spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6iZILYTgJvFM33cIfYi5Vp?si=c11bc685f6b24a5d
prod. me
mastered by @/griggs._ (insta)

cell towers
green august
cut hands with the pink nail polish
no flowers
no prom dress
no chance i could say what i wanted

no pictures
theyre all torn apart
i set them all on fire let it burn in the yard
i tried to run away
but i cant escape now
the flames have spread too far

you said it's alright
you told a story it was all lies
you always try to pick me up to watch me fall back down
watch it all die
i cant hold you now
you try to stay strong
but nobody told you how

i know youll never see me the way i see you
i thought i hid how i was feeling it was see-through
need you, but i need you
you made me the gloves that i would bleed through
falling like the leaves do

black berry thorns youre still there
just like the old clothes i still wear
so our plan didnt pan out
dont know where ill land now
just know i cant stay where i am now
ran out
used to be your man but i cant now
hands out 
i keep waiting on you while you stand your ground
i just really hope you know i still care
in the hills with the trees i dont feel bare

i said its alright
stay on call with you for all night
you always try to pick me up to watch me fall back down
watch it all die
i cant hold you now
you try to stay strong
but nobody told you how

you dont see what i lost
what it really cost me
pull of in a vacant lot
just to make it all green in my eyes
no shot
i cant shake em off me
its like just when i forgot
saw the leaves falling im

alright
you told a story it was all lies
you always try to pick me up to watch me fall back down
watch it all die
i cant hold you now
you try to stay strong
but nobody told you how

i know youll never see me the way i see you
i thought i hid how i was feeling it was see-through
need you, but i need you
you made me the gloves that i would bleed through
falling like the leaves do

green august

lyrics :

She had everything
You always tryna get up
In my head no wonder why
You fixing all the damage

You wonder why is over
It's hard to control you don't know
Yourself enough to worry about it

When you go
I was staying the same lane
Before tomorrow
Can i leave all the same pain

All i know
She's a devil's daughter
Always come and go
She just don't wanna bother
And i can't be afraid
Tell you that i don't know nothing
It's all in your arm 
And you forget it all

All i know
She's a devil's daughter
Always come and go
She just don't wanna bother
And i can't be afraid
Tell you that i don't know nothing
It's all in your arm
And you forget it all

You must go around
Let's settle down a moment
There so many hours i wasted on
You gon fall for it
Try too hard to get your feelings out
To the rain and it fallin away

When you go
I was staying the same lane
Before tomorrow
Can i leave all the same pain

All i know
She's a devil's daughter
Always come and go
She just don't wanna bother
And i can't be afraid
Tell you that i don't know nothing
It's all in your arm 
And you forget it all

All i know
She's a devil's daughter
Always come and go
She just don't wanna bother
And i can't be afraid
Tell you that i don't know nothing
It's all in your arm
And you forget it all

All i know
She's a devil's daughter
Always come and go
She just don't wanna bother
And i can't be afraid
Tell you that i don't know nothing
It's all in your arm
And you forget it all

devil's daughter

prod. ilytwelve 
(do you love me?)

so i'll do it alone 
i don't need a hand 
you could put that on my stone
fuck it you don't need a man yeah
i say that's cool
i'll hold it all back 
that convenient for you?
you-
that convenient for you?
i'll say it 2 times 
i won't hang onto you
and i wont think twice 
i won't cater for you 
im a hater for you 
to tell you the truth 
that convenient for you?
i'll say it 2 times 
i won't hang onto you
and i wont think twice 
i won't cater for you 
im a hater for you 
to tell you the truth

convenient

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validation ft @rans0m 
prod @01kon + @p-guda

And I ain't ever felt this way before
Everything just piles on my brain
It pours it rains it pours
You take some more
My brain is sore 
and I

Can't keep on giving
I ain't really been okay in like a minute
And you ask if I love you
But that's a given
Do you feel the same?
Who are we kidding

She’ll do it all
For validation
Addicted to love
Like it was medication
I give it my all
But you were still “complacent“
In love with the feeling of feeling appreciation 
x2

She do whatever it takes
So I'm stuck here talking
And she mess with my head
Like I'm another option

Like I'm another man
Am I not a part of the plan?
I guess it's not that shocking

@rans0m
You treat me like a mess mess
Never clean your shit up
I can't do no right only wrong im a sinner
I won't make it far always losing not a winner
Sit back and watch the stars in your eyes
Watch them shimmer

Left or right?
I don't know where to go
Take my hand show the place the place they call home
Left or right?
I don't know where to go

She’ll do it all
For validation
Addicted to love
Like it was medication
I give it my all
But you were still “complacent“
In love with the feeling of feeling appreciation 
x2

validation ft rans0m (01kon + guda)

Lalalala :)

go along like everything is just fine
we're not showing any signs
u can never tell if somethings wrong
go wide im a player penalized
running on the wrong side
breaking all the rules to top it off

fought the one time and now we dont talk at all
its on my mind but dont think that im missing yuh
someday or another i'll let chu know
if im close enough to let u know

and while im at it ima tell u by the way
u cant make it up after its too late
so u only do the minimum and say ur gonna change
why does it always fall through
wont take that
if u bark im gonna bite
its a lot of back and forth
but it only makes me want it more
although its nobody's fault
its so sad that we dont talk at all
not at all
and we built it up just to fall if the breeze had caught wind
didnt go how we thought
and now we dont talk at all
i push it back to the safe where the memories locked
try to forget who u are
cus now we dont talk at all

Talkatall =[

im god (sxth sns)

&&&

lyrics

where u been
i been looking all over for you
tell your friends
can i see you one last time before i go

i got free will so i do as i please
its a steep hill ahead so you could leave
dont kiss and tell bae practice what you preach 
you could pray to a false god ill be out of reach
they won’t accept the fact that im ok being me
i will not hold you back its the same color we bleed
i wont regret the past 
no time for that
no time for you
no time for me

she wont say it like she mean it
woke up feel like im still dreaming
i dont wanna feel it if the world dont want me healing
you act like a heathen even though you still believing 
tell me whats the meaning if i love it stops my breathing
(x2)

i pack my bags
come find me now
won’t find me now
(x2)
won’t find me now

i got people asking questions tryna find me out
and i got people throwin money tryna buy me out
whats the problem with your mans 
he dont like what im bout?
if i had a dollar every time they was fake 
man i would’ve lost count

what they saying bout me idc
got some money they want me to share
why you lying you was never there
when the sun sets you can meet me back here

i know you’re upset bout some things i said
i know you’re upset bout some things i did

i do it for me
(x4)

SPOTIFY

heathen (self prod)

prod. blank & scro

lyrics: i don't wanna be alone
i don't wanna be all by myself 
but i don't wanna see you no
and i don't wanna see anyone else
i don't give a fuck
i don't wanna talk
doors all closed when the sun come up
mind on lock 
ran outta luck 
i don't wanna see your face i'm done
( blank )
can't sleep too busy
thinkin bout 
fake dreams and dopamine 
that's not around
and you're not around 
i guess it's better now 
facetimes and phone calls 
it's all bullshit
i don't wanna hear your voice 
don't wanna waste my time 
being someones toy
i'm all alone but at least
i'm not someones ploy
i'll keep it real baby
it's what i feel 
im gone 
i can't eat 
can't sleep 
from breathing all the air 
that you made me
i can't be what you think 
i fell deep
but i need some time for me
cause i'm so fucked up
can't count on no one
it's too much 
doors all closed when the sun comes up
i don't wanna be alone
i don't wanna be all by myself 
but i don't wanna see you no
and i don't wanna see anyone else
i don't give a fuck
i don't wanna talk
doors all closed when the sun come up
mind on lock 
ran outta luck 
i don't wanna see your face i'm done
time alone 
lie unknown 
taking my home 
i don't wanna spend no time with you
i'm known to forget 
when we first met took my breath
they all say i'm sick in the head 
they all can't retie the loose ends
crashing with sickening intent.
( blank )

autophobia

crushin demo for soundcloud

real version May 9th on all platforms :))

*+ (star positive) EP MAY 31st!

validation ft rans0m (01kon + guda)

thrml