really resonates in my mind how no one would miss me

I want someone to be there. hi! I write this now as a... memoir, of myself. to show why the fuck i committed. i won't kill myself, of course, but relapse. I lost my girlfriend, dated for a year. broke up one day before our anniversary too, lol. saw my cousin's mangled body on the side of the road, and is currently running from my father. I left from Alabama, leaving... some things behind. guess I left myself too. I have family, of course, me and my mom and her side of the family, but I feel hollow. like, even with touch I crave, even around people I love, hollow. a crushing feeling, like the verge of tears. I hug pillows to share my warmth with myself, and it's alright I guess. and, I'm 15, so most of you would say God is your answer, or just reach out. well, "I'm a teen and don't have anything to worry about, I'm overreacting." yeah, that's my life. can't say I'm doing shitty, because they ask "What's wrong"? and I say, everything. I guess I should stop, huh? be safe, take care.

"I feel like she doesn't appreciate me" .... meanwhile while I'm going through things

they all say.. oh it’s all in ur mind… i know it is…but are u… what if everything we know is just.. in our heads… and we wake up one day.. and we are in a different universe… the kind that is scarier… rougher… and … more … threats.. what if this is like a video game..we are practicing for the big final… some of us are so exited about it.,. and we end it all… and we get to the final level.. but u aren’t prepared and u fall.. down down… until the first level… and restart… but now with a burden..a huge weight that we cant remove… it makes it harder to live… and we want to end it all again..but ur scared…u …cant run or hide from the thoughts..  they just live there.. until the right moment..they watch u brake.. and they repeat… do it….do it… will u…i want to end it- but i think of family friends-

for working on hw

the neighbourhood - the beach (instrumental, slowed & muffled )

lil cover of the castle town theme from deltarune chapter 2

My Castle Town (Piano Cover)

new track w/ @iamoneheart

stream https://kurate.lnk.to/DS034
released by @dreamscapeyt

snowfall w/ Øneheart

released by @dreamscapeyt.

stream / download: https://kurate.lnk.to/DS039

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visuals: https://youtu.be/J4RxO3lRsi0

this feeling

AUDIT- By WeevilDoing (instrumental)

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released by @dreamscapeyt.

apathy

daniel.mp3 - green to blue (slowed & reverb)

analog_mannequin - milk cassette x.mp3 (slowed)

... - . .-.. .-.. .- .-.
stellar // 2023
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stellar

a vow - as the light fades

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my playlist here
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

i was only temporary

spotify link

Wow - 250K views! I'm so glad an aspect of my uncle's great music has garnered so much viewership!! 

For this track, I use a couple samples from by late uncle Dave's own track "Real Life". This is a sort of sequel to that track. 
Because my Uncle Dave died at the age of 39 from Type 1 Diabetes, consider donating to Beyond Type 1 in honor of him: https://donate.beyondtype1.org/give/80413/#!/donation/checkout

All composed, arranged, and produced by me.
All samples ripped by me aside from some supplementary 808s.
Special thanks to Dave Oleksiak. May me finally meet some day.

The pic is of him btw. He was a great songwriter.

past life

Only Somewhat Seen

Some awesome work! Minecraft - Volume Alpha
Check more out https://soundcloud.com/c418

08 C418 - Minecraft

you not the same (slowed down version)

stream & download

tilekid - you not the same (slowed down version)

I really hope the MP4 converter isn't a virus. 

‎‎creator of the "nothing is real" album series. (2018-present)
hello. my brain is killing me from a disease called multiple sclerosis. i am making as much music as i can before inevitability i wake up one day unable to function.  i wouldn't wish this on anybody. thanks for listening.
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i was only temporary

my head is empty

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