Bugs ate my brain :(

song from 'caribou killer', which will be out reasonably soon

i'm gnashing teeth on bent knee
there are two rooms and only one of me
the context is lost in what you speak
stage blood all over the back seat

i've got your high beams in rearview
i can't see a thing
dust clouds form near you
the road is starting to sink

i'm scared that i am missing out
i've known the words but haven't said them aloud
in some facets that i hardly know
rust in my eyes, fingers, and toes

it feels so strange, just an inkling
dry in my mouth
what the fuck were you thinking?
what are you going on about?
the ropes are tightened up
and you're pulling on the ends
it's time i lightened up
walking under the edge

i know how i harshly press my eyes
but i don't know why-
something just feels right
within some conduit through which we rationalize 
the nameless guilt on our back all of the time
"do i have to do this for the rest of my life?"
i have to do this until the day i die

conduits

From the album: "An ode to angels" (2015)
Ye†axa bandcamp: https://yetaxa.bandcamp.com/album/an-ode-to-angels

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Ye†axa bandcamp: yetaxa.bandcamp.com/album/an-ode-to-angels

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boy with no dog demo

Asleep (Smiths cover)

lyrics </3

I wake up everyday a different place a different person
I wanna run away my fragile legs are never learning
I think that people probably like me better when im crying
my mother tells me about her nightmares where im dying

she says im attracted to the light like a moth
ill get killed tryna be strong 'cause im so soft
but the middle of starting over seems like a perfect place to be
you thought that you were worth it, nothing's worth it to me
but the mud in my body

would you still love me if you knew I was alone
that I burn forests to the ground and steal peoples tomb stones
I was in your hair for half an hour and you followed me around my city
broken street lamps paint my eyes a different shade of green that makes you feel like you know me
you could only ever know this place if you dissected my rotting body, and climbed inside me
I bet you're scared
im doing just fine but lets see how you do breathing with no air

stupid fucking little girl, be my bloody valentine
ill slurp up all your organs all the blood you have is mine
i'm always on the run
does it look like so much fun
im always on the run
and I always wanna cry

but the taste of my nosebleeds are so sweet
im fading away but im happy like hello kitty
and isn't the middle of starting over such a perfect place to be
you thought that you were worth it, nothings worth it to me
but the mud in my body

(chorus)

im doing just fine here, im doing just fine
my bugs don't mind it here, we're doing just fine

<3

i bet ur scared!

Many thanks to Deividas for the photo, Tara for the spoken word, and Aran for the guitar.

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Lyrics:

I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
To the Bardo

I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
To the Bardo

Close my eyes 
Just for one second
Chewed up and shit out 
Into a new dimension
Slip into an ooze 
Of infinite creation
Free-fallen from the top
Straight into the basement
Infinite yet empty
That's the way you oughta be
Show me how to keep my nose
And my conscience clean
I know 
For sure
There's something pure
Inside of you

You lived your life with a subtle grace
And I still cry at the thought of your name
But when you live your life with a cold approach
You have no idea how much pain you impose
You're ignorant, you're just an ant
And you can forgive, and you can forget
But when you think, what good is that?
Why don't you refer to your epitaph?

Infinite yet empty
That's the way you oughta be
Show me how to keep my nose
and my conscious clean
And I pray that you'll pray for me
49 days and 7 weeks
Infinite yet empty
That's the way you oughta be
Show me how to keep my nose
and my conscious clean
And I pray that you'll pray for me
49 days and 7 weeks

I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna go
To the Bardo

The Bardo

she's so pale

early morning hallucination

country ep coming at some point 

humming wires, can you hear the west sing?
I can I see my destiny manifesting 
or maybe just mirage in the road 
toll booth trapped and change collecting 
golem monuments of pain erecting 
their fingers pointing out where to go

man alive, the whole crops infested 
all that’s left is what’s been digested
a barren silent desert nothing grows 
and of the pain that you invested 
the mercy toxins you’ve ingested
will ensure you let feel like letting go

heat flows
out the rim of a bottle
I feel indisposed 
nobody knows
It’s a brief blurb without you
Im here and gone alone

Asleep (Smiths cover)

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