why did I find you as you had to leave, why does this hurt so much

For My Head Is Empty 

This was initially going to be in color order but I didn’t have the time to do it.
I should probably do it in multiple parts. If im missing any songs pls dm the links.

All of my head is empty’s songs

lost in it

losing // 2025
stream / download: https://diedlonely.lnk.to/losing

follow us:

diedlonely:
soundcloud: @eternityfounddead
spotify: https://spoti.fi/3OftOpG
bandcamp: https://bit.ly/3vmfaV4
instagram: https://bit.ly/3ObTX93

envacity:
soundcloud: @envacity
spotify: https://bit.ly/4fbb5K1

diedlonely, envacity - losing

when we disappear // 2025
stream / download: https://diedlonely.lnk.to/whenwedisappear

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diedlonely:
soundcloud: @eternityfounddead
spotify: spoti.fi/3OftOpG
bandcamp: bit.ly/3vmfaV4
instagram: bit.ly/3ObTX93

énouement:
soundcloud: @enouement2k
spotify: spoti.fi/3Jdnf6y
instagram: bit.ly/3JbWCit

diedlonely & énouement - when we disappear

@vanda100 and i had worked on this 3 years ago. he sent a very crazy and long piano peformance to me. i sifted thru it and we transformed it together into something completely different. we tried off and on to finish it and eventually it got left behind. then 3 years later (in 2025), he messaged me again and his friend @natti-915299332 had added some vocals to it. i was very blown away, and it sounded nothing like i had ever heard before. i opened up the old project and added the new vocals, and decided to re-work the entire project into something that better suited the vocals. this project started as one thing, and changed and changed so many times, with things added and removed, until finally this was the result. sometimes the best songs are made in minuets, and other times, music i really adore can take what feels like a life time.

here are the lyrics:
called
no one picked up
to voicemail
i’m alone again
as always
when did i become, the shadow of a ghost?
i never died
but people treat me as if im dead
you don’t have to die to become a ghost
hiding
waiting
searching
looking for answers
something to show that i’m alive
all alone
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the lyrics are particularly personal to me. they were not written with any of my input or communication with them, but ended up being deeply personal for me. If natti wishes to share here her interpretation of them i will add it here,

but for me this song really cuts deep. lately, after refusing to write music for oneheart, and refusing to let him release my music remixed under his name, i've felt like, wow, if this is how big artists treat me, like a piece of meat, or as if i would ever agree to be a ghost writer for someone else's sucess, its deeply dehumanizing, and disgusting, and it's like people treat me as if im dead, but it makes me wonder, how far disgusting people like that would go when im actually dead. he already hired this dude dean to help him rip off my "nothing is real" style songs, after i refused to make them with him and blocked him everywhere, so all i can assume is that the day i actually do die, he will be throwing a big party since in his mind, i wont be there to stop him from ripping off my music on a massive scale. anyways, thats never going to happen, but that's just the kind of garbage i've been dealing with for years now and used to be too afraid to say anything. my health has gotten so bad though, i just could care less anymore and have no issue exposing disgusting people like that. 

i hope this song will help you confront whatever it is you need to think about. for me, it was that garbage. that just scratching the surface but i'll talk about the entire picture sooner or later. anyways, big love to everyone out there, and thanks for listening to our song.

people treat me as if im dead

Follow forlorn -
@forlorn11

Download / Stream:
https://lnk.dmsmusic.co/forlornles_tobeloved

to be loved

THERE AINT ROOM IN THIS TOWN FOR BOTH OF US

crawl into, 
the box down in the dirt
a ghost who wants to roam the earth
and my time has come
im only holding onto the air
my time came and went
a life only half spent
wasting everyday hoping that things would change
and i have nothing to show
nothing to show
nothing to show
that i was i was even here

im only holding onto the air

Follow nilöwh -
@nilowhbeats

Download / Stream:
https://lnk.dmsmusic.co/lesnilwh_thelifeidesire

the life i desire

my room (deadly)

you don’t exist (slowed) - this voice in my head

\\\ https://youtu.be/Tx3GAAFPmAo
album - https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/american-teen
and who would of knew
i could feel so BLUE
in a body so RED
WHITE hair instead
i feel GREEN
and my minds gone BLACK
INDIGO being thrown around my hometown
like it makes you special
we're all gonna die
get it inside and just be alive
don't yourself anything at all
just be there big or small.

video

colour [album + video]

@kaiyko
When we end up at our graves, will everything really be okay?
Will we be satisfied with what we've done, be satisfied with what we leave behind
Does it scare you? That everything you know will be gone...
And all the memories that we shared, you know it was all for fun,
and I won't forget it... The pain we both went through, late nights staying up w you
And you should try to get rid of your sympathy...You don't have to feel bad for me
Cuz Alls well that ends well...All's well that ends well it ends well it ends well
We can keep saying that to ourselves..We'll take one step closer to the edge
To find out what happens in the end...And we'll keep on falling for the same old tricks, it's sad to say... But we'll be okay, In the end.
And i'll just keep doing this for my own self cuz it's all changing
And this is my own happy ending, yeah this is my own happy ending. 
All's well that Ends well, All's well that ends well its ends well, it ends well
We can keep saying that to ourselves,
We'll take one step closer to the edge
To find out what happens in the end....

download

ends well w/ kaiyko

free download: https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/the-whalen-house-riot
.
1. (0:00) hey. if you're going to the game still, can i get a ride? 
2. (3:39) holding your hand at the game, and thinking about it the next day
3. (5:56) i can't study tonight, but i'll still walk you home 
4. (9:22) i thought you said you were sick, why are you here?
5. (13:47) maybe things just don't work out, maybe we'll just have to wait and find out 
6. (17:04) telling you guys i can't hang out, and watching you ride your bikes away out the window of my bedroom is the worst feeling. but right now i need to be alone

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the whalen house riot

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‎‎creator of the "nothing is real" album series. (2018-present)
hello. my brain is killing me from a disease called multiple sclerosis. i am making as much music as i can before inevitability i wake up one day unable to function.  i wouldn't wish this on anybody. thanks for listening.
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colour [album + video]

my head is empty

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