The thought of leaving everything behind and seeking sweet release is too tempting
But it’s unberable to think of how much pain I would cause to those around me, so I stay
But time and time again I’m reminded I’m one of the lucky ones

it's odd to say but your helping me through a hard lesson in life with your music. I hope you having a good day bro.

nothing is real

why did you leave

https://open.spotify.com/album/5eZ3qbRqAIpLhmpTUToca8?si=pxiAH4nfRhK-bfQHGFU7fg

.nthngfeelsreal? - we were something i'll never forget

from the upcoming album "nothing is real, part 20".
music video --> https://youtu.be/CcMNDHTZlZU
\\\\ --- 19 albums of songs like this - my "nothing is real" album series
♡♡♡ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7FT9Um7zb7aRgFbSMLX3
♡♡♡ https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/the-nothings
♡♡♡ https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/

nothing is real, part XX

music video

you're a bad person (music video)

music video: https://youtu.be/51DjEIh7tuE
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follow @miranda-ra1n
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from the upcoming ' nothing is real, part XX '
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spotify playlist of 19 albums of music like this - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7FT9Um7zb7aRgFbSMLX3

when you're not home

when you're not home w/ Miranda Rain

w/ @castle_hearts

my head is empty socials:
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7pxIYxdkx2675ZGKSAPBAy
insta: https://www.instagram.com/myhead_isempty/
tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@myhead_isempty

castle hearts socials: 
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7pxIYxdkx2675ZGKSAPBAy
insta: https://www.instagram.com/castlehearts_/


my head is an ambient playlist _ open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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hi guys, thanks for the love on ' i was only temporary ' . on tiktok, spotify, and soundcloud!
todays song is a collab with my good friend castle hearts, we hope you will like it <3
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ambient playlist

vanishing act w/ castle hearts

album download:https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xx
album on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4QqwI8PW5JO7j2Cw0K6I86

Lyrics: 
you're too close
darling, you're too close for comfort
you're too good
you're too good to me

and now i'll do what i always do
and make you hurt beyond words

i don't know what bone people have
that makes them act normally

but somewhere up above
it feels like pieces must of been left out

i always know what to do
and what you want from me

and i found a way to do the opposite
i find a way to cause the most pain possible

i find a way to make sure
that ten months from now 
im back there on the floor, wondering
who could of done this to me?

album download

the most pain possible

album download:https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xx
album on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4QqwI8PW5JO7j2Cw0K6I86


Lyrics: 
wishing for an easy way
there's gotta be a better way
its what they say
but theyve never lived a day in my place

i dont wanna hear another word unless you mean to say
you'll go away

how did i let myself get this way
was it me who was always in my way

and im in the middle of the road
with the cars passing by

wondering why noone will stop 
too see
 if im doing all right

cause im not alright

not tonight and not tomorrow
i dont know

the wayy your hair ued to smell mixed with my cologne
it seems so far away like a dream i used to know

i need to get off the ground 
i need to take myself home

but some reasons unknown
i just dotnt want to go

i just want to lay here
and let the one who's eyes are elsewhere
take me away

let their motor car steer closer 
steer closer 
steer closer now
Steer closer my way

exit plan

w/ @miranda-ra1n
lyric video: https://youtu.be/43TcttRBgKA
nothing is real tracks (soundcloud): https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/nir
all 20 NIR albums(spotify): https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7FT9Um7zb7aRgFbSMLX3
download: https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xviii

thank you for listening <3

nothing is real, part XVIII

NIR playlis 💛

and just when i thought,

NIR playlist 💛

and it's her,

free download: https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xxi
music video: https://youtu.be/lRf86L7MYLU
so sorry for the delay. ive spent the last 7 months writing this album, in between all the ambient singles/albums. i hope for any listeners of the "nothing is real" albums, it is worth the wait. on a very personal note, these albums are the only thing that brings me self worth. i am deeply impacted and thankful some of my ambient songs have connected with you all, in particular "i was only temporary". however, despite their impact on social media, i personally do not feel any accomplishment when writing ambient. as many long time listeners of the "nothing is real" project have mentioned, the simple ambient songs are in essence, just an outro of a "nothing is real" song. i too share this sentiment. i think i am capable of making a lot more emotionally impactful music, not just for others, but as means of helping myself. i struggle with feeling adequate, and because of my events in my life it has become of my personality to want to prove to myself, before anyone else, that i can do something great, even if there is nobody around to see it. even for years and years before the viral song "i was only temporary", these "nothing is real" albums we're written and released one after another with little to no support, or viewership. i hope that, in my efforts to prove to myself that i can make something truly one-of-a-kind, and original, that it will inspire people to not copy others, and find their own sound. i think alot of people, with a platform have a similar message about wanting to "make the world a better place". i think this is a good message of course, i just would like for anyone reading this to know, that my message is a bit more specific. with the  "nothing is real" series, i want to share that, in this world today, i think there are so many fake things, people, friends, etc. i do not want to inspire people to copy what i do, or anyone else. i want to release these albums and hopefully make people say "wow, this is so much effort, and it does not sound like anything i have ever heard! maybe i should not try to keep up with trends, or other people, or let them make me feel inadequacy any longer. this music inspires me to do my own thing, and master it, and make something unique and original that can tell my own personal story". i think individualism is being lost today, in a world that prioritizes followers, and followings. i want to leave behind something that will inspire others to look within themselves, and find approval in their own ideas, instead of constantly looking to imitate what already exists. i think the next most wonderful and beautiful thing that will help a lot of people, is lying in wait inside one of you, and to find it, i hope whatever i have done may help people become introspective enough to dig it up, and share with all of us. anyways, thanks for listening and reading all this. <3 - mhie

nothing is real, part XXI

we’re all we've got

там где дом

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released by @dreamscapeyt

can i go where you go w/endless withdrawal

with my good friends, @danielmp3-music and @zamaro-sc
we hope you will like our first song together, and remember to "believe" in yourself <3

believe

Somtimes when u love someone 

 Its hard to say goodbye 

But your nor longer by my side 

And we move on 

Ive been a loney man

Whos seen too many fights 

But now i just cry myself 

Just me and i

The Cost Of Holding On…

きみがあるいている

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‎‎creator of the "nothing is real" album series. (2018-present)
hello. my brain is killing me from a disease called multiple sclerosis. i am making as much music as i can before inevitability i wake up one day unable to function.  i wouldn't wish this on anybody. thanks for listening.
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