This song is literally amazing and always seems to capture the way i feel, if that makes sense. whether its lonliness, anger, numbness. 

still keep listening to this on repeat i don’t think i’ll ever love a song as much as i do this one

This song is always with me in my sad/good/chill times. It deserves the way more likes than it has.. <3 

this song is just so beautiful and i haven’t got tired of listening to it even after 2 years it brings me so many nostalgic memories and it’s just absolute masterpiece

kaiyko

lost in the darkness (an intro by unforseen)

nothing,nowhere. - I've been doing well (tothegood remake)

download: https://hrvestmusic.bandcamp.com/track/its-hard-for-you-w-the-outset-garrett

vocals: @the0utset
production: @harvest & @000garrett

thank-you for 500 followers.

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it's hard for you w/ garrett & the outset

produced by oilcolor

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instagram.com/0ilcolor

you don't have to call back

ｙｏｕ ｃｏｍｐｌｅｔｅ ｍｅ．

Get "twenty one crimes" - out now on all major music platforms
smarturl.it/twenty-one-crimes

prod. DeadForest excl.

ft. allan watts






woke up being saved by the bell
and incase you couldn’t tell
i didn’t take it very well
cos this life’s been killing me ever since it begun
and this days not any different from any other one


feels pretty good but it doesnt feel right
theres voices in my head but i just want quiet
i need closure
and every seconds just like the first
I’ve learnt to like and love the hurt
it gets closer


woke up with a rope around my neck
and id rather be dead
than have you wrapped around my head
should’ve listened to that man upon my shoulder
who told me love is pain but pain last longer


feels pretty good but it doesnt feel right
theres voices in my head but i just want quiet
i need closure
and every seconds just like the first
I’ve learnt to like and love the hurt
it gets closer

august

A sad song about a sad girl. Prod by  https://soundcloud.com/orionnotitle
:::ＬＹＲＩＣＳ:::
She's sinking down the oceans, she's choking on emotions...
She feels herself sinking, getting deeper, shes holding onto her breath,
just falling to her own death, she feels herself sinking,getting deeper deeper. 
She's used to livin like this, livin in an endless abyss,
Take a pill just to make herself better, stuck under the waves
she's the girl that no one will miss.
Cut the air and let it go, gotta breathe underwater and take it slow
Say goodbye to your friends they never cared about you so...
CHORUS: Don't feel bad, the girl who lives underwater
She don't got a problem, she goes with the flow and she knows
that she just gotta let this go...
Through every wave, after wave she just keeps going on
Through every tear, every tear she just keeps growing up
Barely breathing but, shes got a smile on her face and she knows
that when she leaves, she won't ever leave a trace.
Take me underwater with you, I swear that all your dreams will come true
I'll take you to the shore again, even when I think 
that the ocean is your only friend....

She's used to livin like this, livin in an endless abyss,
Take a pill just to make herself better, stuck under the waves
she's the girl that no one will miss.
Cut the air and let it go, gotta breathe underwater and take it slow
Say goodbye to your friends they never cared about you so...
CHORUS: Don't feel bad, the girl who lives underwater
She don't got a problem, she goes with the flow and she knows
that she just gotta let this go...
Through every wave, after wave she just keeps going on
Through every tear, every tear she just keeps growing up
Barely breathing but, shes got a smile on her face and she knows
that when she leaves, she won't ever leave a trace.
Take me underwater with you, I swear that all your dreams will come true
I'll take you to the shore again, even when I think 
that the ocean is your only friend....

CHORUS: Don't feel bad, the girl who lives underwater
She don't got a problem, she goes with the flow and she knows
that she just gotta let this go...
Through every wave, after wave she just keeps going on
Through every tear, every tear she just keeps growing up
Barely breathing but, shes got a smile on her face and she knows
that when she leaves, she won't ever leave a trace.




https://kaiyko.bandcamp.com/album/reminiscing-girl-ep

TheGirlWhoLivesUnderwater [Prod.Orion]

sad things happen to sad people coming soon....

ｉ＇ｍ ａｗａｋｅ ａｌｌ ｎｉｇｈｔ ft. Jssx

ft. https://soundcloud.com/kaiyko prod https://soundcloud.com/kryptik_official

It's Cold Out, So Baby Take My Coat ft. Kaiyko (prod. Kryptik)

BURNT DIARY (FEAT. LIL PEEP & KAIYKO) [PROD. OMENXIII]

prod. https://soundcloud.com/kryptik_official
mix/master https://soundcloud.com/twdutchman

[lyrics]
It's like clockwork how my heart breaks 
Everytime it's winter
Warming up with all my mistakes 
This is just December

My fingertips are blocks of ice 
And no one's here to hold them
Snowflakes aren't as pretty
When you're the only one watching

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

I've never felt so much pain in my life
The grip that is held on my chest is so tight
Why does love try to kill me everytime
Or is it just my own heartbreak suicide

Bottles on bottles to bottle the thoughts 
Of regret and memories I never lost 
I'm letting everyone down, that's nothing new 
This winter will be so damn hard without you

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

Velvet Winter (prod. kryptik)

w/ @kaiyko
download album-- https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/we-disappear
_______________________________________________
(tidecruz)
when the sky snows ash
tell me will it last
when we try and try again
but it never seems to last
i'm running out of time
so leave me with my thoughts
not because i asked
cause it's really what you want
it feels so cold
watch you fade away
its like this everyday
all my feelings are the same
when the sky snows ash
tell me will it last
when we try and try again
but it never seems to last
everything's alright (4x)

it feels so cold
watch you fade away
its like this everyday
all my feelings are the same
when im with you i am lost
without you i am dead
i just want these feelings out my fucking head
so leave with my thoughts
leave cause you want
not because i asked cause it's really what you want
so leave with my thoughts
leave cause you want
not because i asked cause it's really what you want

i just need to be alone
i just to stay at home
i cannot pick up the phone
i just need to live alone
i just need to die alone
i just need to cry alone
everythings alright when im alone

everythings alright (4x both)

(kaiyko)
i try to keep my cool when i am with you, leaving scars all on ur heart
is the last thing i wanna do,
you can pull the tigger if you need that
should've thought about it twice before saying you have my back
and now im taking the fall like nothing else mattered before and oh
I loved it before when I could walk out the door without all this weight on my chest
its getting so heavy, do you know what you mean to me?
You're putting it all on me, oh wont you see?
And i know its not right when i say things r fine, yea look me in the eyes
can you tell that i lie? I know its not right when i waste all this time
But I know the fault is only mine..

(tidecruz)
when the sky snows ash
tell me will it last
when we try and try again
but it never seems to last
i'm running out of time
so leave me with my thoughts
not because i asked
cause it's really what you want
it feels so cold
watch you fade away
its like this everyday
all my feelings are the same
when the sky snows ash
tell me will it last
when we try and try again
but it never seems to last

(kaiyko)
And i know its not right when i say things r fine, yea look me in the eyes
can you tell that i lie? I know its not right when i waste all this time
But I know the fault is only mine..

ashes (feat. kaiyko)

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ashes w/ kaiyko

featuring: @madimarieabel
prod. by @killedmyself

lyrics: https://genius.com/Sedative-beauty-the-smell-of-your-hair-lyrics

the smell of your hair

the smell of your hair w/ madi marie [prod. killedmyself]

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

I'm standing on my own but is it ok if I hold my chances?
Tell me what's temporary and what stays permanent.
Temporary, permanent we keep on shifting surfaces
So who you tryna fool right now?
If you're not stayin' just leave right now
Can't feel you now, Losing my grip now I'm fading out
Couldn't hear my voice even if I shout
Tell me what's next for us baby
You hear it in my voice, Can you erase me?

I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

Baby I've been overthinking
See the blood from the thorns on the roses
If I tried could I let you go now
But the memory of you stays permanent...

What Stays Permanent (prod. killedmyself)

Produced, mixed & mastered by: @shaedelea

Fake lights say our lives won’t be forgotten the moment we've fallen.

Why waste our time? Knowing the options you still circle all this.

I’ve failed to see the beauty in between the lines provide for me. I ignored the signs to leave.

I’ve tried to ease the struggles mentally, but end up hiding all the signs again until it leaves.

How can I love myself again? I ask the same thing every night.

How can I love myself again? I asked again just hoping I could obtain an answer.

Please, can something help me see how I can live a stable life without this will to leave?

It’s a hopeless dream buried underneath the line of problems that are carried through the cracks & seams.

How can I love myself again? I ask the same thing every night.

How can I love myself again? I asked again just hoping I could obtain an answer.

Please, can you just let me sleep? A sinking ship without relent while I suppress these things.

This disbelief prevents a state of grief that wastes away my time to break the lines that stain my streets.

Fake lights say our lives won’t be forgotten the moment we've fallen.

Why waste our time? Knowing the options you still circle all this.

How can I love myself again? I ask the same thing every night.

How can I love myself again?

48 Days (feat. Shae Delea)

‎‎hello. my brain is killing me from a disease called multiple sclerosis. i am making as much music as i can before inevitability i wake up one day unable to function.  i wouldn't wish this on anybody. thanks for listening.
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my head is empty

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