diegointhedark - angeldust (feat. tori)

mixed by @luvkurtis
prod by pekarot
lyrics:

And i've got this pit in my gut
I'm not sure what I want
So ill keep my mouth shut
And I'll just bottle it up
But you told me to

(chorus)
U told me to
Talk it out

I'm breaking
I don't know how

I know that we’re
over now

You said that its fine but im
Breaking apart

And I cant keep
Doing this all on my own

I'm breaking apart
I don't know where to go

You told me its
Fine but i'm not even
Sure if i'll make it back home

And id cry when i needed ya
I cant keep faking but i'm too conceited ya
You'd tell me to calm down when i get too heated yea
You know i can't leave my life here without you

But you know
You'd pick me when i was low

You taught me how
to pick up the phone

You taught me how
To just let it go

(chorus)
U told me to
Talk it out

I'm breaking
I don't know how

I know that we’re
over now

You said that its fine but im
Breaking apart

And I'm, And I'm giving up
And I, And I need someone
And I, And I, And I hate your guts
And I, And I dont think I'd

Ever run
I hope that I
Become what you want
And I cannot
Talk Im done
If im breaking I'll
Suck it up
I know that its
Over now
Still wish we could
Talk somehow
But I've become numb
And you dont know what
I've become

U told me to
Talk it out

I'm breaking
I don't know how

I know that we’re
over now

You said that its fine but im
Breaking apart 2x

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talk it out

prod @rewind214 
featuring @ilymay

lyrics:

@bakasheap
no goodbyes cuz it hurts
i was waiting for you laying in a hearse
i was tryna walk away from the dirt
didnt realize i walked over the mud

you left me so sad
did it all for you
but you blessed my heart
made me feel anew

and these thoughts of losing you
never crossed my mind
guess that i was the fool

@ilymay
think i need to get away 
you’ve been in my head too long i need a break 
theres a lot that i cant cope with 
said id feel this way for the last time
having these thoughts and these dreams of when you were mine 
know it’s for the best and i’ll learn how to be fine on my own
on my own again 
wish you’d let me in 
you're stuck in my head ohh

@bakasheap
i said did you really like me?
you been running in loops in my mind see
its so hard to think about what we might be
in my dreams and my thoughts you're all i see

no goodbyes +may (rewind)

prod me

i need to gain more confidence
but i still live in fear
ive lost count of years passed
since the last time that i felt that u were here
and i will say nothing at all
because there is no use
i know there re no such words
that would take me back to u

i know that it was all my fault
that we ve fallen apart
i guess this is too much
for my malfunctioning heart
and i try to let it go
but these memories keep coming back
ive hurt u so much
and im so sorry for that

confidence

a single from "kitz, wya?" - a project by kitz + jackwya
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5K2Q4kRRydqRTBC2d6z5jc?si=42cd563884084247

lyrics:
Tell ‘em I’m on my way
Bitch so bad had to get my pape
Tell ‘em I’m - Tell ‘em I’m on my way
If they tryna slide, bitch you can’t stay, yeah
Tell ‘em I’m on my way
My voice ain’t free, bitch you gotta pay 
Flying out hella baes to the bay
And I ain’t do shit how I caught that stray, damn
Bitch I been doing my own damn thing
Brokitz how the fuck you make the bands in a year you’re only 17
I ain’t gon’ spill no sauce, oh no, unless you my bro or my god damn team 
Tell me why that hoe dick suckin’ like Dillon Danis in that ring
Now take it twitter if you want the beef

Sike, now take it X
Wait, bitch, I heard you the feds
In another damn whip they must’ve thought I was Johnny Test, hoe
How the fuck you talk like that over FaceTime, with your chest, hoe 
Hang it up, hit her back, yeah
I think you know the rest, hoe
Cartier lenses got me seeing demons
Word to reef, they got me straight outta Neimans
The prozac be hittin like every season
Send me that open, I told ‘em to keep it
You sent me a tape, I didn’t receive it
Listen to the first damn minute
If I hit you back imma tell you delete it
Nah I’m just playing I don’t even mean it

Tell ‘em I’m on my way
Bitch so bad had to get my pape
Tell ‘em I’m - Tell ‘em I’m on my way
If they tryna slide, bitch you can’t stay, yeah
Tell ‘em I’m on my way
My voice ain’t free, bitch you gotta pay 
Flying out hella baes to the bay
And I ain’t do shit how I caught that stray, damn
Bitch I been doing my own damn thing
Brokitz how the fuck you make the bands in a year you’re only 17
I ain’t gon’ spill no sauce, oh no, unless you my bro or my god damn team 
Tell me why that hoe dick suckin’ like Dillon Danis in that ring
Now take it twitter if you want the beef

omw (jackwya)

prod michael harrison
<3
lyrics: 

[hook]
wouldnt hurt 
just to show a little bit of compassion
i went cold in the summer
when u turned me away

a 25 that i bought 
but i aint makin it last yeah
ima need a hunnid baby
smoke dat shit in a day
x2

[bridge]
theres nothin left for me to do
ima light another lay down
in this empty bed thats made for 2
fuck im wishin u were here now 

[verse]
she see thru it 
she see thru it 
know that ima such a let down

goin thru it 
goin thru it 
no i aint comin back now

theres nothin to it
nothin to it 
ima push u away
didnt wanna do it to u but im keepin u safe

stuck in the middle of may 
i still remember that day
no i dont wanna but the trauma 
keeps on makin its way

yeah get the fuck out my face
dont need to hear it today
ive hit a boiling point 
no i dont wanna stay in this place

[bridge]
no i dont 
i dont 
know where im goin save me 

no i dont 
i dont 
know who i am as of lately 

[hook]
it wouldnt hurt 
just to show a little bit of compassion
i went cold in the summer
when u turned me away

a 25 that i bought 
but i aint makin it last yeah
ima need a hunnid baby
smoke dat shit in a day
x2

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25BAG (michael harrison)

drown

drown (kojo & brknglss)

koriko

prod me! 
thx to @trustt, diddy, @breakupbreakdown for the help n tips while making this song

sick to my stomach (me)

guitar by me.

cant you hold tight

i start missing you too soon

why dont you come by

is it so hard for you to move

im so impatient

cant get you out of my head

stage two -  denial


She got that camo cap pulled down low,
Boots in the dirt where the backroads go.
Grins like she got secrets to show,
Rides shotgun but she’s takin’ control.
Fires up my truck with a firefly smile,
Cranks that wheel with a coastal style.
Sweet like tea but wild like flame,
Glowin’ like heat with a rebel name.
She’s my barefoot queen with a backroad flame,
Crackin’ a cold one callin’ my name.
Got that tackle box heart and hammer-swing grace,
Can fish, can build with sun on her face.
Every mile she drives me wild,
Grit with a grin and a coconut smile.
She’s sweet tea bold, wild and true,
And everything country looks better on you.
Backs up a trailer like she’s got a plan,
Don’t take no shade, she’s her own damn man.
Tunes up the Jeep while the record spins,
Barefoot dancing in the Gulf Coast wind.
Steals my cap with a kiss and a laugh,
Laid-back fire with a wild-girl craft.
She’s that starlit soul with heart full of gold,
The kind of girl you don’t let go.
She’s my barefoot queen with a backroad flame,
Crackin’ a cold one callin’ my name.
Got that tackle box heart and hammer-swing grace,
Can fish, can build with sun on her face.
Every mile she drives me wild,
Grit with a grin and a coconut smile.
She’s sweet tea bold, wild and true,
And baby that wild just looks good on you.
Two-steps in moonlight, dips in the creek,
Skinny-dippin’ laughs when the water runs deep.
Sunday prayer with a Saturday streak,
She’s a sun-drenched flame and she’s all I need.
She’s my barefoot queen with a backroad flame,
Pullin’ my heart just whisperin’ my name.
Salt in her hair, fire in her soul,
Country to the bone with a coast-born glow.
Every mile she drives me wild,
Grit with a grin and a coconut smile.
She’s sweet tea bold, wild and true,
And baby, that wild just looks good on you.
Yeah, she’s backwoods sun and beach-town bold…
And the way she’s redneck… never gets old…


Backroad Flame

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