuck in the dust
So hard it dont matter there aint nun to discuss
Low bar but aint nothing getting lower than us

(so sad baby nothing getting lower than us)

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

And I'll never be enough
I been trying to tell you
But I'm feeling hella stuck
I've been trying to tell you
You're the one I'm thinking of
Like I dont want to but I might give up

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind

down bad! ft staggy (01kon)

@resolve1k
lyrics:

full throttle on the gas i can't let it go
torched and cauterized my skin by acting ice cold
you would think the way you act is getting old
side piece blowing up your phone acting hella bold 

baby tell me if i'm holding on for no reason
think i'm too late for all the begging and the pleading
flipped like order 66 like it's treason
and i don't think i can defeat it

and i never thought bare minimum was too much
got me thinking did i fuck it up did i rush? 
was your love a figment to my imaginary touch
should've listened to my gut and left you as a crush

and i'm sorry
think my tendencies made you worry
whitney in my cup has my vision blurring 
and i fucked it up once don't wanna see your love flurring

crush (inno)

imma fuck off to amsterdam
with people who
actually care
im not gonna hold your hand
not just a week
for eternity
i need a break from reality
for a little bit
for a little bit
cuz its getting to crazy

and i admit
that i made a few mistakes 
but it's alright
cuz it's really all i did
and i wont promise that ill find a way to fix it
you're on your own now
so i wont say shit

losing friends hurts a lot

amsterdam

RUN RUN RUN (guda)

lyrics :

lost in a field of flowers
wish it was ours
i think that i'd stay forever
and we'd talk for hours
and we tell old stories
from when we were younger
when time didn't matter

i know that this isn't easy
and you don't believe me 
but i want you to stay here
cause without you i'm nothing 
but together we're something
take our time let's not rush it

(ambient singing cool)

look you in your eyes
tell you everything's alright 
and i'm staying for a while
so just know you're gonna be fine
i'm just

lost in a field of flowers
wish it was ours
i think that i'd stay forever
and we'd talk for hours
and we tell old stories
from when we were younger
when time didn't matter

field of flowers

prod: larue made it
mixed: me and @maxrrss
mastered: me

lyrics:
(killaura)
i fell for your lies again
said you changed, but you sinned all again
apologized when you called me
persuade me with your body
reek of his cologne but it didn't stop me
from getting what i wanted from you
it's a two way street baby i was playing you too
played right into my ruse
now you're dazed and confused
not dumb enough to sit here waiting for you

love is a game and i love playing pretend
lied that i'm alone and but i'm w my side in my bed
knock on my door and she lookin at me turnin red
runnin w a headstart to get ahead
baby i never said i wasn't playing you
crying in my arms like you ain't do me dirty too
too be honest i really wasn't feeling you
smile on my face cuz she ain't know she was being used

(maxrrss)
do you really want to talk again
we arguing 
and i never left your side when she was in my bed
and i find you always taking back the words you said

you never meant 
i love you
i trust you
i need you
i want you
but i put it to the side
looking at you in the eyes
i know you don't wanna cry
i can see thru all your lies

Ohhhhhhhhhhh
do you even really care (do you even really care)
run my fingers thru ur hair (run my fingers thru ur hair)
when your around i stop and stare (when your around i stop and stare)

so don't 
rely on me
to keep you company
i don't have honesty
you took that part of me and

(killaura)
love is a game and i love playing pretend
lied that i'm alone and but i'm w my side in my bed
knock on my door and she lookin at me turnin red
runnin w a headstart to get ahead
baby i never said i wasn't playing you
crying in my arms like you ain't do me dirty too
too be honest i really wasn't feeling you
smile on my face cuz she ain't know she was being used

pretend +max ruben (laruemadeit)

prod: starboyrob
mixing: me, sacreds, 4bsence
master: i don't even wanna talk abt it bro
carried by: sacreds, 4bsence

lyrics:
(aura)
step in the club we drinkin hypnotic
giving me top it's turnin neurotic
gang in this bitch issa riot
bang in this bitch it ain't quiet
he talkin tough i couldn't believe it
aim at your skull and now you ain't breathin
mindin my business but you lurkin and seethin
fuckin your bitch and she drinkin my [redacted] 
get in my bag i flex it i get it i go
surprised a pop boy rappin this flow
your concerts are silent like death row 
whippin the coupe, drift thru the road
tryin your best but can't hit the gold
smokin ur pack strapped on the low
u step up on me i kno you gon fold  

(sacreds)
yeah getting the money so easy to me i just tripled that shit in a week
yeah i took a Percocet 30 it fuck up my body i cant even speak 
walking around with a K on my side and if he wanna test me he gon fucking bleed yeah
that boy gon talk on the net, we already know that he want to be me shh
walking around and my pockets so fat bitch i feel like i’m mf lizzo
he gonna talk all that shit
drac light a boy up like a fucking zippo 
bitch we gon hit at his hit at his head
now he wanna talk that shit so we go for revenge
i mix the act up
i count the racks up
fucking that bitch and i’m fucking her friend yeah 
i hit that boy with an xd 
hit that boy up and he mf dead 
i got a whole lotta mf xp
knock off his top and then fill him with lead yeah
i heard that boy wanna test me
killing that boy and i mf laugh yeah 
i already know they detest me
but i could not care
not bout that

(4bsence)
wait bitch
i got a choppa, a k, bitch
no i do not want to wait, bitch
shootin that boy in his face, bitch
hey bitch
wait bitch
i got a glock on my waist, bitch
you see my chain, you can't take this
i'm finna shoot up his place, bitch
woah, fuck
hold up
i keep a pole, bruh
i got a blade on me
strike like a cobra
i pop that boy like a soda
why he actin like he know us
me and my gang, yeah, we so up
yeah, yeah, yeah

hypnotic +sacreds & 4bsence (starboyrob)

cuz "throwing in the towel" is too long lol

woah
i just rly wanna give up
ppl never know when its too much
it's never been that fun
i lost my head
whats it like to be dead?
i cut off all my friends
they never knew me to begin with

old friend of mine
ive been up all night
and im rly feelin hurt
got her face in the dirt
i could never know for sure
trippin up on words
but hey it could be worse!
(la la la)
burning up in my sweater
tryna hide my face in my sleeve when she answers
what about after?
i panicked when i met her
wonder if i like her
i wanna be her ever after

i just wanna go to sleep
words are cutting rly deep
ur in every fucking dream i have lately
ive seen this place before
its not dark at night
what the fuck is going on

towel song

first solo song in a while ❤

mixed and mastered by @user-350253571

sick of it all (prod me)

@55depths
@pooryoku
prod. me

damn, shawty.
that kinda hurt.

lyrics:
(dth)
falling right through your emotions
i'm exhausted
buried at sea
in the ocean
or a casket
cause you gotta give to me
what i give to you
(what i gave to you i won't get back)
but it's not enough
what ever will we do
what will we do

run it back in my head
how you hurt me
wishing i were dead
can never save me
take it back
what you said to me that night
"how could something so wrong
feel so right?"
run it back in my head
how you hurt me
wishing i were dead
can never save me
take it back
what you said to me that night
"how could something so wrong
feel so right?"

(yoku)
if only you had saw me
you should regret it
all of those lies you said then
you use me like a weapon
it took some time to replenish
i still cry i'm not finished
i say i'm fine but i'm kiddin
it took a while to just fit in
and i'm still carrying burdens
and you don't care if i'm hurtin
you tell me that i'm uncertain
but i don't think there's a way i'm wrong


(dth)
go on and look back
at your best performance
(were you acting?)
and erase all of this
like a time to before it
go on and look back
at your best performance
and erase all of this
like a time to before it

run it back in my head
how you hurt me
wishing i were dead
can never save me
take it back
what you said to me that night
"how could something so wrong
feel so right?"
run it back in my head
how you hurt me
wishing i were dead
can never save me
take it back
what you said to me that night
"how could something so wrong
feel so right?"

take it back w/ yoku

dont hate yourself

collective ! 
@alteria_cool
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