really resonates in my mind how no one would miss me

I want someone to be there. hi! I write this now as a... memoir, of myself. to show why the fuck i committed. i won't kill myself, of course, but relapse. I lost my girlfriend, dated for a year. broke up one day before our anniversary too, lol. saw my cousin's mangled body on the side of the road, and is currently running from my father. I left from Alabama, leaving... some things behind. guess I left myself too. I have family, of course, me and my mom and her side of the family, but I feel hollow. like, even with touch I crave, even around people I love, hollow. a crushing feeling, like the verge of tears. I hug pillows to share my warmth with myself, and it's alright I guess. and, I'm 15, so most of you would say God is your answer, or just reach out. well, "I'm a teen and don't have anything to worry about, I'm overreacting." yeah, that's my life. can't say I'm doing shitty, because they ask "What's wrong"? and I say, everything. I guess I should stop, huh? be safe, take care.

"I feel like she doesn't appreciate me" .... meanwhile while I'm going through things

they all say.. oh it’s all in ur mind… i know it is…but are u… what if everything we know is just.. in our heads… and we wake up one day.. and we are in a different universe… the kind that is scarier… rougher… and … more … threats.. what if this is like a video game..we are practicing for the big final… some of us are so exited about it.,. and we end it all… and we get to the final level.. but u aren’t prepared and u fall.. down down… until the first level… and restart… but now with a burden..a huge weight that we cant remove… it makes it harder to live… and we want to end it all again..but ur scared…u …cant run or hide from the thoughts..  they just live there.. until the right moment..they watch u brake.. and they repeat… do it….do it… will u…i want to end it- but i think of family friends-

Exploring serene and viral ambient music from Kurate artists including Øneheart, Antent, my head is empty & more.

ambient music

new track w/ @iamoneheart

stream https://kurate.lnk.to/DS034
released by @dreamscapeyt

snowfall w/ Øneheart

Stream & Download
https://kurate.lnk.to/DS041

// bonjr - if it's real, then i'll stay (slowed + reverb)

bonjr - if it's real, then i'll stay (slowed + reverb)

released by @dreamscapeyt.

stream / download: https://kurate.lnk.to/DS039

follow me:
soundcloud: @iamoneheart 
spotify: https://spoti.fi/3ChwAoB
bandcamp: https://iamoneheart.bandcamp.com 
instagram: www.instagram.com/oneheartisok
vk: vk.com/oneheartmusic
twitter: twitter.com/imoneheartmusic

visuals: https://youtu.be/J4RxO3lRsi0

this feeling

Vague003 – Drowning

harris cole & aso — safe, now. || LOOP VERSION

losing

streaming:
https://presave.io/t/killswitchlullaby

artwork by Rauf Sunyaev

Killswitch Lullaby

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my playlist here
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

i was only temporary

spotify link

my head is an ambient playlist _ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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hi guys, thanks for the love on ' i was only temporary ' . on tiktok, spotify, and soundcloud!
personally i never thought that song would get attention
so i wanted to make a better version of it, here's what i was trying to make at the time but couldn't seem to get it out right.
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i was only temporary 2 u

my ambient playlist

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

all my ambient songs

i was only temporary (Super Slowed)

I don't own this music, just uploading because its not on soundcloud yet :)

lmnl - snow dream

Stream / Download: https://alixe.lnk.to/september

Follow me -
@iamalixe
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5CqGgJNg6sTMBr8KbBCqYn?si=je-C4i_-THitre-zkn5h1g&nd=1
https://www.instagram.com/alixe.music/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCph6YvL0TYPnCD0L_LtQ9zw

released by @dreamscapeyt

September

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my playlist here
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

playlist

i wish i was special

Comfort Chain

stream/download

comfort chain

‎‎creator of the "nothing is real" album series. (2018-present)
hello. my brain is killing me from a disease called multiple sclerosis. i am making as much music as i can before inevitability i wake up one day unable to function.  i wouldn't wish this on anybody. thanks for listening.
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i was only temporary

my head is empty

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