feat. @kaixan 
produced by @prodbytoshi & @prodsoulsss

lyrics:
take advantage of me you know i like that 
in the end im going ghost like snapchat 
too much pressure on my chest i cant take it 
pull up to the party you aint get an invitation 
my friends will leave me in the dirt 
im sick and tired feeling hurt 
why is it always getting worse 
i took the pills it made it worse 

(kaixan)
yeah these pills got me hanging on a tightrope 
leaking body red up on the screen just like a typo
all my money blue its like im texting off an iphone
posted with ur bitch im not just kaixan imma chiro-practor
and that money coming im the factor
spin that fucking building imma turn into disaster
and u can come meet me after 
what i would do for some laughter

to be honest i still wish you the best but
right now im feeling so much better 
thankful for the things that i would do when i would let her 
every time u hit my phone i just ignore it 
every time i see a pill i want to snort it 
baby ur the reason why im sticking to myself 
ive been steady smoking cigarettes im fucking up my health
my friends will leave me in the dirt 
im sick and tired feeling hurt 
why is it always getting worse 
i took the pills it made it worse
i pretend it doesnt matter 
fucking with your feelings now ur prolly feeling shattered 
she said im “mysterious” but really its anxiety 
i dont like commitment so im sticking to variety 
my friends will leave me in the dirt 
im sick and tired feeling hurt 
why is it always getting worse 
i took the pills it made it worse

always w/ kaixan (toshi + souls1)

yes that was fortnite battle bus sample
produced by me

lyrics:
i know he gets mad when i talk to u
see it in his eyes he smelled my perfume
all up in ur clothes its just wat i do
i aint wanna do it but i had to
just to make a statement like a mf tattoo

walk into the function i can barely even see shit
i wont make assumptions but i think she wanna cheat bitch
she asked for my number he got nervous and repeats it
always on my dick and i aint even wanna be here

i got options but ur bitch the main one
i could stop it but u not gon say none
you too pussy and u short u cant run
feel like 6'4 too with my mf gun

bitch u hear the fucking drums they gon hear them then they run
in my city im their father i aint ever been ur son
they gon ask me for a beat and im gon scam em then i run
she said she so fucking pissed at me and she not gonna text back
give me one more week and she gon tell me that she miss sad
sometimes i be feeling hella bad for that dumbass
lately i been smoking hella gas with the mistress
pussies always lurking stay the fuck out of our business

they said im a hoe well of course i need someone to write songs about
call up on my phone there aint shit we gotta talk about
how tf u pressed this is really all ur fault
how tf they cheat on u and we aint get caught
blame yourself blame the wealth but dont ever blame me
maybe u should get ur money up ur tanks on E
broke bitch are u really surprised 
that she would really fucking leave me at the sight of my eyes
cause all the signs were there and u aint give a fuck
so i why would i give less when im always drunk

blame yourself

(prod. matthew may)
sorry had to reupload bcz of an issue

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Spotify Stream: https://open.spotify.com/track/3skwifBT4mfn2nGPsWqJLL?si=d936c57465344c07

Lyrics below:

Fate leaves
As soon as you wake up
It may be
A little over by head cause
I'm far from the castle you built me into
And I'm just not the asshole
This time that's not true
I'll justify the means till the end
Lying to myself I might as well just pretend
Gonna start to listen to my heart and not my head
Cause I've been wrong too many times to start it all again

Some times I feel a tremble
Caught between the pages
Just see where it takes us
Look beneath the evergreen
I was running through the forest tryna get to my next high
You were in the city collecting all your dead guys
Tryna find a spell to help my self get my head right
Promised me you'd be my healer
I was running through the forest tryna get to my next high
You were in the city collecting all your dead guys
Tryna find a spell to help my self get my head right
Promised me you'd be my healer

Tell me what's wrong man let's quit all this acting
I know it's been hard we can still make it happen
Our hope is not lost it's a shot in the dark
But since we're in a war we just can't be that passive
Trust me I won't fold
I'll run 'em off the road
I don't think they expect me
To be this good in the cold
I learned the things they told me
Won't let them ignore me
By the time I'm done with them
They begging me for mercy

Some times I feel a tremble
Caught between the pages
Just see where it takes us
Look beneath the evergreen
I was running through the forest tryna get to my next high
You were in the city collecting all your dead guys
Tryna find a spell to help my self get my head right
Promised me you'd be my healer
I was running through the forest tryna get to my next high
You were in the city collecting all your dead guys
Tryna find a spell to help my self get my head right
Promised me you'd be my healer

the forest

mixed by @luvkurtis
prod by pekarot
lyrics:

And i've got this pit in my gut
I'm not sure what I want
So ill keep my mouth shut
And I'll just bottle it up
But you told me to

(chorus)
U told me to
Talk it out

I'm breaking
I don't know how

I know that we’re
over now

You said that its fine but im
Breaking apart

And I cant keep
Doing this all on my own

I'm breaking apart
I don't know where to go

You told me its
Fine but i'm not even
Sure if i'll make it back home

And id cry when i needed ya
I cant keep faking but i'm too conceited ya
You'd tell me to calm down when i get too heated yea
You know i can't leave my life here without you

But you know
You'd pick me when i was low

You taught me how
to pick up the phone

You taught me how
To just let it go

(chorus)
U told me to
Talk it out

I'm breaking
I don't know how

I know that we’re
over now

You said that its fine but im
Breaking apart

And I'm, And I'm giving up
And I, And I need someone
And I, And I, And I hate your guts
And I, And I dont think I'd

Ever run
I hope that I
Become what you want
And I cannot
Talk Im done
If im breaking I'll
Suck it up
I know that its
Over now
Still wish we could
Talk somehow
But I've become numb
And you dont know what
I've become

U told me to
Talk it out

I'm breaking
I don't know how

I know that we’re
over now

You said that its fine but im
Breaking apart 2x

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talk it out

vigil

vigil + funeral [fumiko]

I wanna slow dance
You're the only one I know, I wanna hold hands
All the limerence that I kept it to myself
Lead us nowhere, we been hiding in the shell
I know we gon' fell

But if we don't have it all
I'm trying my hardest to make you feel better
When I'm without you

They just tell me more
I should stay close with you
And I don't want you to get involve with anything
You'll be playing with fire

Baby, stay with me
Am I just an issue that will make you leave?
Something wrong?
Tell me, can you say it please?
I cannot fufill up on the things you need
Let it out baby, I don't-

It's all my fault, you know
I left the good ones in the hole
And I don't want them to treat you wrong

Take another shot baby, I just wanna stay
Living all my life, moment that you went away
Away, when you calm down for a moment I'll be
Waiting for the sun to come up
And you play your songs for me to hear
It's a beauty and a beast mode
I can't think about another one for you to decode 
I know that I've been on the wrong road
But I need somebody to talk to, it's a convo
So I cut ties with another bad apple in my basket
I don't wanna see it again

It's all my fault, you know
I left the good ones in the hole
And I don't want them to treat you wrong

Save you from the trauma, I don't want any more drama
And baby, please just stay with me
Oh no, it's my fault
I need a call

I been finding ways for another safe zone for you in the world
Don't light it up, don't light it up for the pearls
Until they saw your face
I'm all alone
Try to find my home right before I know you until I fall

Just get it off right now
Let it out baby I just wanna hear your voice
Cause, all these songs are so melancholy
If you miss me back, then you better call me
Did they treat you wrong?
Did you get out of there?
Oh baby, it was all my fault
I know that you was right all along

Baby, I don't wanna let you down
Stayin' outside, everybody left town
Chasin' all the life that you're on about
We been out here for a couple hundred rounds 

Let it out, so baby, stay with me
Am I just an issue that will make you leave?
Something wrong?
Tell me, can you say it please?
I cannot fufill up on the things you need
Let it out baby, I don't-

I'm sorry for leaving you there
I should've known better before I talk to em'
Don't let it be up on your health, I'm cutting ties with them
And I'll cure the depression for you it is

All my fault, you know
I left the good ones in the hole
And I don't want them to treat you wrong

Just get it off right now
Let it out baby I just wanna hear your voice
Cause, all these songs are so melancholy
If you miss me back, then you better call me
Did they treat you wrong?
Did you get out of there?
Oh baby, it was all my fault
I know that you was right all along

Baby, I don't wanna let you down
Stayin' outside, everybody left town
Chasin' all the life that you're on about
We been out here for a couple hundred rounds
Oh, don't go away baby, please just stay with me

treatyouwrong

The Plastic Soul

“Just a Dream” is a slow, introspective alternative rock track from Defuse, the Nexa Music virtual band. The song explores the search for truth in life and the idea that understanding the world begins with understanding yourself. Carried by a restrained, atmospheric rock arrangement, the music allows the emotion and message to breathe, creating space for reflection and quiet intensity. Thought-provoking and honest, “Just a Dream” is a contemplative moment from Defuse that invites the listener to look inward.

Just a Drean

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