This song touches the soul. It's Beautiful <3

Listen to these songs on spotify all day everyday istg

this is so calming, I was mad at myself because my lack of drawing skills but now I play this and I feel so much better 💖🥺

bro, thank you for your music, being a man, the world says I can't cry and thanks to you I was able to let go, it's nice to feel relieved after so much

Hold me close
Don’t let go
Never let go
Please
I don’t know what to do
Where to go
Who I am
Without you
Please don’t let me go
I desperately need you 
And I need you now more than ever
To hold me when I’m broken
And I’m broken all the time

album on spotify

hold me w/ Miranda Rain

Spotify Link

let me go

i made a music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=76lSeMc8QhE
if you guys use this song in your tiktoks id really appreciate that. thank you for the support.

the funeral

leaving

spotify track link

https://open.spotify.com/album/47r3322kHDasMS04TNX2N6

again,

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/album/6QbIZ0xnb5ESwZrV2ZF9Ih?si=_PWt_BdcRYizkezJ8b2xRg
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i'm working on nothing is real, part 19. 
its very far along and im excited to share.
its been relaxing releasing simple ambient, but i want it to be clear that my  "nothing is real" albums is always where my heart will truly lie, and the only thing that truly makes me feel accomplished. i hope all of those who are here just for ambient will also give this other sound a chance. it would mean a lot to me, thank you. to be honest, making ambient is really depressing to me. i know its more digestible and easy to listen to vs. something very complicated and technically dense, but it makes me feel like i am putting a hard limit on the things i am capable of. i feel myself becoming a bit crazy limiting myself so much with this genre and i will be taking a break to make the things i love to make. im sure it will hurt me in the long run, and i will lose all the new listeners from ambient, but in the end, i will probably die very pre-maturely from my brain disease, so id like to make what i want to make the most with the time i have instead of chasing numbers that mean nothing anyways. music is so important to me, and always has been. i really, really hope that after im gone, you guys will please listen to the nothing is real albums. if all my music was deleted except for those albums i would be fine with that, its what represents what i want to say in this life above all.

spotify link

she became my atlas

nothing is real, part xx on the way. for now heres an ambient song

click this

non feelings

nothing is real, part xx - on the way. for now here's an ambient song

waste away

my head is an ambient playlist _ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

spotify playlist

harrow

this song + all my ambient tracks on my playlist here
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https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

ambient playlist

miserable paradise

Voices of Patrick Magee, Lou Reed (pictured), Billie Eilish, and Gunter Schoß

Vocal excerpts from Samuel Beckett’s radio play ‘Cascando’ (1964); The Velvet Underground’s ‘Heroine’ (1967); Billie Eilish’s ‘What Was I Made For?’ (2023); and from the audiobook of ‘Nordische Mythologie’ (2018) by Tor Åge Bringsværd 

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I don’t know

I don’t know
I don’t know 
Where I’m going

I don’t know

I don’t know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don’t know how to feel
But someday I might
Someday I might
Then, I don’t know

I don’t know

I don’t know where I’m going
I don’t know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don’t know how to feel
I don’t know where I’m going
Someday I might
Someday I might

I don’t know
But I wanna try
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know

But someday I might
Someday I might

I don’t know
I don’t know

I don’t know where I’m going
I don’t know how to feel
But I wanna try

I don’t know how to feel
I don’t know where I’m going
Someday I might

Then, I don’t know
Niemand weiss es

I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know

I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know

Niemand weiss es
Das weiss kein Mensch

I don’t know 
I don’t know 
Where I’m going
But I wanna try   
Someday I might

I don’t know 
Where I’m going

I don't know

‎‎hello. my brain is killing me from a disease called multiple sclerosis. i am making as much music as i can before inevitability i wake up one day unable to function.  i wouldn't wish this on anybody. thanks for listening.
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